Hi, things are a bit better, haven't had another panic attack, for that I'm very grateful. I'm pretty stuck in the depression... seems like too much effort to...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 4, 1999 10:59 am
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I have been feeling so much better lately. I'm whispering it.... Like I want it to be a secret... I'm so much afraid it would be taken away from me... Remember...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 4, 1999 12:17 pm
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Here are some endorsements. From Prisons, People, Psychologists, and the Bible “You are absolutely correct that when one of our wards decides to set out on...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 4, 1999 5:11 pm
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A response to my saying, 'when post-flood you will never feel lonely again.' Ellie, I have been suppressing this response for a while but here goes: According...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 5, 1999 12:38 pm
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PS I want to add something imporant I left out on this subject--you see how imperfect I am (smiles). When I said post-flood people are not lonely, this was not...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 5, 1999 4:56 pm
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-Sally's response to some recent posts. ... a ... Hi Ellie, Every time I get a message from you I feel I get an insight and I am working within to redirect the...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 6, 1999 11:02 am
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My Girlfriend's Cat by Maury Tis true— My girlfriend's cat and I Spook each other—she/me, with Sudden, sharp biting when I've Scratched too long and Too...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 7, 1999 10:56 am
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... Dear Janet Caron is a big center with rehabs and they have a special place for people to go and do the work on co-dependency. It is a beautiful house in PA...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 8, 1999 10:53 am
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... Dear Maury, My only claim to authority is about the science and that the theory of toxicosis is proven by research-- fifty years of my reserach and that ...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 9, 1999 12:03 pm
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I talked to Lynn this morning on the phone. She is the young girl in Switzerland who became post-flood in about three months using the self-help measures. You...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 10, 1999 1:04 pm
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I've been quite low. I had a couple of really bad weeks which made me really feel I'm not post-anything at all. There's a Primal centre here I just found out ...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 11, 1999 10:47 am
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I want to mention that when I discovered this biology of emotions and used the self-help measures based on this, I had no support from anyone to guide me other...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 11, 1999 2:16 pm
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Re: Post-flood is when the flood of repressed anger is mostly gone--this is a comment about going through the post-flood grief period. I feel very touched by...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 12, 1999 8:01 am
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If any of you have been using the self-help measures consistently and have reached the point where the major detox of repressed anger is over--this is the...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 15, 1999 4:17 pm
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When I became post flood there was a re-adjustment of my co-dependent relationships. I was no longer co-dependent, but some of my friends and close family...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 16, 1999 4:29 pm
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The fact is that the problems FEEL less intense, and that must be because once post-flood we don't think WE ARE the problem any more. All human beings ...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 17, 1999 6:07 am
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I have been confused, probably because of the grief and lows I've been feeling and my life is paticularly hard at the moment and I've isolated myself a bit. ...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 19, 1999 2:33 pm
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Your statement of "biologically the antidepressants have the same effect as the self help measures" then it seems the effects are ONLY good for while you are...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 19, 1999 3:14 pm
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I will be passing your article on to many of my friends and clients.I know that everything you have said is true since I healed from colitis once I realized...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 20, 1999 3:37 pm
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Hello Ellie, I returned yesterday from one month long visit to see my friend . Economical catastrophe considering my incomes, - it was not what I thought it...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Sep 29, 1999 11:38 am
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I love your letters, Ellie. They are so affirming! Good news. Last night I was at a meeting and was telling the group about a problem I'm having with the...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 1, 1999 1:30 pm
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All the addictions are based on the primary addiction to people. What happens in 12-step programs is that our addictions are transferred to people, and we form...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 2, 1999 1:31 pm
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Ellie, I have a question for you. You mention co-dependency every now and then on the list. What exactly is co-dependency? How would you describe it? Frank ...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 5, 1999 10:50 am
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I see I need to correct the way I put this in my prvious post. All the addictions are based on the primary addiction to people. What happens in 12-step...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 5, 1999 11:04 am
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My comment about transferring addictions to people at 12-step meetings referred to AA, OA, etc. I used to measure my self worth by how many cards I got at...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 5, 1999 4:08 pm
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... Frank Dear Frank, You bring tears to MY eyes because of your progress with this, but please don't give me all this credit. This understanding of the...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 6, 1999 11:16 am
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I chose this logo 'clearpathways' because recovery is about clearing the neural pathways, especially those where memories of early trauma are stored. The way...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 11, 1999 2:10 pm
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I'm pleased to say the article has now been sent to all prisons in these countries: USA, Canada, England, Wales, Scotland, Ireland, Australia, Norway, Sweden,...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 19, 1999 9:01 am
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Thank you for your support of the progress. I do get angry at people's denial and it helps me to focus on the postive comments. Although the theory is proven...
Elnora Van Winkle
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Oct 20, 1999 11:55 am
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I have wanted to give you some background for the toxic mind theory upon which the self help measures are based. My disovery of the toxic mind as the basis for...
