I myself am a born-again Christian and have suffered with depression and anxiety for years. Two months ago I got in touch with Christian councelling...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 17, 2001 11:23 am
Welcome, The redirecting self-therapy(RST)is about reducing the flood of anger in your brain, and it "Works If You Work It!" Be sure to print out this Welcome...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 17, 2001 11:53 am
Planting Seeds Hi to all, One of many favorite verses... "And we know that IN ALL THINGS God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 24, 2001 8:04 am
I was writing the below in my book about how anger cannot be suppressed but will have it's way out. Then I watched an old movie and heard this slip of the ...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 26, 2001 11:37 am
After an episode of depression, I realized the importance of releasing anger in current situations. I was dealing with the father of my child. He wanted to see...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 27, 2001 10:24 am
Hi Ellie, I've been following the last few e-mail about parents and I just want to add as a post-flood person (or I should say a person who has been doing the...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jun 27, 2001 12:42 pm
Hi Ellie, More to stay on parents. I know it is not easy to understand. It is nonetheless ever so freeing when I finally gave up the neediness from parents...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 2, 2001 11:33 am
Dear Elnora Van Winkle, I have been a "self-help addict" since I was around 15 years old. I have studied all kinds of stuff, ranging from yoga to mysticism and...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 2, 2001 12:04 pm
Ellie, An article in the NYT today on classes for anger. The author wanders cluelessly with this. I left a message directing readers to your site. Hopefully,...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 3, 2001 1:41 pm
Questionnaire This questionnaire is not a test, but a guide. The changes listed here become more and more pronounced. If you are no longer on any mood-changing...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 4, 2001 9:48 am
Hi Ellie, Recently I had a very upsetting visit with one of my sisters. She became very angry with me for no apparent reason and said things that reminded me...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 4, 2001 10:09 am
Dear Ellie, I don´t know what to do. I was prescribed antidepressants for depression and anxiety (Effexor xr) but never took them. Then I came across your...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 4, 2001 2:10 pm
Hi Ellie, I do yard work for about 4-5 hours per day- as I'm pulling weeds or exerting myself, is that when I think about my parents/past abusers- if so, how...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 5, 2001 1:24 pm
... massage, and running, my illness has improved. I have a great deal of inner peace and have learned how to relax. ... time in solitary pursuits. I have...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 7, 2001 5:52 pm
... to be ... I've ... far, ... 95% of ... 5% of ... better ... looking at ... must have ... lifting from ... following day ... sociable and ... that ... of ...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 7, 2001 9:13 pm
Dear Ellie: I just can't get started feeling angry at my parents. Up until I was about 12 my dad would beat me with a cat of 9 tails that he had made to...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 8, 2001 7:43 am
Support for D who was beaten. ... your ... many ... sorry!~~~~~~~~~R Hope you can get to your anger D. No child should ever be beaten. No matter how you may...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 8, 2001 7:45 am
... appropriate to be very angry. C. It's not only appropriate, it's essential, and will bring you healing. Ellie...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 9, 2001 6:47 am
I just denied access to all pending members in the Post Flood group (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/depression-conquered) Sorry, if some of you are post flood...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 14, 2001 6:35 am
Hi, I am currently experiencing a reoccurrence of depression and anxiety mood. The first episodes have been 15 years ago when I was at high school. You are ...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 16, 2001 11:09 am
Hi, Thank you for your e-mails! It is still early to believe that the therapy works, but I feel some improvements. In coming days I am going to translate your...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 16, 2001 12:42 pm
If anyone has a website and can put links there, I would be grateful. You are also welcome--and I would be delighted if you can do this--to put the entire...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 17, 2001 6:14 am
It's strange but maybe not so. I had to be alone to find my real self. The urge to "belong" caused me to emulate those I admire. I suppose we all incorporate...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 18, 2001 10:34 am
Hi, Ellie: question: let's say I'm in bed, late at night, waiting to fall asleep. No bad feelings, no fear, no anxiety (maybe a little), no depression(maybe ...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 18, 2001 1:30 pm
It was the first week in May this year when I found your website, so its now over 2 months that I been redirecting anger. What I found was that there where...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 20, 2001 11:56 am
Some of the messages in the Archives were written by people in the early stages of recovery when they were experiencing rather intense "highs." You may get the...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 21, 2001 10:02 am
Ellie, They say things come in 3's but these past few months, I have had several things that have made me, well...very angry. I have so much cumulative anger...
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Elnora Van Winkle
clearpathway@...
Jul 23, 2001 11:27 am
More on the subject of forming relationships post flood. I have this idea that my purpose in life will be to have a dating service for post flood people. This...
Dear Forum Members, Ellie died August 26th, 2001, of pancreatic cancer. I last talked to her on the phone on that very day, only a few hours before she died. ...
