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Dear Ellie
I think I am getting to the post-flood stage. After my last wave of
depression 2 weeks ago, I start to feel really good. I can get excited, I
can release my past anger quickly and I am more and more enjoying myself and
the people around. I think that sometimes I just get too much excitement - I
just do not know how to express happiness. I also start to cry quite easily.
Yesterday I was crying for almost 20 minutes and it came so easily and
naturally.
It was really worth to do the hard work until now and I will continue to do
it so I release even more of the surpressed anger. The interesting thing is
that as the anger subsides I really start to love my parents - especially my
mom more and more.
I still get excitory symptoms but I can handle them now more easily and I
think these last 4 months during which I was doing the redirecting made me
stronger mentally, more patient and more persistent.
Thanks once more for providing the guide how to get out from the depression
- it really works although the results start to be obvious after some hard
work has been done - just like in everything else in life...
Have a nice weekend and I hope you will really find a publisher for your
book. It could really help to many people to improve the quality of their
lives.
I just keep on rolling.... R.
Thank you for sharing your success...Keep rolling and keep redirecting........
Ellie
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