God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 16, 2005
Daily
Reflections
THROUGHOUT
EACH DAY
This is not an
overnight matter. It should continue for our lifetime.
ALCOHOLICS
ANONYMOUS, p. 84
During my early
years in A.A. I saw Step Ten as a suggestion that I periodically look at
my behavior and
reactions. If there was something wrong, I should admit it; if an
apology
was necessary, I
should give one. After a few years of sobriety I felt I should
undertake
a
self-examination more frequently. Not until several more years of
sobriety had elapsed
did I realize
the full meaning of Step Ten, and the word "continued."
"Continued" does
not mean
occasionally, or frequently. It means throughout each day.
How seriously do
I take my obligations to A.A.? Have I taken all the
good I can get
out of it and then let my obligations slide? Or do I constantly
feel a
deep debt of
gratitude and a deep sense of loyalty to the whole A.A. movement?
Am I
not only
grateful but also proud to be a part of such a wonderful fellowship,
which is
doing such
marvelous work among alcoholics? Am I glad to be a part of the
great
work that A.A.
is doing and do I feel a deep obligation to carry on that work at
every
opportunity? Do I feel that I owe A.A. my loyalty and devotion?
Meditation For
The Day
If your heart is
right, your world will be right. The beginning of all
reform must be
in yourself. It's not what happens to you, it's how you take
it. However
restricted your
circumstances, however little you may be able to remedy financial
affairs, you can
always turn to your inward self and, seeing something not in order
there, seek to
right it. And as all reform is from within outward, you will always find
that the outward
is improved as the inward is improved. As you improve yourself,
your outward
circumstances will change for the better. The power released from
within
yourself will
change your outward life.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that the
hidden power within me may be released. I pray that I may not
imprison
the spirit that
is within me.
Faced with alcoholic destruction, we became open-minded on
spiritual
matters. In this respect alcohol was a great persuader.
It finally beat
us into a state of reasonableness.
<< << <<
>> >> >>
We had to quit playing God. It didn't work. We decided
that
hereafter, in this drama of life, God was going to be our
Director. He
would be the Principal; we, His agents.
Most good ideas are simple, and this concept was the
keystone of the
new triumphal arch through which we passed to freedom.
Despite great opportunities, alcohol nearly ended her life.
Early member, she spread the word among women in our pioneering period.
I'd waked up in strange
rooms before, fully dressed on a bed or a couch; I'd waked up in my own
room, in or on my own bed, not knowing what hour or day it was, afraid
to ask . . . but this was different. This time I seemed to be already
awake, sitting upright in a big easy chair, in the middle of an
animated conversation with a perfectly strange young woman, who didn't
appear to think it
strange. She was chatting on, pleasantly and comfortably.
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
Under the lash of alcoholism, we are driven
to A.A., and there we
discover the fatal nature of our situation. Then, and only then, do we
become as open-minded to conviction and as willing to listen as the
dying can be. We stand ready to do anything which will lift the
merciless obsession from us.
p. 24
Listen
in the silence. Listen and you shall hear God speak.
--Frater Achad
Life is for
living, love is for sharing. Don't let the good things pass you by!
--Sue
The hardest
thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn.
--David Russell
What I am is
God's gift to me. What I make of myself is my gift to Him.
--unknown
G I F T
= God Is Forever There.
--unknown
"The secret of
happiness is to count your blessings while others are adding up their
troubles."
--Unknown
Happiness is
intrinsic, it's an internal thing. When you build it into yourself, no
external
circumstances
can take it away. That kind of happiness is a twenty-four-hour thing.
--Leo F.
Buscaglia
The highest
reward for a man's toil is not what he gets for it but what he becomes
by it.
--John Ruskin
"The great law of culture: let
each become all that he was
created capable of being."
-- Thomas Carlyle
We are capable
of great things. This history of man, although surrounded by wars
and unspeakable
acts of violence, is also the history of art, music, poetry and romance.
Each person is
capable of great and noble acts --- but do we want to do them? We can be
honest, loving
and caring people only if we choose to be that. The power of freedom and
choice is the
determining factor in all our lives. Each culture has imaginative and
creative
features, but it
is the people that make them happen. Nothing will happen unless people
decide to make
it happen.
So it is with
the culture of recovery. The people who make up the recovering
community in all
the addictions are the people who make a decision and acted upon it.
Talk is cheap
and cruel unless it is followed by an event. Decisions must be made
real.
We all have the
capacity to be honest and kind.
May I not only
be grateful for my culture but may I live to add something to it.
The Lord will
fulfill his purpose for me; your love O Lord endures forever.
Psalm 138 : 8
"Lead me in your
truth, and teach me."
Psalm 25:5
"Keep sowing the
seed, for you never know which will grow, perhaps it all will."
Ecclesiastes 11:6
"He saved us,
not because of the good things we did, but because of His mercy.
He
washed away our
sins and gave us a new life through the Holy Spirit.
Titus 3:5
Many
of life's hassles are mere tests of our strength. Lord, help me
remember that patience can often diffuse a situation quicker than a
snap response.
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If everyone thought alike, no one would have to do much thinking. Lord,
bless me with the strength of my convictions and the ability to
disagree when necessary without being disagreeable.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 15, 2005
Daily
Reflections
MY CHECKLIST, NOT
YOURS
Gossip barbed
with our anger, a polite form of murder by character assassination, has
its
satisfactions
for us, too. Here we are not trying to help those we criticize; we are
trying to
proclaim our own
righteousness.
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 67
Sometimes I
don't realize that I gossiped about someone until the end of the day,
when I
take an
inventory of the day's activities, and then, my gossiping appears like
a blemish in
my beautiful
day. How could I have said something like that? Gossip shows its ugly
head
during a coffee
break or lunch with business associates, or I may gossip during the
evening, when
I'm tired from the day's activities, and feel justified in bolstering
my ego at
the expense of
someone else. Character defects like gossip sneak into my life when I am
not making a
constant effort to work the Twelve Steps of recovery. I need to remind
myself that my
uniqueness is the blessing of my being, and that applies equally to
everyone who
crosses my path in life's journey. Today the only inventory I need to
take
is my own. I'll
leave judgment of others to the Final Judge--Divine Providence.
Am I deeply
grateful to A.A. for what it has done for me in regaining my sobriety
and
opening up an
entirely new life for me? A.A. has made it possible for me to take on
other
interests, in
business and in various other associations with people. It has made a
full life
possible for me.
It would perhaps be wrong if all my activities were limited to A.A.
work.
It has made a
well rounded life possible for me in work, in play and in hobbies of
various
kinds. But will
I desert A.A. because of this? Will I accept a diploma and become a
graduate of
A.A.? Do I realize I could have nothing worth while without A.A.?
Meditation For
The Day
There is only
one way to get full satisfaction from life and that is to live the way
you
believe God
wants you to live. Live with God in that secret place of the spirit and
you will
have a feeling
of being on the right road. You will have a deep sense of satisfaction.
The
world will have
meaning and you will have a place in the world, work to do that counts
in
the eternal
order of things. Many things will work for you and with you, as long as
you
feel you are on
God's side.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may have a sense of the eternal value of the work I do. I pray that I
may not
only work for
now, but also for eternity.
"We A.A.'s know the futility of trying to break the
drinking
obsession by will power alone. However, we do know that
it takes
great willingness to adopt A.A.'s Twelve Steps as a way of
life that
can restore us to sanity.
"No matter how grievous the alcohol obsession, we happily
find that
other vital choices can still be made. For example, we
can choose to
admit that we are personally powerless over alcohol; that
dependence upon a 'Higher Power' is a necessity, even if
this be
simply dependence upon an A.A. group. Then we can choose
to try
for a life of honesty and humility, of selfless service to
our fellows
and to 'God as we understand Him.'
"As we continue to make these choices and so move toward
these
high aspirations, our sanity returns and the compulsion to
drink
vanishes,"
Despite great opportunities, alcohol nearly ended her life.
Early member, she spread the word among women in our pioneering period.
WHAT WAS I saying . . . From far away, as if in a delirium, I had heard
my own voice—calling someone "Dorothy," talking of shops, of jobs . . .
the words came clearer . . . this sound of my own voice frightened me
as it got closer . . . and suddenly, there I was, talking of I knew not
what, to someone I'd never seen before this very moment. Abruptly I
stopped speaking. Where was I?
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
Why all this insistence that every A.A.
must hit bottom first? The
answer is that few people will sincerely try to practice the A.A.
program unless they have hit bottom. For practicing A.A.'s remaining
eleven Steps means the adoption of attitudes and actions that almost no
alcoholic who is still drinking can dream of taking. Who wishes to be
rigorously honest and tolerant? Who wants to confess his faults to
another and make restitution for harm done? Who cares anything about a
Higher Power, let alone meditation and prayer? Who wants to sacrifice
time and energy in trying to carry A.A.'s message to the next sufferer?
No, the average alcoholic, self-centered in the extreme, doesn't care
for this prospect--unless he has to do these things in order to stay
alive himself.
Everything
that irritates us about others can lead us to an
understanding of ourselves.
--Carl Jung
"Your family and
your love must be cultivated like a garden. Time, effort, and
imagination must
be summoned constantly to keep any relationship flourishing and
growing."
--Jim Rohn
I may not be
where I want to be, but Thank God I am not where I used to be.
--unknown
I am at peace
today knowing that God is doing for me what I cannot do for myself.
--Ruth Fishel
God, let my hard
times be healing times.
--Melody Beattie
Hatred toward
any human being cannot exist in the same heart as love to God.
--Dean William
Inge
Prayer is the
one thing that can make a change in your life. If you will go
direct to God in
simple,
affirmative prayer, you can heal your body, bring peace and harmony
into your
life, and make
well-being a reality.
--Emmet Fox
"One man with courage is a
majority."
-- Thomas Jefferson
Alcoholism made
me afraid of my shadow. I became so petrified with fear that I could
not enjoy my
life. And I felt that I could do nothing. My disease told me I was
helpless. I
existed in an
atmosphere of doom and gloom.
Then I
experienced a "moment" of sanity when I saw that I was the problem in my
life. My pain
was being caused by my actions and attitudes. I took courage,
confronted the
disease in my life and decided to take small steps towards recovery. I
have built my
confidence on that "moment" of courage I took years ago. I am not an
island unto
myself. I am not alone. God is with me in my life.
Teach me to have
the courage to be what You have created. May I accept my
miracle.
God is our
refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
Psalm 46:1
Without faith it
is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that
He is, and that
He is a rewarder of those who seek Him.
Hebrews 11:6
Our
words are powerful tools and can influence even when we are not aware.
Lord, help me to speak with kindness and sensitivity and to be a
positive source of encouragement and support to others.
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We
learn to trust in God through our trials and problems. Lord, let me use
the suffering in my life as an opportunity to strenthen my faith.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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No situation is too difficult if God is with you. Lord, we are a
perfect team. You provide the tools and I'll provide the labor.
"God sent each person into the world with a special message to deliver,
a special song to sing and a
special act of love to bestow. No one else can speak my message or sing
my song or offer my love.... these are entrusted to me." --Author
Unknown
"Everything is laid out for you. Your path is straight ahead of you.
Sometimes it's invisible but it's there. You may not know where it's
going, but still you have to follow that path. It's the path to the
Creator. That's the only path there is."
When we love each other, God lives in us, And His love within us grows
ever stronger.
My life has taken many falls and tumbles along the way, but I am
learning Lord
Our source of happiness and joy is within our hearts, and to get it, we
must give it away.
A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully, and before it
blossomed, he examined it. He saw the bud that would soon blossom and
also the thorns. And he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come
from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns?" Saddened by this
thought, he neglected to water the rose, and before it was ready to
bloom, it died.
So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The
God-like qualities planted in us at birth grow amid the thorns of our
faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the
defects. We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from
us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We
never realize our potential.
Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must
show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to
be able to reach past the thorns and find the rose within others. This
is the characteristic of love, to look at a person, and knowing his
faults, recognize the nobility in his soul, and help him realize that
he can overcome his faults. If we show him the rose, he will conquer
the thorns. Then will he blossom, blooming forth thirty, sixty, a
hundred-fold as it is given to him.
Our duty in this world is to help others by showing them their roses
and not their thorns. Only then can we achieve the love we should feel
for each other; only then can we bloom in our own garden. --Author
Unknown
To Complain or Not to Complain
Do everything without complaining or arguing. Philippians 2:14
“Ain’t it Awful.” Those were the words printed across the top of the
chart my daughter Sheryle brought home from Sunday school when she was
10. That day, her Bible teacher emphasized not complaining.
Sheryle attached the chart to the front of the fridge. Vertically, the
grid had each family member’s name, and horizontally, the days of the
week. She said she would monitor the family. If anyone complained,
she’d say “Ain’t it awful” and place a mark by the name of the offender.
I smiled, thinking how much the children needed this lesson. Later
Sunday afternoon, I dropped a bowl of cookie dough. Guess who whined?
Me.
My daughter, the self-appointed president of the complaint department,
said, “Ain’t it awful,” and I received the first black mark on the
chart.
Aggravations may arrive in bunches. They often cluster into a single
hour, clamoring for attention. Glitches in paper work, a hangnail, or a
flat tire. All can seem monstrous.
When frustrations mount, it’s tempting to tattle to someone and gripe
about the latest mishaps. Resist complaining because grumbling is
contagious. The story of 12 scouts who explored the land of Canaan is
in Numbers chapter 14: when the twelve men returned to their families,
ten complained about giant warriors in the land. They in turn “made the
whole community grumble“(vs. 36).
Griping focuses on what is wrong, instead of on what is going right,
the blessings from God. Charles Hodge says, “The really happy man is
one who enjoys the scenery when on a detour.” This past week my can
opener disappeared. I literally opened cans with a stout knife and
metal meat mallet. Do not try this at home. The good about that
situation: I had food. I had tools, and I didn’t even nick a finger.
In that same week while driving in heavy traffic, a fire ant assaulted
my sandaled toes. I endured his stinging complaint for nearly a mile
before it was safe enough to eliminate the problem. A blessing to focus
on: one less fire ant in the world. Sorry, fire ant lovers.
So many times in preaching, teaching and writing, problems are
identified, but solutions are not offered. The apostle Paul offered
remedies to tetchy problems. When he wrote his letter to the
Philippians he was in a Roman prison. Early in his correspondence he
said, “Do everything without complaining or arguing.” Paul was under
guard, confined, restricted, incarcerated, but again and again, at
least eight times, he encouraged the Philippians to rejoice.
Near the end of Paul’s letter, he gives the antidote to complaining:
“Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is
pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is
excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things” (4:8). He also gave
credit to God for enabling him to say, “I have learned to be content in
all circumstances” (4:11).
I taped another “Ain’t it awful” chart on my refrigerator — a reminder
to think about the good in life, even if detour signs go up this week.
--Author Unknown
Old Is Wonderful
Let us take note,
that it is the old apple trees that are decked with the loveliest
blossoms,
that it is the ancient redwoods that rise to majestic heights,
that it is the old violins that produce the richest tones,
that it is the oldest wine that tastes the sweetest,
that it is the ancient coins, old stamps and antique furniture that
many eagerly seek,
that it is when the day is old and far spent
that it displays the beauteous colours of sunset,
that it is when the year is old and has run its course
that mother nature transforms the world into a fairyland of snow,
that old friends are the dearest and that it is the old people who have
been loved by God for a long, long time.
Thank God for the blessings of old age, it's faith, it's love, it's
hope, it's patience, it's wisdom, it's experience, it's maturity.
When all is said and done, Old Is Wonderful !
...Sr. M. Gemma Brunke
"Be Still"
Be still, and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10 NKJV
Anxious soul, God is saying to you today, "Be still, and know that I am
God." And there's a reason He's saying it. Your activity, when born out
of anxiety, actually prevents Him from showing Himself strong on your
behalf. That doesn't mean you're to be passive or lazy; it just means
you're to do whatever He leads you to do without running ahead of Him
in the energy of the flesh! It also means you're to submit to Him
first, then slow down and wait! In other words, make sure you have a
sense of peace to go along with the ideas you believe He's given you.
Ask Him to reveal to you His will in the matter, then "be still" and
acknowledge that He's God, He's in charge, He knows what He's doing!
Learn to trust Him without always demanding to know what He's going to
do, when He's going to ! do it, and how He's going to carry it out.
Jesus said, "I am the vine, and you are the branches" ( John 15:5 NIV).
Until you really embrace those words you'll keep trying to do things
that only God can do - like blessing yourself, promoting your own
ministry, solving your own problems and answering your own prayers. Or
worse, you'll try to cover up for Him because you think He's not doing
it fast enough, or in the way it should be done. Give it up! Try less
and trust more! Jesus said, "I am the vine, and you are the branches."
All you have to do is stay connected! --Author Unknown
One. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
Two. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their
conversational skills will be as important as any other.
Three. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you
want.
Four. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
Five. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
Six. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
Seven. Believe in love at first sight.
Eight. Never laugh at anyone's dream.
People who don't have dreams don't have much.
Nine. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's
the only way to live life completely.
Ten. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
Eleven. Don't judge people by their relatives.
Twelve. Talk slowly but think quickly.
Thirteen. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer,
smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
Fourteen. Remember that great love and great achievements
involve great risks.
Fifteen. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
Sixteen. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for
others; and responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps
to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in
your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone with God everyday.
Author Unknown
"Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to Him, for
God is our refuge." (Psalm 62: 8, NIV)
We sang the hymn "Tis So Sweet to Trust in Jesus" a few weeks ago. The
words of this song always touch my heart. Lately, I have not been
feeling well and just hearing the words renewed my spirit. It reminded
me that I need to put my trust in Jesus, not in myself, or in
medications, or in doctors. Even though God may use those things in my
life - my trust needs to be in Him first.
I did a little research and learned that the writer of this hymn,
Louisa Stead (1850-1917), wrote the words to this piece after watching
her husband die while trying to save a drowning boy. She was left to
raise her four year old alone (her daughter also saw the drowning).
Later in life, Louisa moved to South Africa, remarried and led a
missionary life. I was astounded to learn the circumstances this song
was written from. I can't imagine writing such beautiful words after
such a terrible event. Louisa has truly inspired me in my own life -
to truly learn to trust in Jesus no matter what the circumstances,
whether good or bad. God deserves our praise for everything, all the
time. Enjoy the words of "Tis So Sweet To Trust in Jesus" and be
renewed.
Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,
Just to take Him at his word,
Just to rest upon His promise,
Just to know, "Thus saith the Lord."
I'm so glad I learned to trust thee,
Precious Jesus, Savior, Friend;
And I know that thou art with me.
Wilt be with me to the end.
Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him!
How I've proved Him o'er and o'er.
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
O' for grace to trust Him more!
- Louisa Stead
Lord, You Are
To whom, then, will you compare God? What image will you compare him
to? (NIV) Isaiah 40:18
Lord, You are
...a faithful God who does no wrong ...a forgiving God
...a fortress of salvation ...a glorious crown
...jealous and avenging God ...a Master in heaven
...a refuge for His people ...a refuge for the needy in his distress
...a refuge for the oppressed ...a refuge for the poor
...a sanctuary ...a shade from the heat
...a shelter from the storm ...a source of strength
You are always right and good ...no sin is beyond Your forgiveness
You and only You are salvation ...You are the King
You alone are to be worshiped ...You are my Lord and my God
You are my security ...You are a safe place when I am in trouble
You are the safest place I know ...You are like a cool breeze in the
midst of heat
Only in You do I find strength ...You are strong in my weakness
O Lord, You are all that I am not. You are the strength that I do not
have. You are the love that I need. O Lord how can I ever tell You how
much I love You? How can words express the deep feelings of gratitude I
have for You. Only in You will I ever find enthusiasm for life, for
sharing Your Word, and for serving others. Keep showing me more of
Yourself! --Marji "Mike" Kruger
Bible Questions & Answers
What animal did Jesus ride into Jerusalem? A young donkey Matthew 21:5
What animal bit Paul on the hand? Viper Acts 28:3
What animal rebuked Balaam when he encountered the Angel of the Lord?
Donkey Numbers 22:28
What animal did Aaron carve from gold for the people of Israel to
worship? Calf Exodus 32:4
What creatures did God send to afflict the Israelites in the desert?
Snakes Numbers 21:6
What animal did God provide for Abraham to sacrifice in place of Isaac?
Ram Genesis 22:13
--Provided by Thomas W Henderson
When at last morning breaks
the silent boundaries of blackness
there is yet a deeper silence in the
gray space between the dark and light.
There, I linger for the moment clinging
to the moment knowing this is the time
GOD reaches out to touch and bless me,
making promises to forever care for me.
And I am comforted and secure.
--Friday's Child 2004
“His Love”
For years I walked alone, not knowing where I was bound
I wanted a friend to talk to, one that would stay around
I met many along the way, but they had plans of their own
Everyone it seemed had someone, but I was always alone
Then I heard a soft voice saying, “May I walk along with you?
There beside me stood a stranger, that I felt somehow I knew
We walked in a beautiful garden, where we knelt and prayed
As I walked with him I felt the love, that he so freely gave
He told of a place called heaven, a city of purest gold
His stories are all recorded, they’re the greatest ever told
He said he had to leave me, but only for a little while
For the sins of all men, my friend was cruelly, put on trial
On the cross that innocent man died, for sins he never committed
He paid the price he gave his life, for mankind to be acquitted
From that cross came the greatest gift, this world has ever been given
God gave his only son to die, that through him our sins could be
forgiven
--Patty Ann Beck
"He calms the storm, So that its waves are still." Psalm 107:29
"So be careful how you live, not as fools but as those who are wise.
Make the most of every opportunity for doing good in these evil days.
Don't act thoughtlessly, but try to understand what the Lord wants you
to do." Ephesians 5:15-17
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace
with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained
access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice
in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in
our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;
perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not
disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by
the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. Romans 5:1-5
Remember those earlier days after you had received the light, when you
stood your ground in a great contest in the face of suffering.
Sometimes you were publicly exposed to insult and persecution; at other
times you stood side by side with those who were so treated. You
sympathized with those in prison and joyfully accepted the confiscation
of your property, because you knew that you yourselves had better and
lasting possessions. So do not throw away your confidence; it will be
richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the
will of God, you will receive what he has promised. For in just a very
little while,
"He who is coming will come and will not delay. But my righteous one
will live by faith. And if he shrinks back, I will not be pleased with
him." But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of
those who believe and are saved. Hebrews 10:32-39
My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone
is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is
my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My
salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for
God is our refuge. Selah
One thing God has spoken, two things have I heard: that you, O God, are
strong, and that you, O Lord, are loving. Surely you will reward each
person according to what he has done. Psalm 62:1-2, 5-8, 11-12
As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O
God. Psalm 42:1
I lift up my eyes to the hills—where does my help come from? My help
comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let
your foot slip—he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who
watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD watches
over you—the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not
harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all
harm— he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your
coming and going both now and forevermore. Psalm 121
The Spirit of the LORD will come upon you in power, and you will
prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person.
Once these signs are fulfilled, do whatever your hand finds to do, for
God is with you. 1 Samuel 10:6-7
You are my refuge and my shield; I have put my hope in your word. Away
from me, you evildoers, that I may keep the commands of my God! Sustain
me according to your promise, and I will live; do not let my hopes be
dashed. Psalm 119:114-116
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in
your sight, O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.
Psalm 19:14
Has God Forsaken Me?
“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from
saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?” (Psalm 22:1, NIV).
Sometimes I feel like this Psalmist, but never forget what the Lord has
done for me, and continue to praise HIM for it, even tho I don't feel
His presence,
I still know He is there. And I virtually kneel at the Cross.
Psalm 22 is one of those psalms sometimes called Passion Psalms. Jesus
Christ used the opening cry on the cross and the amazing choice of
words of verses 6-8 and 13-18 have made the psalm especially important
to Christians. There is within the psalm a extraordinary combination of
praise and complaint. The psalmist found himself in a difficult
situation that made him think that God had forsaken him (verses 1-2).
Because of his situation and the fact that God did not act for him at
that very point in time made people to mock him (verses 6-8, 12-18).
However, in the midst of this protest of seemingly neglect, he could
still praise God for who He is and what He has done, and is still doing
(verses 3-5, 22-31). It is noteworthy that there is no reference to sin
as the cause of the trouble, no plea of innocence, no claim of
righteousness, and no vengeance. The psalmist just cried to God for
help (verses 19-21).
Jesus Christ also found Himself in similar situation, and He also acted
like the psalmist: He cried out to God (see Matthew 27:46; Mark 15:34;
Luke 23:46). It was evident, however, that God did not forsake Jesus
Christ, as He did not forsake the psalmist as well. God allowed the
situations to bring out something in the lives of the psalmist and
Jesus Christ. We may not know what God brought out in the life of the
psalmist through the difficult situation, but we know that the death
and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ brought about our eternal
salvation (Romans 5:6, 8; Hebrews 2:14-15; 5:9; 10:5-10). No wonder,
the psalmist could praise God even when he did not know the outcome of
his predicament.
What situation are you passing through? Have you prayed and God has not
answered your prayers? Does it seem as if God has forsaken you? Are
people around you making jest of you because of your predicament? Well,
God has not forsaken you! Read this: “But Zion said, ‘The LORD has
forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me.’ ‘Can a mother forget the baby
at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though
she may forget, I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the
palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me. Your sons hasten
back, and those who laid you waste depart from you. Lift up your eyes
and look around; all your sons gather and come to you. As surely as I
live,’ declares the LORD, ‘you will wear them all as ornaments; you
will put them on, like a bride. ‘Though you were ruined and made
desolate and your land laid waste, now you will be too small for your
people, and those who devoured you will be far away. ‘The children born
during your bereavement will yet say in your hearing,
“This place is too small for us; give us more space to live in.” Then
you will say in your heart, “Who bore me these? I was bereaved and
barren; I was exiled and rejected. Who brought these up? I was left all
alone, but these-- where have they come from?” (Isaiah 49:14-21, NIV).
Author Unknown
LORD, help me today to keep my thoughts and meditations fixed on you,
regardless of circumstances or challenging situations I may face. I
know that as I do so, I will have greater peace in my heart, peace that
goes beyond logical understanding and transcends the circumstances
around me. You are indeed the Rock of my life, immovable, unchanging,
and absolutely faithful and trustworthy. Thank you for being such an
anchor in a world that offers so little that is dependable. In Jesus'
name. Amen.
Shout with joy to God, all the earth! Sing the glory of his name; make
his praise glorious! Say to God, "How awesome are your deeds! So great
is your power that your enemies cringe before you. All the earth bows
down to you; they sing praise to you, they sing praise to your name."
Selah Come and see what God has done, how awesome his works in man's
behalf! He turned the sea into dry land, they passed through the waters
on foot—come, let us rejoice in him. He rules forever by his power, his
eyes watch the nations—let not the rebellious rise up against him.
Selah Praise our God, O peoples, let the sound of his praise be heard;
he has preserved our lives and kept our feet from slipping. For you, O
God, tested us; you refined us like silver. You brought us into prison
and laid burdens on our backs. You let men ride over our heads; we went
through fire and water, but you brought us to a place of abundance. I
will come to your temple with burnt offerings and fulfill my vows to
you - vows my lips promised and my mouth spoke
when I was in trouble. I will sacrifice fat animals to you and an
offering of rams; I will offer bulls and goats. Selah Come and listen,
all you who fear God; let me tell you what he has done for me. I cried
out to him with my mouth; his praise was on my tongue. If I had
cherished sin in my heart, the Lord would not have listened; but God
has surely listened and heard my voice in prayer. Praise be to God, who
has not rejected my prayer or withheld his love from me! Psalm 66
Change Me
Change me God,
Please change me.
Though I cringe
Kick
Resist and resent
Pay no attention to me whatever.
When I run to hide
Drag me out of my safe little shelter.
Change me totally
Whatever it takes
However long You must work at the job.
Change me - and save me
From spiritual self-destruction.
Anonymous
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 14, 2005
Daily
Reflections
A PROGRAM FOR
LIVING
When we retire
at night, we constructively review our day. . . . On awakening let us
think
about the
twenty-four hours ahead. . . Before we begin, we ask God to direct our
thinking,
especially
asking that it be divorced from self-pity, dishonest or self-seeking
motives.
ALCOHOLICS
ANONYMOUS, p. 86
I lacked
serenity. With more to do than seemed possible, I fell further behind,
no matter
how hard I
tried. Worries about things not done yesterday and fear of tomorrow's
deadlines denied
me the calm I needed to be effective each day. Before taking Steps Ten
and Eleven, I
tried to focus on God's will, not my problems, and to trust that He
would
manage my day.
It worked! Slowly, but it worked!
How big a part
of my life is A.A.? Is it just one of my activities and a small one at
that?
Do I only go to
A.A. meetings now and then and sometimes never go at all? Do I think of
A.A. only
occasionally? Am I reticent about mentioning A.A. to people who might
need
help? Or does
A.A. fill a large part of my life? Is it the foundation of my whole
life?
Where would I be
without A.A.? Does everything I have and I do depend on my A.A.
foundation? Is
A.A. the foundation on which I build my life?
Meditation For
The Day
Lay upon God
your failures and mistakes and shortcomings. Do not dwell upon your
failures, upon
the fact that in the past you have been nearer a beast than an angel.
You
have a mediator
between you and God--your growing faith--which can lift you up from the
mire and point
you toward the heavens. You can still be reconciled with the spirit of
God.
You can still
regain your harmony with the Divine Principle of the universe.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may not let the beast in me hold me back from my spiritual destiny. I
pray
that I may rise
and walk upright.
When we retire at night, we constructively review our day. Were we
resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid? Do we owe an
apology? Have
we kept something to ourselves which should be discussed with another
person at once? Were we kind and loving toward all? What
could we
have done better? Were we thinking of ourselves most of the
time? Or
were we thinking of what we could do for others, of what we could
pack into the stream of life?
We must be careful not to drift into worry, remorse, or morbid
reflection, for that would diminish our usefulness to ourselves and to
others. After we making our review, we ask God's forgiveness and
inquire what corrective measures should be taken.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I know
the Fellowship of A.A. doesn't offer any guarantees, but I also know
that
in the future I do not have to drink. I want to keep this life of
peace,
and tranquility that I have found. Today, I have found again the home
I left and the woman I married when she was still so young. We have
two more children, and they think their dad is an important man. I
have all these wonderful things--people who mean more to me than
anything
in the world. I shall keep all that, and I won't have to drink, if
I remember one simple thing: to keep my hand in the hand of God.
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
It was
obviously necessary to raise the bottom the rest of us had hit
to the point where it would hit them. By going back in our own drinking
histories, we could show that years before we realized it we were out
of control, that our drinking even then was no mere habit, that it was
indeed the beginning of a fatal progression. To the doubters we could
say, "Perhaps you're not an alcoholic after all. Why don't you try some
more controlled drinking, bearing in mind meanwhile what we have told
you about alcoholism?" This attitude brought immediate and practical
results. It was then discovered that when one alcoholic had planted in
the mind of another the true nature of his malady, that person could
never be the same again. Following every spree, he would say to
himself, "Maybe those A.A.'s were right..." After a few such
experiences, often years before the onset of extreme difficulties, he
would return to us convinced. He had hit bottom as truly as any of us.
John Barleycorn himself had become our best advocate.
I
shall leap! No matter what is ahead, God is there to catch me.
--Shelley
One of the most
valuable things we can do to heal one another is listen to each other's
stories.
--Rebecca Falls
Life is the
first gift, love is the second, and understanding is the third.
--Marge Piercy
You get more
than you give when you give more than you get.
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Much wisdom can
be crowded into but four words:
In God we
trust. This too shall pass. Live and let live. Still
waters run deep. Bad news
travels
fast. Love laughs at locksmiths. Nothing succeeds like
success. Charity begins
at home.
Politics make strange bedfellows. Nothing ventured, nothing
gained. Man
proposes, God
disposes. Let sleeping dogs lie.
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"I am one individual on a small
planet in a little solar system in
one of the galaxies."
-- Roberto Assagioli
Spirituality
develops a humility that is realistic. Realism teaches me that I am one
among
many. That does
not mean that I am less than anybody else, but it certainly doesn't mean
that I am above
others.
Arrogance,
fantasy and selfishness are characteristics of addiction that stop the
development of
true individuality. To pretend to be something we are not, or have a
grandiose
illusion about our own importance, misses the truth, misses our truth
and
misses our
individuality.
Humility is
treating people with the respect we would want, giving people the
freedom
we require in
our life. Humility is perceiving our God-given talent and individuality.
I pray that I
will remember that I am a "part of", rather than the sum total of this
universe.
"For God so
loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever
believes in
him shall not
perish but have eternal life."
John 3:16
My sheep hear my
voice, and I know them, and they follow me: and I give unto them
eternal life;
and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my
hand.
John 10:27-28
"The LORD will
not allow the righteous soul to famish, But He casts away the desire of
the
wicked."
Proverbs 10:3
It
is very humbling to realize that often what burdens us the most would
be very missed if it were taken away. Lord, I will take the time to
appreciate my life.
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You will be as happy as you make up your mind to be. Lord, You are my
joy and my strength. Let Your light shine in me.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 13, 2005
Daily
Reflections
UNREMITTING
INVENTORIES
Continue to
watch for selfishness, dishonesty, resentment,
and fear. When
these crop up, we ask God at once to remove
them. We discuss
them with someone immediately and make
amends quickly
if we have harmed anyone. Then we resolutely
turn our
thoughts to someone we can help.
ALCOHOLICS
ANONYMOUS, p. 84
The immediate
admission of wrong thoughts or actions is a
tough task for
most human beings, but for recovering alcoholics
like me it is
difficult because of my propensity toward ego,
fear and pride.
The freedom the A.A. program offers me becomes
more abundant
when, through unremitting inventories of myself,
I admit,
acknowledge and accept responsibility for my wrong-doing.
It is possible
then for me to grow into a deeper and better
understanding of
humility. My willingness to admit when the
fault is mine
facilitates the progression of my growth and helps
me to become
more understanding and helpful to others.
A.A. work is one
hundred percent voluntary. It depends on each
and every one of
our members to volunteer to do his or her share.
Newcomers can
sit on the sidelines until they have got over their
nervousness and
confusion. They have a right to be helped by all,
until they can
stand on their own feet. But the time inevitably
comes when they
have to speak up and volunteer to do their share
in meetings and
in twelfth step work. Until that time comes, they
are not a vital
part of A.A. They are only in the process of being
assimilated. Has my time come to volunteer?
Meditation For
The Day
God's kingdom on
earth is growing slowly, like a seed in the
ground. In the
growth of his kingdom there is always progress
among the few
who are out ahead of the crowd. Keep striving for
something better
and there can be no stagnation in your life.
Eternal life,
abundant life is yours for the seeking. Do not
mis-spend time
over past failures. Count the lessons earned
from failures as
rungs upon the ladder of progress. Press onward
toward the goal.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may be willing to grow. I pray that I may keep
stepping up on
the rungs of the ladder of life.
Almost without exception, alcoholics are tortured by
loneliness. Even
before our drinking got bad and people began to cut us
off, nearly all
of us suffered the feeling that we didn't quite belong.
Either we were
shy, and dared not draw near others, or we were noisy good
fellows
constantly craving attention and companionship, but rarely
getting it.
There was always that mysterious barrier we could neither
surmount
nor understand.
That's one reason we loved alcohol too well. But even
Bacchus
betrayed us, we were finally struck down and left in
terrified
isolation.
<< << <<
>> >> >>
Life takes on new meaning in A.A. To watch people
recover, to see
them help others, to watch loneliness vanish, to see a
fellowship grow
up about you, to have a host of friends--this is an
experience not to be
missed.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I never
forgot a passage I first read in the copy of the Big Book that Bobbie
sent
me: "Abandon yourself to God as you understand God. Admit your
faults to Him and to your fellows. Clear away the wreckage of your
past. Give freely of what you find and join us." It is very
simple--though
not always easy. But it can be done.
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
It
is a tremendous satisfaction to record that in the following years this
changed. Alcoholics who still had their health, their families, their
jobs, and even two cars in the garage, began to recognize their
alcoholism. As this trend grew, they were joined by young people who
were scarcely more than potential alcoholics. They were spared that
last ten or fifteen years of literal hell the rest of us had gone
through. Since Step One requires an admission that our lives have
become unmanageable, how could people such as these take this Step?
"I am the inferior of any man
whose rights I trample underfoot."
-- Horace Greeley
Now I can see my
feelings of inferiority in the assumed arrogance of my past
behavior. Now I
see that behind the pride was the need to prove myself. The
manipulation was
a cover for my insecurity.
At some point
years ago I accepted the idea that I was not good enough and needed
to pretend to be
something different. The use of alcohol was part of this disease
process. Money,
friends, fast cars and debts were all drawn into the delusion.
Today I am
learning to accept me. I am not a millionaire, I will probably never be
a
millionaire and
so I do not need to adopt the lifestyle of a millionaire! I work in an
office. I drive
a Ford. But today I am happy. Today I can pay my bills. Today I have
friends who are
involved in my life. Today I do not have to put people down to
feel important.
Today I have discovered that the people I treated with disdain are
just like me.
I pray that I
may receive healing and forgiveness from those I considered inferior.
Spend
a little time each day taking care of your own physical and emotional
needs and the rest of your day will be more effective. Lord, help me to
enrich and care for myself so that I am not depleted of energy and
health and have something within that I can use to enrich others.
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Jesus
is the greatest giver of happiness that anyone has ever known. Take Him
into your heart. Lord, Your presence in my life brings me great joy.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 12, 2005
Daily
Reflections
CURBING RASHNESS
When we speak or
act hastily or rashly, the ability to be fair-minded and tolerant
evaporates on
the spot.
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 91
Being
fair-minded and tolerant is a goal toward which I must work
daily. I
ask God, as I understand Him, to help me to be loving and tolerant to
my loved
ones, and to
those with whom I am in close contact. I ask for guidance to curb
my speech
when I am
agitated, and I take a moment to reflect on the emotional upheaval my
words
may cause, not
only to someone else, but also to myself. Prayer, meditation and
inventories are
the key to sound thinking and positive action for me.
Am I still on a
"free ride" in A.A.? Am I all get and no give? Do I go to
meetings and
always sit in
the back row and let others do all the work? Do I think it's
enough just
because I'm
sober and can rest on my laurels? If so, I haven't gone very far
in the
program, nor am
I getting nearly enough of what it has to offer. I will be a weak
member
until I get in
there and help carry the load. I must eventually get off the
bench and get
into the
game. I'm not just a spectator; I'm supposed to be one of the
team. Do I go in
there and carry
the ball?
Meditation For
The Day
Try to be
thankful for whatever vision you have. Try to perform, in the
little things,
faithful service
to God and others. Do your small part every day in a spirit of
service to
God. Be a
doer of God's word, not a hearer only. In your daily life try to
keep faith with
God. Every
day brings a new opportunity to be of some use. Even when you are
tempted
to rest or let
things go or to evade the issue, make it a habit to meet the issue
squarely as
a challenge and
not to hold back.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may perform each task faithfully. I pray that I may meet each
issue of life
squarely and not
hold back.
When fear persisted, we knew it for what it was, and we
became able
to handle it. We began to see each adversity as a
God-given
opportunity to develop the kind of courage which is born
of humility,
rather than of bravado.
<< << <<
>> >> >>
Prudence is a workable middle ground, a channel of clear
sailing
between the obstacles of fear on the one side and of
recklessness on
the other. Prudence in practice creates a definite
climate, the only
climate in which harmony, effectiveness, and consistent
spiritual
progress can be achieved.
<< << <<
>> >> >>
"Prudence is rational concern without worry."
1. Grapevine, January 1962
2. Twelve Concepts, p. 62
3. Talk, 1966
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
One
of the most fundamental things I have learned is to pass on our message
to
other alcoholics. That means I must think more about others than about
myself. The most important thing is to practice these principles in
all my affairs. In my opinion, that is what Alcoholics Anonymous is
all about.
p. 199
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
In
A.A.'s pioneering time, none but the most desperate cases could swallow
and digest this unpalatable truth. Even these "last-gaspers" often had
difficulty in realizing how hopeless they actually were. But a few did,
and when these laid hold of A.A. principles with all the fervor with
which the drowning seize life preservers, they almost invariably got
well. That is why the first edition of the book "Alcoholics Anonymous,"
published when our membership was small, dealt with low-bottom cases
only. Many less desperate alcoholics tried A.A., but did not succeed
because they could not make the admission of hopelessness.
Be
still and listen to the stillness within.
You must look
into people, as well as at them.
--Lord
Chesterfield
There is one
thing worse than waiting on God... it's wishing you had.
--unknown
God is never in
a hurry.
--unknown
"Be faithful in
small things because it is in them that your strength lies."
--Mother Teresa
"When you see
the value of continued growth, the circumstances around you become
stepping stones."
--Clyde M.
Narrimore
The shortest
distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your
knees and the
floor. The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything.
--unknown
"I invent nothing. I rediscover."
-- Auguste Rodin
I believe that
spirituality is given to every human being and we need only discover it
in
our lives to
experience its power. The history of my life has been more of a "cycle"
than
a straight line
leading into the distance. I am constantly returning to past events,
reminiscences
and experiences that were part of my yesterdays but converge into my
present. I am
rediscovering my yesterdays in my todays; the fruits of my tomorrows are
planted within
today.
So it seems that
my journey is not simply forward. It also involves a rediscovery of
yesterday in
today. My life is a mystery that exists within God.
O Lord, with You
eternity is ever present and occasionally I get a glimpse of it.
"He will cover
you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge."
Psalm 91:4
"Behold what
manner of love the father hath bestowed upon us that we should be called
the children of
God."
1 John 3:1
Make every
effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness,
knowledge; and
to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control,
perseverance;
and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness,
brotherly
kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.
2 Peter 1:5-7
Good
is always coming to you. No matter what is happening in your life, you
can bless it with prayer and be peaceful. Lord, You give me the courage
to face any situation confidently and victoriously.
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When
we have to justify our actions, it may be that our actions are not
just. Lord, Your will is goodness. May I always have the strength and
courage to choose Your way so that I can simplify my life and enjoy the
peace of Your presence.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 11, 2005
Daily
Reflections
SELF--RESTRAINT
Our first
objective will be the development of self-restraint.
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 91
My drive to work
provides me with an opportunity for self-examination.
One day while
making this trip, I began to review my progress in
sobriety, and
was not happy with what I saw. I hoped that, as the
work day
progressed, I would forget these troublesome thoughts,
but as one
disappointment after another kept coming, my discontent
only increased,
and the pressures within me kept mounting. I
retreated to an
isolated table in the lounge, and asked myself
how I could make
the most of the rest of the day. In the past,
when things went
wrong, I instinctively wanted to fight back.
But during the
short time I had been trying to live the A.A.
program I had
learned to step back and take a look at myself.
I recognized
that, although I was not the person I wanted to be,
I had learned to
not react in my old ways. Those old patterns of
behavior only
brought sorrow and hurt, to me and to others. I
returned to my
work station, determined to make the day a
productive one,
thanking God for the chance to make progress
that day.
How good a
sponsor am I? When I bring new members to a meeting,
do I feel that
my responsibility has ended? Or do I make it my
job to stay with
them until they have either become good members
of A.A. or have
found another sponsor? If they don't show up for
a meeting, do I
say to myself: "Well they've had it put up to
them, so if they
don't want it, there's nothing more I can do? "
Or do I look
them up and find out whether there is a reason for
their absences
or that they don't want A.A.? Do I go out of my
way to find out
if there is anything more I can do to help? Am I a good sponsor?
Meditation For
The Day
"First be
reconciled to your brother and then come and offer
your gift to
God." First I must get right with other people and
then I can get
right with God. If I hold a resentment against
someone, which I
find it very difficult to overcome, I should
try to put
something else constructive into my mind. I should
pray for the one
against whom I hold the resentment. I should
put that person
in God's hands and let God show him or her the
way to live. "If
a man say: 'I love God' and hateth his brother,
he is a liar,
for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath
seen, how can he
love God whom he hath not seen?"
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may see something good in every person, even one I
dislike, and
that I may let God develop the good in that person.
"When I was tired and couldn't concentrate, I used to fall
back on an
affirmation toward life that took the form of simple
walking and deep
breathing. I sometimes told myself that I couldn't do
even this--that I
was too weak. But I learned that this was the point at
which I could
not give in without becoming still more depressed.
"So I would set myself at a small stint. I would
determine to walk a
quarter of a mile. And I would concentrate by counting my
breathing--say, six steps to each slow inhalation and four
to each
exhalation. Having done the quarter-mile, I found that I
could go on,
maybe a half-mile more. Then another half-mile, and maybe
another.
"This was encouraging. The false sense of physical
weakness would
leave me (this feeling being so characteristic of
depressions). The
walking and especially the breathing were powerful
affirmations
toward life and living and away from failure and death.
The counting
represented a minimum discipline in concentration, to get
some rest
from the wear and tear of fear and guilt."
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
At
the end of my first year of sobriety, my wife agreed to leave her job
after
I found some work. I thought that would be easy. All I had to
do was go see an employer and I'd be able to support my family in a
normal
fashion. However, I looked for work for many months. We didn't
have much money, and I was spending the little we had going from one
place
to the other, answering ads and meeting people. I was getting more
and more discouraged. One day, a member said, "Dave, why don't you
apply at the aircraft factory? I know a fellow there who could help
you." So that was where I got my first job. There really is a
Higher Power looking after us.
pp. 198-199
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
When first challenged to admit defeat, most
of us revolted. We had
approached A.A. expecting to be taught self-confidence. Then we had
been told that so far as alcohol is concerned, self-confidence was no
good whatever; in fact, it was a total liability. Our sponsors declared
that we were the victims of a mental obsession so subtly powerful that
no amount of human willpower could break it. There was, they said, no
such thing as the personal conquest of this compulsion by the unaided
will. Relentlessly deepening our dilemma, our sponsors pointed out our
increasing sensitivity to alcohol--an allergy, they called it. The
tyrant alcohol wielded a double-edged sword over us: first we were
smitten by an insane urge that condemned us to go on drinking, and then
by an allergy of the body that insured we would ultimately destroy
ourselves in the process. Few indeed were those who, so assailed, had
ever won through in single-handed combat. It was a statistical fact
that alcoholics almost never recovered on their own resources. And this
had been true, apparently, ever since man had first crushed grapes.
A
clear conscience is a good pillow.
--American
Proverb
"It's not
whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get back up." --Vince
Lombardi
There are risks
and costs to a program of action, but they are far less than the
long-range
risks and costs
of comfortable inaction.
--John F. Kennedy
The first
service one owes to others in the fellowship consists in listening to
them. Just as
love of God
begins in listening to His Word, so the beginning of love for the
brethren is
learning to
listen to them. It is God's love for us that He not only gives us
His Word but
lends us His
ear. So it is His work that we do for our brother when we learn to
listen to him.
--Dietrich
Bonhoeffer (1906-1945), Life Together
"Often
we seek to grow or change ourselves by adjusting the external aspects
of our lives. ... We all too often forget that permanent or real change
only comes when the center of our being, our inner drives and
motivations, undergoes transformation."
"Art is not a thing; it is a way."
-- Elbert Hubbard
In the spiritual
twelve-step program it talks about "...a God as you understand Him."
This is a
liberating concept that teaches us to risk and think "big". God is not
only found
in churches,
temples and rituals --- God can be found in the myriad of art forms.
God is
always to be
found in the creative. Because art is always concerned with life and
truth,
God is always
involved.
Today I am able
to look for God in His or Her World.
In my recovery
from the disease of addiction I need to discover the wonder and splendor
of life that got
damaged in my drinking days. Art can help me to feel again. It helps me
to
think and be
concerned again. Art teaches me to be involved in life.
Thank You for
the artist --- another aspect of priesthood.
Think
good and wise thoughts over and over again until you make them your
own. Lord, You have given me a strong foundation and the strength to
stand firm for what I believe.
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No
one can live for himself alone for then he will have no purpose in
life. To give of self is one of life's greatest joys and blesses us
with a full and rich life. Lord, help me to be selfless and loving to
those around me.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 10, 2005
Daily
Reflections
FIXING ME, NOT YOU
If somebody
hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong also.
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 90
What a freedom I
felt when this passage was pointed out to me!
Suddenly I saw
that I could do something about my anger, I could
fix me, instead
of trying to fix them. I believe that there are
no exceptions to
the axiom. When I am angry, my anger is always
self-centered. I
must keep reminding myself that I am human, that
I am doing the
best I can, even when that best is sometimes poor.
So I ask God to
remove my anger and truly set me free.
When new members
come into my A.A. group, do I make a special
effort to make
them feel at home? Do I put myself out to listen
to them, even if
their ideas of A.A. are vague? Do I make it a
habit to talk to
all new members myself, or do I often leave
that to someone
else? I may not be able to help them, but, then,
again it may be
something that I might say that would put them
on the right
track. When I see any members sitting alone, do I
put myself out
to be nice to them, or do I stay among my own
special group of
friends and leave them out in the cold? Are all
new A.A.s my
responsibility?
Meditation For
The Day
You are God's
servant. Serve Him cheerfully and readily.
Nobody likes a
servant who avoids extra work, who complains
about being
called from one task to do any less enjoyable. A
master would
feel that he was being ill served by such a servant.
But is that not
how you so often serve God? View your day's work
in this light.
Try to do your day's work in this light. Try to do
your day's work
the way you believe God wants you to do it, never
shirking any
responsibility and often going out of your way to be
of service.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may be a good servant.
I pray that I
may be willing to go out of my way to be of service.
Those of us who have come to make regular use of prayer would
no more do without it
than we would refuse air, food, or sunshine. And for the
same reason. When we refuse
air, light, or food, the body suffers. And when we turn away
from meditation and prayer,
we likewise deprive our minds, our emotions, and our
intuitions of vitally needed support.
As the body can fail its purpose for lack of nourishment, so
can the soul. We all need the
light of God's reality, the nourishment of His strength, and
the atmosphere of His grace.
To an amazing extent the facts of A.A. life confirm this
ageless truth.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
The first
two French Canadians to learn about A.A. did so in the basement of my
home.
All French-speaking meetings in existence today were born out of those
early meetings.
p. 198
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
We know that little good can come to any alcoholic who joins A.A.
unless he has first accepted his devastating weakness and all its
consequences. Until he so humbles himself, his sobriety--if any--will
be precarious. Of real happiness he will find none at all. Proved
beyond doubt by an immense experience, this is one of the facts of A.A.
life. The principle that we shall find no enduring strength until we
first admit complete defeat is the main taproot from which our whole
Society has sprung and flowered.
Do
not be wise in words - be wise in deeds.
--Jewish Proverb
Thought is the
blossom; language the bud; action the fruit behind it.
--Ralph Waldo
Emerson
"Your family and
your love must be cultivated like a garden. Time, effort, and
imagination must
be summoned constantly to keep any relationship flourishing and
growing."
--Jim Rohn
"If you raise
your children to feel that they can accomplish any goal or task they
decide
upon, you will
have succeeded as a parent and you will have given your children one of
the greatest of
all blessings."
--Brian Tracy
"Wanting what I
don't have keeps me from having what I do have."
"Art, if it is to be reckoned with
as one of the great values of life,
must teach men . . . tolerance."
-- Somerset Maugham
There is
something about art that is accepting, tolerant and reconcilable with
"difference". I
have observed that artists --- those who paint, write, dance, sculpture,
design --- are
also people who are accepting and tolerant because they need the
"different" in
order to create and progress. Things cannot stay the same and art is the
recorder of
man's journey towards the truth; but mankind needs friction, argument,
confrontation,
rejection --- yes, "difference" in order to grow and develop.
People say that
artists are crazy, and I suppose this is true. But we need crazy people
to
take the world
where it needs to go. In the crazy, the seed of genius is often buried.
Lord, before I
reject the artist or the "crazy", let me seriously consider the message.
Most
often a gentle approach is the best resolution to a conflict. Lord, I
have been given today to improve myself and make life better for
others. Help me walk in the way that You lead me.
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Never
let the abundance of gifts from God cause you to forget the Giver.
Lord, may I start and end each day with a thank you to You for all of
my blessings including those which I take for granted.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 9, 2005
Daily
Reflections
A SPIRITUAL AXIOM
It is a
spiritual axiom that every time we are disturbed, no matter what the
cause, there is
something wrong
with us.
12 & 12, p.
90
I never truly
understood the Tenth Step's spiritual axiom until I had the following
experience. I was sitting in my bedroom, reading into the wee
hours, when suddenly I
heard my dogs
barking in the back yard. My neighbors frown on this kind of
disturbance
so, with mixed
feelings of anger and shame, as well as fear of my neighbor's
disapproval,
I immediately
called in my dogs. Several weeks later the exact situation
repeated itself
but this time,
because I was feeling more at peace with myself, I was able to accept
the
situation--dogs
will bark--and I calmly called in the dogs. Both incidents taught
me that
when a person
experiences nearly identical events and reacts two different ways, then
it
is not the event
that is of prime importance, but the person's spiritual
condition. Feelings
come from
inside, not from outward circumstances. When my spiritual
condition is
positive, I
react positively.
Am I willing to
be bored sometimes at meetings? Am I willing to listen to much
repetition
of A.A.
principles? Am I willing to hear the same thing over and over
again? Am I willing
to listen to a
long blow by blow personal story, because it might help some new member?
Am I willing to
sit quietly and listen to long-winded members go into every detail of
their
past? Am I
willing to take it, because it is doing them good to get it off their
chest? My
feelings are not
too important. The good of A.A. comes first, even if it is not
always
comfortable for
me. Have I learned to take it?
Meditation For
The Day
God would draw
us all closer to Him in the bonds of the spirit. He would have
all people
drawn closer to
each other in the bonds of the spirit. God, the great Spirit of
the universe,
of which each of
our own spirits is a small part, must want unity between Himself and all
His
children. "Unity of the spirit in the bonds of peace." Each
experience of our life, of
joy, of sorrow,
of danger, of safety, of difficulty, of success, of hardship, of ease,
each
should be
accepted as part of our common lot, in the bonds of the spirit.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may welcome the bonds of true fellowship. I pray that I may be
brought
closer to unity
with God and other people.
"The chief purpose of A.A. is sobriety. We all realize that
without
sobriety we have nothing.
"However, it is possible to expand this simple aim into a great deal of
nonsense, so far as the individual member is concerned. Sometimes
we hear him say, in effect, "Sobriety is my sole responsibility.
After
all, I'm a pretty fine chap, except for my drinking. Give me
sobriety,
and I've got it made!'
"As long as our friend clings to this comfortable alibi, he will make so
little progress with his real life problems and responsibilities that he
stands in a fair way to get drunk again. This is why A.A.'s
Twelfth
Steps urges that 'we practice these principles in all our
affairs.' We
are not living just to be sober; we are living to learn, to serve, and
to
love.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
For
the first year, all the meetings were held in my home. There were
people
all over the house. The wives of members used to come with their
husbands,
though we didn't allow them in our closed meetings. They used to sit
on the bed or in the kitchen, where they would make coffee and snacks.
I believe they were wondering what would happen to us. Yet they were
as happy as we were.
p. 198
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
But
upon entering A.A. we soon take quite another
view of this absolute humiliation. We perceive that only through utter
defeat are we able to take our first steps toward liberation and
strength.
Our admissions of personal powerlessness finally turn out to be firm
bedrock
upon which happy and purposeful lives may be built.
"If
you could choose one characteristic that would get you through
life, choose a sense of
humor."
--Jennifer Jones
It's not the
load that breaks you down; it's the way you carry it.
--Lena Horne
"If God brings
you to it, He'll bring you through it!"
--From As We See
It
"Criticizing
anothers garden does not keep the weeds out of yours."
--Unknown
"Do
you live in tomorrow when you must face today? At times, I forget to
live in the moment, but what do I miss? The
setting sun, the sound of birds' singing and, most
importantly, I miss meeting myself. I am constantly changing, and if I
don't spend time
with myself in the here and now, I will never get to appreciate who I
truly am because I am too busy focusing on who I want to be."
"I believe the first test of a
really great man is humility."
-- John Ruskin
An understanding
of humility that makes sense to me is that of the man who is aware of
his limitations
but still reaches for the stars.
For years I
thought that humility was groveling in the dirt. Keeping quiet
and acting
obsequious.
Being a religious doormat for others to walk upon.
Nothing could be
further from the truth! Humility is about speaking your mind, fighting
for your ideas
and opinions, creating through effort, sweat and debate. The humble
man's
ego is based on
reality --- not fed on illusion. When he is wrong, he can admit it and
is
open to the
ideas of others.
Humility is
based upon a realistic self-love.
O God, let me
humbly rejoice in Your gift of creativity.
When
something bothers or upsets you, you can either complain about it or
make peace with it. Lord, help me promptly deal with the distractions
of my day and move on to the things that truly make my day a pleasure.
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God
sends us His message, but we must be willing to receive it and then
live it. Lord, when I yield to You, I become free and full of the
richness of life.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 8, 2005
Daily
Reflections
DAILY INVENTORY
. . . . and when
we were wrong promptly admitted it.
ALCOHOLICS
ANONYMOUS, p. 59
I was beginning
to approach my new life of sobriety with
unaccustomed
enthusiasm. New friends were cropping up
and some of my
battered friendships had begun to be
repaired. Life
was exciting, and I even began to enjoy my
work, becoming
so bold as to issue a report on the lack
of proper care
for some of our clients. One day a co-worker
informed me that
my boss was really sore because a complaint,
submitted over
his head, had caused him much discomfort at
the hands of his
superiors. I knew that my report had created
the problem, and
began to feel responsible for my boss's
difficulty. In
discussing the affair, my co-worker tried to
reassure me that
an apology was not necessary, but I soon
became convinced
that I had to do something, regardless of how
it might turn
out. When I approached my boss and owned up to
my hand in his
difficulties, he was surprised. But unexpected
things came out
of our encounter, and my boss and I were able
to agree to
interact more directly and effectively in the future.
There is such a
thing as being too loyal to any one group.
Do I feel put
out when another group starts and some members
of my group
leave it and branch out into new territory? Or do
I send them out
with my blessing? Do I visit that new offshoot
group and help
it along? Or do I sulk in my own tent? A.A.
grows by the
starting of new groups all the time. I must
realize that
it's a good thing for a large group to split up
into smaller
ones, even it if means that the large group
--my own
group--becomes smaller. Am I always ready to help
new groups?
Meditation For
The Day
Pray--and keep
praying until it brings peace and serenity and
a feeling of
communion with One who is near and ready to help.
The thought of
God is balm for our hates and fears. In praying
to God, we find
healing for hurt feelings and resentments. In
thinking of God,
doubts and fears leave us. Instead of those
doubts and
fears, there will flow into our hearts such faith
and love as is
beyond the power of material things to give, and
such peace as
the world can neither give nor take away. And with
God, we can have
the tolerance to live and let live.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may have true tolerance and understanding.
I pray that I
may keep striving for these difficult things.
"We are only operating a spiritual kindergarten in which
people are
enabled to get over drinking and find the grace to go on
living to
better effect. Each man's theology has to be his own
quest, his own
affair."
<< << <<
>> >> >>
When the Big Book was being planned, some members thought
that it
ought to be Christian in the doctrinal sense. Others had
no objection
to the use of the word "God", but wanted to avoid
doctrinal issues.
Spirituality, yes. Religion, no. Still others wanted a
psychological
book, to lure the alcoholic in. Once in, he could take
God or leave
Him alone as he wished.
To the rest of us this was shocking, but happily we
listened. Our
group conscience was at work to construct the most
acceptable and
effective book possible.
Every voice was playing its appointed part. Our atheists
and
agnostics widened our gateway so that all who suffer might
pass
through, regardless of their belief or lack of belief.
1. Letter, 1954
2. A.A. Comes Of Age, pp. 162, 163, 167
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
The
Fellowship started to grow, most particularly following the publicity
we
got in the Gazette in the spring of 1945. I will never forget the day
that Mary came to see me--she was the first woman to join our
Fellowship
here. She was very shy and reserved, very low-key. She had heard
of the Fellowship through the Gazette.
p. 198
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
No
other kind of bankruptcy is like this one. Alcohol, now become the
rapacious creditor, bleeds us of all self-sufficiency and all will to
resist its demands. Once this stark fact is accepted, our bankruptcy as
going human concerns is complete.
I
will exercise patience, as God would, with all others.
--Shelley
"Youth is like
spring, an over praised season more remarkable for biting winds than
genial breezes.
Autumn is the
mellower season, and what we lose in flowers we more than gain in
fruits."
--Samuel Butler
AA is my anchor
in a sea of confusion.
AA brought me
home when I had lost my way.
Newcomer or
long-timer, we are all the same in our need for each other.
Think it over,
not drink over it.
"The voyage of
discovery lies not in finding new landscapes, but in having new eyes."
--Marcel Proust
"Intelligence is proved not by
ease of learning but by
understanding what we learn."
-- Joseph Whitney
For years I
learned things without understanding what the words, or the meaning
behind
the words,
really meant. An example was alcoholism. Then a man said, "My name is
Bill,
and I am an
alcoholic and a recovering human being!" Then it struck me; recovery
from a
drug --- alcohol
--- was not simply about putting down the glass but about changing and
developing a
positive lifestyle as a human being.
The same is true
with spirituality. It is not about being religious, going to church or
accepting dogma.
It is about finding God in my life, discovering God in the decisions and
actions I take
and seeing Him in the world around me. Today I understand spirituality
to
be the link that
unites all peoples and is centered on what is true and real.
May I continue
to search for the meaning within the word and the harmony of
communication.
Waste
no time on situations that aren't worth your precious time. Lord, may I
recognize pettiness for what it is and move on so that my imagination
doesn't take over and give pettiness more value than it deserves.
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From
every right choice comes eternal benefits. Just as every wrong choice
has eternal consequences. Lord, may our relationship grow deeper every
day.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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plan bold." --Fred Jarvis
He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not,
but rejoices for those which he has. --Epictetus
God can use you to your full potential.
You are a Child of God and a co-heir with His Son!
If we believe in Him, our praise comes naturally from the depths of our
souls!
I have no fear. My trust is in my Lord.
The Jesus that was in my yesterday, that provided for me.....
The Jesus that is in my Today, providing for me.....
Is the same Jesus that will be in my tomorrow and will provide for me!
Thank You, Jesus
Memorable Marital Advice
Long, long ago, when I was a young, young married man, I called a
friend to get some informal marital counseling. My friend was Del
Fehsenfeld, the founder of Life Actions Ministries in Buchanan,
Michigan. I was on staff at a church nearby. As always he immediately
made time for me. We met for breakfast.
Del was in intense man with a choleric temperament. After talking for
a while he looked me directly in the eye and said, “Can I ask you a
question? Do you love Lois?”
“O, Yes,” I said. “I do.”
Without breaking stride he said, “Do you tell her regularly that you
love her?”
“Yes, I do,” I said, confidently. I felt a little smug because I know
it is hard for some men to express their love. I have never had that
problem.
“Good,” Del said and then, eyes on mine, he asked, “If I were to ask
her today, “Do you feel loved right now? What would she say?”
After a while I said, “I don’t know.”
Del said, “It’s not just your job to love her or even to tell her
regularly that you love her. It is your job to make her feel loved
every day.
It’s been about twenty years and Del has long since gone to be with the
Lord, but he took time one morning to give me advice that I have never
forgotten. I am still working to make my wife feel loved every day. I
make a study of each person in my family to discover their love
language, the spiritual gifts, how God made them, and what makes them
feel loved. One of the things that makes life interesting is to try
different things all the time to help those you love feel loved.
It is tragic for people in this world to feel unloved, but millions
do. I consider it my personal responsibility to see to it that none of
them are in my family. --Ken Pierpont
Slaves to Our Stuff
Jerry and I were best friends in high school, and then we didn't see
each other for several years. But we were able to get together again
when we found out that he and his wife had moved to an apartment in New
York City. He was training to become a 747 pilot for a major airline.
Karen and I went in to have dinner at their apartment, and we realized
that Jerry and Gail were making the big bucks. They had an exclusive
apartment, expensive furniture and a brand new Cadillac. Jerry took us
down to the high-security garage to show the Caddy to us with a lot of
pride. A couple months later, they drove out to our little apartment in
a New Jersey suburb. We didn't live in a fancy neighborhood, but you
know, it wasn't a bad neighborhood. Jerry had to park his Cadillac
where we parked our un-Cadillac - on the street. We prepared a nice
dinner, but Jerry couldn't enjoy it. He couldn't enjoy the conversation
we tried to have after dinner. The whole time he was really nervous.
Every five!
minutes or so he would leave the conversation, go over to the window,
and check on his Cadillac! I assured him it would be OK, but no, no. He
spent the whole night worrying about losing his expensive car. At
first, I though Jerry owned a Cadillac. It turned out that a Cadillac
owned Jerry!
Our word for today from the Word of God comes from 1 Timothy 6:17-18.
"Command those who are rich in this present world" - which, by the
standards of most of the people in the world, would include almost
everyone listening right now - "tell them not to be arrogant nor to put
their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in
God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment. Command
them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and
willing to share. In this way they will lay up treasure for themselves
as a firm foundation for the coming age."
God uses a revealing word here to describe all of our earth-stuff,
"uncertain." Hello, Jerry. I can't help but think that Jerry's anxiety
about losing his treasure that night was a glimpse of what happens to
all of us as we get more earth- stuff. Once we get it, we have to put a
lot of energy into not losing it, which leads to an interesting
phenomenon: you being owned by your stuff instead of your stuff being
owned by you. I know, for example, of a number of couples who had
intended to answer the Lord's call to go into His work after they got
on their feet financially. Unfortunately, in the process, they
established a lifestyle and they made commitments that could not be
sustained on a ministry income. They still aren't in the Lord's work
today. Their stuff ended up owning them.
Could it be that you have gotten some possession or some position that
now consumes the heart of your energies in order to keep it? Could it
be that the business you own actually owns you? Or your money? Or your
house owns you? Or your investments? Somehow, without intending it or
realizing it, you have become a slave to your stuff. And you have to
keep running to the window to make sure it's still there, which makes
it hard to really enjoy life.
God doesn't say it's necessarily wrong to have earth stuff. It's wrong
for it to have you. His prescription for freedom is first, don't trust
in earth-stuff, that's what we read in 1 Timothy. Don't base your
identity on it. Realize it's just a gift from God and that God has the
right to give it or take it away. He'll always provide for you. And
don't pursue earth-stuff. Jesus said your Father knows what you need
and He'll provide for you. You pursue His Kingdom, not yours. And don't
hold onto your earth-stuff. Give it away.
When you know your earth-stuff is only a gift and when you sign it all
over to God and when you see it as resources God gave you to make a
difference with, you can relax and stop running to the window. In God's
words, you have traded "uncertain" for treasure that's "a firm
foundation." Your security is Jesus, not earth-stuff! --2005, Ron
Hutchcraft
More Than We Ask
To him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine,
according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in
the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and
ever! -Ephesians 3:20-21 (NIV)
THE long, hot days of summer and the lack of rain left the soil dry and
dusty. Under the cloudless sky, the crops, stressed for lack of
moisture, were wilted and limp in the fields. Prospects for a good
harvest were slim.
Then it happened. A floating cloud obscured the sun, then thickened and
darkened. At first, a few drops of rain brought a refreshing smell to
the summer air. Then the few drops became a shower, and the shower
became a steady rain that continued for hours, soaking the soil and
giving life to the crops.
As we stood looking over the field, the farmer looked skyward and
prayed, "Thank you, Lord. I asked for a refreshing shower, and you sent
a clod-soaking rain."
In a particular situation, we may not get what we want when we pray.
But when we look at our lives from a long-term perspective, we usually
receive more than we ask. God, in whom we trust, "is able to do
immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine." --Howard Coop
BIBLE MEDITATION: “Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal
life, whereunto thou art also called, and hast professed a good
profession before many witnesses.” 1 Timothy 6:12
DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT: Some of the greatest spiritual defeats you will
ever have will follow some of your highest spiritual victories. Jonah,
Moses, and Elijah – all these men learned this. Why does this happen?
Because we are tired and feel we can just coast a while. We think,
Didn’t God bless and give us a great victory? But, we forget that the
devil is clever. He knows just when to pull the rug out from under us.
Let me give you a little advice: Although the residual effects of
yesterday’s blessings will bless you, you cannot coast on yesterday’s
blessings. God has made you that you cannot live by experiences; you
have to live by Jesus Christ one day at a time.
ACTION POINT: Has God blessed you with an extraordinary victory? What
are you doing today to live a life worthy of that blessing and in
allegiance to the One who has blessed you? --Love Worth Finding's
daily devotional
BIBLE MEDITATION: “For which cause we faint not; but though our outward
man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.” 2 Corinthians
4:16
DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT: So many people think that they cannot do much for
the Lord as they enter the twilight years. God doesn’t change just
because your health may take a turn, or you feel weaker. The faith that
is inside of you has not weakened, unless you stop feeding it with
works of faith. The things that God calls us to do in life do not hinge
upon our physical stamina or financial strength. Do you know where one
of the great strengths of a church lies? In its seniors who have walked
with God for years. With their reservoir of wisdom and fortress of
faith, they get hold of God and though their bodies are wearing a bit,
they are as strong as they ever were because God is their strength.
Douglas MacArthur once said, “You are as young as your faith, as old as
your doubts, as young as your self with confidence, as old as your
fears, as young as your hope, as old as your despair.” God gives
unfading strength for His undiminishing promises.
ACTION POINT: Are you retired? How are you using all your free time for
the Lord? Here are some things to ask God to help you do for His glory:
volunteer at a homeless shelter, go on mission trips, sing in the
choir, write letters to prisoners and orphans, teach a Bible Study, and
spend time in intercessory prayer for the great needs of your community
and the world!
--Love Worth Finding's daily devotional
BIBLE MEDITATION: “It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late,
to eat the bread of sorrows: for so He giveth His beloved sleep.” Psalm
127:2
DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT: In the book of Jonah, we learn that Jonah reached a
place of physical despondency (see Jonah 4:3 and 8). He wanted God to
kill him. Have you ever reached a place of despair and thought that
everything and everyone was against you and you didn’t know what to do?
Maybe you just needed to lie down and get some sleep. Now, that may not
sound like the most spiritual thing to do, but we cannot abuse our
bodies without suffering the consequences. And being a child of God
does not make you immune to physical exhaustion. Have you ever heard of
burn out? Where do you think we got that phrase? There is enough time
in the day to gracefully do everything God wants us to do.
ACTION POINT: Do you feel you are on the edge of burn out? Perhaps you
are already there. Before you turn to toast, ask God for His wisdom to
set some boundaries in your life, to learn to say no, to delegate some
of your responsibilities, to ask for a day off from work, to ask for a
hug, or to perhaps turn to a counselor for help --Love Worth Finding's
daily devotional
A False Assumption
If you are truly humble, you will always be ready to seek (and accept!)
help from others. The present genteel, self-loving brand of piety
assumes, “I don’t need anybody; I can set things right with God
myself.” But as long as you quietly try to work out your own salvation,
you won’t get anywhere. Only when you recognize your need for others
and reach out and open up to them will things move forward. --J. C.
Blumhardt
STIRRING THE PAINT
I stood in the bare white room and sighed. Paint cans, trays, rollers
and brushes were stacked in the middle of the floor. Every breath I
took reminded me that I'd been here for a number of days, but there was
still work to be done. These walls were still white. By the time we
were finished painting the downstairs floors of two houses, I was
tired, but I was getting pretty good at painting. I was even enjoying
it a bit. It was satisfying, watching the paint flow onto the walls,
turning them to a warm comforting color.
I grabbed a new pail, gave it a bit of a shake and opened it up. I knew
as soon as I passed the roller over the wall that something was wrong.
I looked at the label on the pail. It was the same color. I looked at
the paint inside. It looked the same as what I'd been using earlier in
the day. But I looked at the wall and frowned. I dipped a brush into
the paint and immediately realized the problem. It needed to be
stirred. It took quite a while, and my arm was starting to object,
before the consistency was right and I could use that paint, but once
it had been stirred enough, the rest of the work was almost effortless.
Like paint, our faith in God needs to be stirred. We need to see God's
hand at work in our lives and the lives of others. It's the answered
prayers, the obvious God incidents, and the manifestations of His glory
in the world around us, which thicken our faith into something that
will sustain us, something that can be used.
Some of the stirring can only be accomplished by God Himself. Faith is
a gift. Only He can open our eyes to its reality. But we can put
ourselves in places where we will see the hand of God at work. Go to
the third world. Help in a soup kitchen. Visit the dying and those in
prison. Work with those who are disabled. Witness to those around you.
Go to church. Take the risks that will reveal Him. God is always at
work in places where He is most needed.
When faith is thin, our spiritual life fades and God can't accomplish
much through us. But when it's been stirred, life thickens with purpose
and meaning. It is then that faith becomes a beautiful and useful tool
in God's hands. When our faith has been stirred, the work we do for Him
seems almost effortless because we recognize that it is He who works
through us. We see the difference only He can make, "for it is God who
works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose"
(Philippians 2:13). --"The Spur"
Bible Questions & Answers
How old was Noah when the flood began? 600 Genesis 7:6
For how long did the flood waters continue to increase? 40 days
Genesis 7:17
What kind of leaf was in the dove's mouth when it returned to the ark?
Olive Genesis 8:11
How many times did Noah send the dove from the Ark? 3 Genesis 8:8-12
--Provided by Thomas W Henderson
This Too Shall Pass
If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be-
If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me-
If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too-
Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains
That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear-
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.
Helen Steiner Rice
AT EVENING
When sunset turns the lake to gold, beneath the sky's warm blue,
My eyes can almost look on God, so near His presence steals;
I feel a sudden tender thrill - the same a dreamer feels,
Who wakes from some vague reverie to see his dream come true.
I find God's smile in every tree, I know His kind eyes shine
Where clouds are parted in the West; the misty, scented air
Is like a voice that calls to me and lifts my soul in prayer-
And-almost-as the twilight grows, I feel His hand in mine!
--Margaret E. Sangster, Jr.
So, my brothers, you also died to the law through the body of Christ,
that you might belong to another, to him who was raised from the dead,
in order that we might bear fruit to God. For when we were controlled
by the sinful nature, the sinful passions aroused by the law were at
work in our bodies, so that we bore fruit for death. But now, by dying
to what once bound us, we have been released from the law so that we
serve in the new way of the Spirit, and not in the old way of the
written code. Romans 7:4-6
This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is
light; in him there is no darkness at all. 1 John 1:5
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our
sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be
called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world
does not know us is that it did not know him. Dear friends, now we are
children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But
we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see
him as he is. Everyone who has this hope in him purifies himself, just
as he is pure. 1 John 3:1-3
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for
us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. If anyone has
material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on
him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love
with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. This then is how we
know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in
his presence whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than
our hearts, and he knows everything. 1 John 3:16-20
I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope.
Psalm 130:5
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee
from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your
hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve,
mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom.
Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up. James
4:7-10
For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in
the midst of them. Matthew 18:20
GOD'S EMBROIDERY
When I was little, my mother used to sew a great deal. I would sit at
her knee and look up from the floor and ask what she was doing. She
informed me that she was embroidering. As from the underside I watched
her work within the boundaries of the little hoop that she held in her
hand, I complained to her that it sure looked messy from where I sat.
She'd smile at me, look down and gently say, "Son, you go about your
playing and when I am finished with my embroidering, I will put you on
my knee and let you see it from my side." I would wonder why she was
using some dark threads along with the bright ones and why they seemed
so jumbled from my view.
A few minutes would pass and then I would hear Mother's voice say, "Son
come sit on my knee." This I did only to be surprised and thrilled to
see a beautiful flower or sunset. I could not believe it, because from
underneath it looked so messy. Then mother would say to me. "My son,
from underneath it did look messy and jumbled, but you did not realize
that there was a plan on the top. It was a design. I was only following
it. Now look at it from my side and you will see what I was doing."
Many times through the years, I have looked up to heaven and said,
"Father what are You doing?" He has answered, "I am
embroidering your life." I say, "But it looks like such a mess to me.
It seems so jumbled. The threads seem so dark. Why can't they
all be bright?" Then God seems to tell me, "My child, you go about your
business of doing My business, and one day I will bring you to Heaven
and put you on my knee and you will see the plan from My side."
--Author Unknown
A CUP OF COLD WATER IS AN ANSWER TO PRAYER
On a hot summer morning, I sat down to twist my hair. It was early
morning and as I looked out of the window I noticed a school bus in the
turning lane on the highway which was unusual at that intersection.
Busy, several hours later I looked and the bus hadn't moved. I thought
that odd but kept on twisting.
I had been training myself to hear Gods voice when I heard in my
spirit, "a cold drink of water." I kept on twisting my hair. That "God
prompting" began to work me on the inside. I kept on twisting my hair.
Finally, I felt the prompt again only a little stronger, and this time
I said "okay," 'cause it sure was hot out there and whoever was on that
bus had to be thirsty. Another voice said "they probably have a cooler
on board, girl."
I went into the kitchen to prepare the cold drink of water, and I was
amazed at how the spirit of God told me how to prepare the water, more
ice than water, cover the top of the cup with foil. I was excited, to
say the least, to know that I heard and finally moved to do what he
said.
As I walked across the highway, many thoughts ran through my mind, one
being what will the driver think? I approached the bus carefully; after
all it was in an unusual place. I called "hey driver!!" I said to the
driver, "I was watching from my window and noticed you have been parked
here for a long time and it is hot out here." I went on to tell her
that Jesus told me to bring her a cold drink of water. The lady seemed
to be so relieved, as it tuned out the bus was broken down and she had
made the necessary calls for towing and repair. The driver had been
informed not to leave the bus; she could lose her job if she did. The
driver told me that she had been thinking about how she could get to
the store two blocks up to get a soda--she said as sure as she left the
bus the tow
truck would come and her bus and job would be gone, so she stayed,
prayed and asked God for a cold drink of water.
At that moment I was overwhelmed with the awesomeness of God, how He
loves us so and what He will do for us because of that love. My mind
was just filled with the goodness of God. I wanted to cry but instead I
asked the driver if she knew Jesus as Lord and savior of her life. I
told her that Jesus loved her so much that He wanted her to know that
He hears and answers prayer--even the
quick and desperate ones. The driver told me she knew Jesus as her
personal savior--she was just trying to get her life together. I told
her that my being there with that water was Jesus showing her how much
He loved her just like she was, where she was, and all she had to do
was trust Him. "We can't do anything without Jesus anyway," I said.
"Our part is to do what He tells us to do."
As she drank her water, I gave her my name, showed her where I lived
and told her if she wanted more water all she had to do was stick the
cup out of the window--I would be watching and would bring her more
cold water. I went home, started twisting my hair and watching for the
cup to fill it with more cold water. --www.servantevangelism.com
ALL KINDS OF GATES
"Lift up the gates so the King of glory can come in" (Psalm 24:7)
Gates. We live in a world of gates. Gates to keep people out. Gates to
keep people in. Gates to enter the driveway, gates into and out of
parking lots. Gates to keep animals in, gates to keep them away.
And then there are gates to our hearts. We allow people and God into
some of the rooms of our heart - but not all of them. There are secrets
we don't want anyone to know, there are hurts we don't expose to anyone.
There is a verse in Psalm 24 that says in essence, "Lift up the gates,
so the King of Glory can come in. The Lord strong and mighty...the Lord
Almighty."
When you stop and think about it, we are fools when we don't completely
lift the gates of our heart to God. The Lord Almighty wants to invade
our whole life so He can be our Savior, friend and protector.
Several years ago, I heard a testimony given by a middle-aged
gentleman. In his life, many people would have called him a beach bum.
One day while in a restaurant, he picked up a booklet and read through
a gospel presentation. When he read a prayer to invite Jesus into his
life, he decided he would go kneel on the beach and open the door of
his heart as wide as he could. He wanted as much of the King of Glory
as he could get. He was never the same again.
Have you ever opened the door of your life WIDE open to Jesus Christ?
Today, right now, is the best time to open your heart's door as wide as
you can and ask Him in. Allow Him to invade every room and corner of
your life.
~Lord, I open wide the door of every room in my heart. Please come in
and invade every space with Your glory and Your might. Please let Your
glory shine though me so others will see You in me. Amen. --Katherine
Kehler
Further Instructions
Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful. And pray for
us, too, that God may open a door for our message, so that we may
proclaim the mystery of Christ, for which I am in chains. Pray that I
may proclaim it clearly, as I should. Be wise in the way you act toward
outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be
always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to
answer everyone. Colossians 4:2-6
How to Ask Jesus into Your Life
Choosing to submit your life to God is the most significant decision
you can ever make.
This choice involves more than simple intellectual agreement that Jesus
is God and that He died on the cross to pay the penalty for your sins.
It requires that you commit the rest of your life to God, to do what He
asks of you and to live in accordance with His principles. This
decision is not something to be taken lightly. It requires sacrifice
and a total reorientation of your life around God rather than yourself.
As Jesus said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself
and take up his cross daily and follow me." Luke 9:23.
If you feel you are ready to make this commitment, you can do so right
now by telling God you are sorry for your past mistakes, putting your
trust in Him and asking Him to make you into the person He created you
to be. This step involves faith. You probably still have a number of
unanswered questions at this point, but you must be willing to make the
decision based on what you know right now and trust God to fill in the
details later.
The precise words you use to commit yourself to God are not important.
He knows the intentions of your heart. Your prayer can be as simple as
"Help!" or it can focus on an issue that is specific to your situation.
If you are unsure of what to pray, use the following sample prayer to
get started: 'Jesus, I want to know You. I want You to come into my
life. I'm sorry for the things I've done that have broken my
relationship with God. Thank You for dying on the cross so that this
relationship could be made right. I believe You are the only One who
can do this. Only You can give me the power to change and become the
person You created me to be. Thank You for forgiving my past mistakes
and for giving me eternal life with God. I give my life to You. Please
do with it as You wish. Amen.'
By praying the above prayer or one similar to it, you have just taken a
giant step toward making God the center of your life. But these are
just the words. What follows is a lifelong journey of change and growth
as you get to know God better through Bible reading, prayer and
interaction with others.
--http://www.retirementwithapurpose.com/lawknowingjesus.html
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 7, 2005
Daily
Reflections
DAILY MONITORING
Continued to
take personal inventory. . . . .
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 88
The spiritual
axiom referred to in the Tenth Step--
"every time we
are disturbed, no matter what the cause,
there is
something wrong with us"--also tells me that
there are no
exceptions to it. No matter how unreasonable
others may seem,
I am responsible for not reacting
negatively.
Regardless of what is happening around me I
will always have
the prerogative, and the responsibility,
of choosing what
happens within me. I am the creator of
my own reality.
When I take my daily inventory, I know
that I must stop
judging others. If I judge others, I
am probably
judging myself. Whoever is upsetting me most
is my best
teacher. I have much to learn from him or her,
and in my heart,
I should thank that person.
Do I put too
much reliance on any one member of the group?
That is, do I
make a tin god out of some one person? Do I
set that person
on a pedestal? If I do, I am building my
house on sand.
A.A. members have "clay feet." They are all
only one drink
away from a drunk, no matter how long they
have been in
A.A. This has been proved to be true more than
once. It's not
fair to any member to be singled out as a
leader in A A.
and to always quote that member on the A.A.
program. If that
person should fail, where would I be?
Meditation For
The Day
You must always
remember that you are weak but that God is
strong. God
knows all about your weakness. He hears every
cry for mercy,
every sign of weakness, every plea for help,
every sorrow
over failure, every weakness felt and expressed.
We only fail
when we trust too much to our own strength. Do
not feel bad
about your weakness. When you are weak, that is
when God is
strong to help you. Trust God enough, and your
weakness will
not matter. God is always strong to save.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may learn to lean on God's strength.
I pray that I
may know that my weakness is God's opportunity.
Practically everybody wishes to be rid of his most glaring and
destructive handicaps. No one wants to be so proud that he is
scorned as a braggart, nor so greedy that he is labeled a thief.
No
one wants to be angry enough to murder, lustful enough to rape,
gluttonous enough to ruin his health. No one wants to be agonized
by
chronic envy or paralyzed by sloth.
Of course, most human beings don't suffer these defects at these
rock-bottom levels, and we who have escaped such extremes are apt
to congratulate ourselves. Yet can we? After all, hasn't it
been
self-interest that has enabled most of us to escape? Not much
spiritual effort is involved in avoiding excesses which will bring us
punishment anyway. But when we face up to the less violent aspects
of these very same defects, where do we stand then?
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
One
day I got a letter from a man in Halifax who wrote, "One of my friends,
a
drunk, works in Montreal, but he is currently in Chicago, where he went
on
a major binge. When he returns to Montreal, I'd like you to talk to
him.
I met this man at his home. His wife was cooking dinner, their young
daughter at her side. The man was wearing a velvet jacket and sitting
comfortably in his parlor. I hadn't met many people from high
society.
I immediately thought, "What's going on here? This man isn't an
alcoholic!"
Jack was a down-to-earth person. He was used to discussions about
psychiatry, and the concept of a Higher Power didn't appeal to him very
much. But
from our meeting, A.A. was born here in Quebec.
pp. 197-198
Step
One - "We admitted we were powerless
over alcohol--that our lives had become unmanageable."
Who
cares to admit complete defeat? Practically
no one, of course. Every natural instinct cries out against the idea of
personal powerlessness. It is truly awful to admit that, glass in hand,
we have warped our minds into such an obsession for destructive
drinking
that only an act of Providence can remove it from us.
With
God everyday,
I make my way.
I hold on to
God’s hand
As I journey
through this land.
--Tammy
What lies behind
us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within
us.
--Ralph Waldo
Emerson (1803-1882)
Do not let a
desire for wealth cause you to become so consumed by your
work that you
prevent happiness for yourself and your family. Happiness is
foremost. A
look filled with
understanding, and accepting smile, a loving word, a meal shared in
warmth and
awareness are the things which create happiness in the present
moment. By
nourishing
awareness in the present moment, you can avoid causing suffering to
yourself
and those around
you.
--Thich Nhat Hanh
"No matter how
much you talk to your plant, if you don't water it, it's going to die."
--Mike Perry
Thoughts and
beliefs are nothing without action"
--James A. Ray
"The first and great
commandment is 'Don't let them
scare you.'"
-- Elmer Davis
In my sobriety I
still need to deal with fear. A fear of people, a fear of not being good
enough, a fear
of saying the wrong thing, a fear of not looking "good enough" --- fear
still
haunts me in
sobriety.
However, my
recovery also tells me that I am a child of God. I am a beautiful and
powerful human
being because God not only made me, but has shared something of His
precious
divinity with me. I am good enough. In Him I can afford to risk. Love
must begin
with the
recognition of self.
Today I must
remember that people are not "out to get me". I need not make myself the
victim. People
are much the same inside, and we all need each other to survive.
Let them give
thanks for His unfailing love and His wonderful deeds for
men, for He
satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things.
Psalm 107:8-9
"Cast your
burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you."
Psalm 55:22
We love Him,
because He first loved us.
1 John 4:19
Prayer
is the best preparation for the day. Lord, although I don't know all
that I will need for today, give me clarity and wisdom and remove from
my path that which I am yet not strong enough to bear.
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Be
joyful in whatever you do today because you have been blessed, are
being blessed and have many more blessings waiting for you. Lord, I am
so grateful for Your love.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 6, 2005
Daily
Reflections
FACING OURSELVES
. . . . and Fear
says, "You dare not look!"
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 49
How often I
avoided a task in my drinking days,
just because it
appeared so large! Is it any wonder
even if I have
been sober for some time, that I will
act that same
way when faced with what appears to be
a monumental
job, such as a searching and fearless
moral inventory
of myself? What I discover after I
have arrived at
the other side--when my inventory is
completed--is
that the illusion was greater than the
reality. The
fear of facing myself kept me at a
standstill and,
until I became willing to put pencil
to paper, I was
arresting my growth based on an
intangible.
Is it my desire
to be a big shot in A.A.? Do I always
want to be up
front in the limelight? Do I feel that
nobody else can
do as good a job as I can? Or am I
willing to take
a seat in the back row once in a while
and let somebody
else carry the ball? Part of the
effectiveness of
any A.A. group is the development of
new members to
carry on, to take over, from the older
members. Am I
reluctant to give up authority? Do I try
to carry the
load for the whole group? If so, I am not
being fair to
the newer members. Do I realize that no
one person is
essential? Do I know that A.A. could
carry on without
me, if it had to?
Meditation For
The Day
The Unseen God
can help to make us truly grateful and
humble. Since we
cannot see God, we must believe in Him
without seeing.
What we can see clearly is the change in
a human being,
when he sincerely asks God for the strength
to change. We
should cling to faith in God and in His power
to change our
faith in God and in His power to change our
ways. Our faith
in all Unseen God will be rewarded by a
useful and
serviceable life. God will not fail to show us
the way we
should live. When in real gratitude and true
humility we turn
to Him..
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may believe that God can change me.
I pray that I
may be always willing to be changed
for the better.
At the beginning we sacrificed alcohol. We had to, or it would
have
killed us. But we couldn't get rid of alcohol unless we made other
sacrifices. We had to toss the self-justification, self-pity, and
anger
right out the window. We had to quit the crazy contest for
personal
prestige and big bank balances. We had to take personal
responsibility for our sorry state and quit blaming others for it.
Were these sacrifices? Yes, they were. To gain enough humility and
self-respect to stay alive at all, we had to give up what had really
been our dearest possessions--our ambitions and our illegitimate
pride.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I was
all alone in Quebec at the time. The Toronto Group had been in
operation
since the previous fall, and there was a member in Windsor who attended
meetings
across the river in Detroit. That was A.A. in its entirety in this
country.
p. 197
As
A.A. now enters maturity, it has begun to
reach into forty foreign lands.* In the view of its friends, this
is but the beginning of its unique and valuable service.
It is hoped that this volume will afford all
who read it a close-up view of the principles and forces which have
made
Alcoholics Anonymous what it is.
(A.A.'s
General Service Office may be reached by writing:
Alcoholics Anonymous, P.O. Box 459,
Grand Central Station, New York, NY 10163, U.S.A.)
I
have held many things in my hands and have lost them all, but
whatever I placed in God's hands I still possess.
--GGDNER
Love begins at
home, and it is not how much we do...
but how much
love we put in that action.
--Mother Teresa
Live your life
and forget your age.
--Norman Vincent
Peale
In a world that
is constantly changing, there is no one subject or set of
subjects that
will serve you for the foreseeable future, let alone for the
rest of your
life. The most important skill to acquire now is learning how to learn.
--John Naisbitt
"In
helping others, we shall help ourselves, for whatever good we give out
completes the circle and comes back to us."
"Forgiveness is the key to action
and freedom."
-- Hannah Arendt
Early in
sobriety I found it easy to forgive others but hard to forgive myself.
This kept me
sick and
negative, even in recovery, because I was unable to practice self-love.
I still
blamed me and
felt responsible for being alcoholic. I had not surrendered to the
reality of
alcoholism as a
disease.
Then a moment of
sanity was granted me whereby I understood that I was not responsible
for being
alcoholic, but that I am responsible for my recovery. And my recovery
involves
a love and
respect of self. This knowledge brought a tremendous joy and freedom
that led
to action within
the recovering community. Only by loving me will I be able to
love you, and in
both these ways I show my love of God.
May I always
hold on to the spiritual power of forgiveness.
"Cast all your
anxiety on him, because he cares for you."
1 Peter 5:7
Your
word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path. I have taken an oath
and confirmed it, that I will follow your righteous laws. I have
suffered much; preserve my life, O LORD, according to your word.
Accept, O LORD, the willing praise of my mouth, and teach me your laws.
Though I constantly take my life in my hands, I will not forget your
law. The wicked have set a snare for me, but I have not strayed from
your precepts. Your statutes are my heritage forever; they are the joy
of my heart. My heart is set on keeping your decrees to the very end.
Be
grateful for the simple things that you can do such as being able to
see, to walk, to have health and to be able to face life with peace of
mind. Lord, on a daily basis I will count my many unnamed blessings.
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Give
to God your problems and concerns and pray. Lord, I surrender my
stubborn will to You and trust in Your answers to my prayers.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 5, 2005
Daily
Reflections
YESTERDAY'S BAGGAGE
For the wise
have always known that no one can make much of his life until
self-searching
becomes a
regular habit, until he is able to admit and accept what he finds, and
until he
patiently and
persistently tries to correct what is wrong.
12 & 12, p.
88
I have more than
enough to handle today, without dragging along yesterday's baggage
too. I
must balance today's books, if I am to have a chance tomorrow. So
I ask myself if
I have erred and
how I can avoid repeating that particular behavior. Did I hurt
anyone,
did I help
anyone, and why? Some of today is bound to spill over into
tomorrow, but most
of it need not
if I make an honest daily inventory.
Do I have any
hard feelings about other group members or for any
other A.A.
group? Am I critical of the way a group member thinks or acts? Do I
feel that
another group is
operating in the wrong way and do I broadcast it? Or do I realize
that all
A.A. members, no
matter what their limitations, have something to offer, some good,
however little,
that they can do for A.A. in spite of their handicaps? Do I believe that
there is a place
for all kinds of groups in A.A., provided they are following A.A.
traditions,
and that they
can be effective even if I do not agree with their procedure? Am
I tolerant
of people and
groups?
Meditation For
The Day
"The Lord shall
preserve thy going out and thy coming in, from this
time forth and
even forever more." All your movements, your goings and comings can be
guided by the
Unseen Spirit. Every visit to help another, every unselfish effort to
assist,
can be blessed
by that Unseen Spirit. There can be a blessing on all you do, on every
interview with
one who is suffering. Every meeting of a need may not be a chance
meeting, but it
may have been planned by the Unseen Spirit. Led by the Spirit of the
Lord, you can be
tolerant, sympathetic, and understanding of others and so accomplish
much.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may be led by the spirit of God. I pray that the Lord will
preserve my
goings and my comings.
"As the book 'Alcoholics Anonymous' puts it, 'Resentment
is the
Number One offender.' It is a primary cause of relapses
into
drinking. How well we of A.A. know that for us 'To drink
is
eventually to go mad or die.'
"Much the same penalty overhangs every A.A. group. Given
enough
anger, both unity and purpose are lost. Given still more
'righteous'
indignation, the group can disintegrate; it can actually
die. This is
why we avoid controversy. This is why we prescribe no
punishments
for any misbehavior, no matter how grievous. Indeed, no
alcoholic
can be deprived of his membership for any reason whatever.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
As
I look back on it now, I did everything wrong, but at least I was
thinking
of somebody else instead of myself. I had begun to get a little bit
of something I am very full of now, and that is gratitude. I was
becoming
increasingly grateful to the people in New York and to the God they
referred
to but whom I found difficult to reach. (Yet I realized I had to seek
the Higher Power I was told about.)
p. 197
Everywhere
there arose threatening questions
of membership, money, personal relations, public relations, management
of groups, clubs, and scores of other perplexities. It was out of
this vast welter of explosive experience that A.A.'s Twelve Traditions
took form and were first published in 1946 and later confirmed at
A.A.'s
First International Convention, held at Cleveland in 1950. The
Tradition
section of this volume portrays in some detail the experience which
finally
produced the Twelve Traditions and so gave A.A. its present form,
substance,
and unity.
When you give of
yourself, you receive more than you give.
--Antoine De
Saint-Exupery
Money is not
required to buy one necessity of the soul.
--Henry David
Thoreau
Prosperity
depends more on wanting what you have than having what you want.
--Geoffry F.
Abert
"Gratitude
unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and
more. It
turns denial
into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a
meal into a
feast, a house
into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our
past,
brings peace for
today, and creates a vision for tomorrow."
--Melody Beattie
"The more you
recognize and express gratitude for the things you have, the more things
you will have to
express gratitude for."
--Zig Ziglar
When a person
habitually thinks optimistically and hopefully, they activate life
around
them positively
and thereby attract positive results. Positive Thinking sets in
motion
positive and
creative forces and success flows toward you!
--Norman Vincent
Peale
"The books I haven't written are
better than the books other
people have."
-- Cyril V. Connolly
Today I still
have to grapple with pride, vanity and conceit. Today, thanks to God
and my
spiritual
program, I am not so preoccupied with self, but the old tapes can still
be heard:
"Thank God I am
not as stupid as her." "I am blessed in not being like those people." "I
suppose
everybody in the room is looking at me."
Pride is still a
big obstacle because it keeps me isolated from people. It emphasizes the
difference
between me and the world, rather than the commonality. Pride keeps me a
prisoner of my
ego and develops that cruel and sadistic streak in my nature that I know
exists. Pride
stops me being grateful because it keeps me too focused on what I am
doing
and I miss the
beauty and splendor of my life. Pride keeps my nose pushed against
the picture so I
cannot see the portrait!
I can only
change this "proudful" attitude by talking about it. The way for me to
grow is
to "dump it" . .
. today.
May I find me in
the people I meet and share with.
"I will
establish my covenant between me and you, and your offspring after you
throughout their
generations, for an everlasting covenant, to be God to you and to your
offspring after
you."
Genesis 17:7
Rejoice in the
Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be
evident to all. The Lord is near.
Philippians 4:4-5
I know what it
is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned
the secret of being content in any and every
situation,
whether
well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do
everything through him who gives me
strength.
Philippians 4:12-13
God
will give you today, no more than you can handle today. It is when you
choose to add yesterday's and tomorrow's troubles to it that it becomes
too much to carry. Lord, help me remember that it is only right now
that I can find all that I am looking for.
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We
are not here to live a life of worry, guilt, or fear. Lord, may I
reacquaint myself with the true meaning of living in the Lord.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 4, 2005
Daily
Reflections
A
NECESSARY PRUNING
. . . . we know
that the pains of drinking had to come
before sobriety,
and emotional turmoil before serenity.
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 94
I love spending
time in my garden feeding and pruning my
beautiful
flowers. One day, as I was busily snipping away,
a neighbor
stopped by. She commented, "Oh! Your plants are
so beautiful, it
seems such a shame to cut them back." I
replied, "I know
how you feel, but the excess must be
removed so they
can grow stronger and healthier." Later I
thought that
perhaps my plants feel pain, but God and I
know it's part
of the plan and I've seen the results. I
was quickly
reminded of my precious A.A. program and how
we all grow
through pain. I ask God to prune me when it's
time, so I can
grow.
Am I critical of
other members of A.A. or of new prospects?
Do I ever say
about other members: "I don't think they're
sincere, I think
they're bluffing, or I think they're taking
a few drinks on
the quiet?" Do I realize that my doubtful
and skeptical
attitude is hurting those members, if only in
my attitude
toward them, which they cannot help sensing? Do
I say about new
prospects: "They'll never make the program,"
or do I say:
"They'll only last a few months?" If I take
this attitude, I
am unconsciously hurting those
prospects'
chances. Is my attitude always constructive and
never
destructive?
Meditation For
The Day
To be attracted
toward God and a better life, you must be
spirit-guided.
There is wonderful illumination of thought
given to those
who are spirit-guided. To those who are
material-guided,
there is nothing in God or a finer life to
appeal to them
or to attract them. But to those who are
spirit-guided
there is strength and peace and calm to be
found in
communion with an Unseen Lord. To those who believe
in this God they
cannot see but whose power they can feel,
life has a
meaning and purpose. They are children of the
Unseen Lord, and
all human beings are their brothers and
sisters.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may be spirit-guided.
I pray that I
may feel God's presence and power in my life.
"Slips can often be charged to rebellion; some of us are more rebellious
than others. Slips may be due to the illusion that one can be
'cured' of
alcoholism. Slips can also be charged to carelessness and
complacency. Many of us fail to ride out these periods
sober. Things
go fine for two or three years--then the member is seen no more.
Some
of us suffer extreme guilt because of vices or practices that we can't
or
won't let go of. Too little self-forgiveness and too little
prayer--well,
this combination adds up to slips.
"Then some of us are far more alcohol-damaged than others. Still
others encounter a series of calamities and cannot seem to find the
spiritual resources to meet them. There are those of us who are
physically ill. Others are subject to more or less continuous
exhaustion,
anxiety, and depression. These conditions often play a part in
slips--sometimes they are utterly controlling."
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
In
my new enthusiasm, and having found an answer to my problem, I told
Dorie,
my wife, "You can quit your job now; I will take care of you. From
now on, you will take the place you deserve in this family." However,
she knew better. She said, "No, Dave, I will keep my job for a year
while you go save the drunks." That is exactly what I set out to do."
pp. 196-197
This
starting expansion brought with it very
severe growing pains. Proof that alcoholics could recover had
been
made. But it was by no means sure that such great numbers of yet
erratic people could live and work together with harmony and good
effect.
"I am not afraid of tomorrow,
for I have seen yesterday and I
love today."
-- William Allen White
Today I have
confidence in my life and I am experiencing consistency in my behavior
and
attitude. In
recovery, things follow a natural progression and life is more like a
series of
curves than
sharp peaks. As an addict, my life was forever going up and down,
ecstasy
followed by
gloom; the "best ever" followed by depression; always black and white
--- no
grays.
Today I have
some balance and consistency. Things are connected and grow in the
process of
change. Sudden happenings and quick changes scare me because they are
symptomatic of
yesterday's disease and are not consistent with the spiritual life I
seek.
Today I have the
peace of knowing that tomorrow will be something like today --- and I
am happy.
Give thanks to
the Lord for He is good; His love endures forever.
Psalm 106:1
Give ear to my
words, O LORD, consider my sighing. Listen to my cry for help, my King
and my God, for to you I pray. In the
morning,
O
LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you
and wait in expectation.
Psalm 5:1-3
When
you lose your temper, you lose. Lord, help me to be patient with those
around me, but most of all, help me be patient with myself.
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We
only have so much time and so much energy in a day. To use it grumbling
leaves less time for enjoyment and accomplishment. Lord, may I focus on
looking for Your blessings in every part of my life.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 3, 2005
Daily
Reflections
SERENITY AFTER THE
STORM
Someone who knew
what he was talking about once remarked that
pain was the
touchstone of all spiritual progress. How heartily
we A.A.'s can
agree with him. . . .
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p p. 93-94
When on the
roller coaster of emotional turmoil, I remember that
growth is often
painful. My evolution in the A.A. program has
taught me that I
must experience the inner change, however painful,
that eventually
guides me from selfishness to selflessness. If I
am to have
serenity, I must STEP my way past emotional turmoil and
its subsequent
hangover, and be grateful for continuing spiritual
progress.
How do I talk
with new prospects? Am I always trying to dominate
the
conversation? Do I lay down the law and tell prospects what
they will have
to do? Do I judge them privately and feel that they
have small
chance of making the program? Do I belittle them to
myself? Or am I
willing to bare my soul so as to get them talking
about
themselves? And, then, am I willing to be a good listener,
not
interrupting, but hearing them out to the end? Do I feel deeply
that they are my
brothers or my sisters? Will I do all I can to help
them along the
path to sobriety?
Meditation For
The Day
"The work of
righteousness shall be peace and the effect of
righteousness
shall be quietness and assurance forever." Only
when the soul
attains this calm, can there be true spiritual work
done, and mind
and soul and body be strong to conquer and bear all
things. Peace is
the result of righteousness. There is no peace in
wrong doing, but
if we live the way God wants us to live, quietness
and assurance
follow. Assurance is that calmness born of a deep
certainty of
God's strength available to us and in His power to love
and guard us
from all harm and wrong doing.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may attain a state of true calmness.
I pray that I
may live in quietness and peace.
When I was a child, I acquired some of the traits that had a lot to do
with my insatiable craving for alcohol. I was brought up in a
little
town in Vermont, under the shadow of Mount Aeolus. An early
recollection is that of looking up at this vast and mysterious
mountain, wondering what it meant and whether I could ever climb
that high. But I was presently distracted by my aunt who, as a
fourth-birthday present, made me a plate of fudge. For the next
thirty-five years I pursued the fudge of life and quite forgot about the
mountain.
<< << << >>
>> >>
When self-indulgence is less than ruinous, we have a milder word for
it. We call it "taking our comfort."
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I was
very surprised when I got a copy of the Big Book in the mail the
following
day. And each day after that, for nearly a year, I got a letter or
a note, something from Bobbie or from Bill or one of the other members
of
the central office in New York. In October 1944, Bobbie wrote:
"You sound very sincere and from now on we will be counting on you to
perpetuate
the Fellowship of A.A. where you are. You will find enclosed some
queries
from alcoholics. We think you are now ready to take on this
responsibility."
She had enclosed some four hundred letters that I answered in the
course
of the following weeks. Soon, I began to get answers back.
p. 196
With
the publication of the book "Alcoholics
Anonymous" in 1939, the pioneering period ended and a prodigious chain
reaction set in as the recovered alcoholics carried their message to
still
others. In the next years alcoholics flocked to A.A. by tens of
thousands,
largely as the result of excellent and continuous publicity freely
given
by magazines and newspapers throughout the world. Clergymen and
doctors
alike rallied to the new movement, giving it unstinted support and
endorsement.
One
of the most time-consuming things is to have an enemy.
--E. B. White
Love your
enemies. It will drive them nuts.
--Eleanor Doan
"A keen sense of
humor helps us to overlook the unbecoming,
understand the
unconventional, tolerate the unpleasant,
overcome the
unexpected, and outlast the unbearable."
--Billy Graham
"We're still not where we're going, but we're not
where we were."
--Natasha Jasefowitz
"Behavioral researcher Shad Helmstetter, in his book
"Choice," says, 'When we meet someone who seems to have a good
attitude about
everything, that really isn't the case. The person simply has made a
lot of independent choices to have a
good attitude about many individual things." Remember, a
positive outlook is a choice - and the decision is yours."
--Neil Eskelin
The gift of
freedom requires the acknowledgment of the benefactor, God. To
experience
freedom without
realizing its source is to miss the point; freedom requires
responsibility.
When I was
drinking, I demanded freedom without responsibility and I suffered. I
created
in freedom my
own horror stories. I hurt others because I did not respect in them
what I
demanded for
myself and slowly, ever so slowly, freedom slipped away.
Today I believe
that my spiritual program reinforces my responsibility for my life. God
has created me
with free will and I need to respect this gift in others. If I do not
respect
others, I will
never receive it. Dignity is a two way street.
Thank You for
the freedom to experience myself in my treatment of my neighbor.
Look to the Lord
and his strength; seek His face always.
Psalm 105:4
Those who sow in
tears will reap with songs of joy. He who goes out weeping, carrying
seed to sow, will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.
Psalm 126:5-6
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 2, 2005
Daily
Reflections
THE ACID TEST
As we work the
first nine Steps, we prepare ourselves for
the adventure of
a new life. But when we approach Step Ten
we commence to
put our A.A. way of living to practical use,
day by day, in
fair weather or foul. Then comes the acid
test: can we
stay sober, keep in emotional balance, and
live to good
purpose under all conditions?
TWELVE STEPS AND
TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 88
I know the
Promises are being fulfilled in my life, but I
want to maintain
and develop them by the daily application
of Step Ten. I
have learned through this Step that if I am
disturbed, there
is something wrong with me. The other
person may be
wrong too, but I can only deal with my feelings.
When I am hurt
or upset, I have to continually look for the
cause in me, and
then I have to admit and correct my mistakes.
It isn't easy,
but as long as I know I am progressing
spiritually, I
know that I can mark my effort up as a job well
done. I have
found that pain is a friend; it lets me know there
is something
wrong with my emotions, just as a physical pain
lets me know
there is something wrong with my body. When I take
the appropriate
action through the Twelve Steps, the pain
gradually goes
away.
What makes an
effective talk at an A.A. meeting? It is not a
fine speech with
fine choices of words and an impressive
delivery. Often
a few simple words direct from the heart are
more effective
than the most polished speech. There is always
a temptation to
speak beyond your experience, in order to
make a good
impression. This is never effective. What does not
come from the
heart does not reach the heart. What comes from
personal
experience and a sincere desire to help the other
person, reaches
the heart. Do I speak for effect or with a deep
desire to help?
Meditation For
The Day
"Thy will be
done" must be your oft-repeated prayer. And in
the willing of
God's will there should be gladness. You should
delight to do
that will because when you do, all your life goes
right and
everything tends to work out for you in the long run.
When you are
honestly trying to do God's will and humbly
accepting the
results, nothing can seriously hurt you. He who
accepts the will
of God in his life may not inherit the earth,
but he will
inherit real peace of mind.
Prayer For The
Day
I pray that I
may have a yielded will.
I pray that my
will be attuned to the will of God.
How often do we sit in A.A. meetings and hear the speaker declare,
"But I haven't yet got the spiritual angle." Prior to this
statement, he
has described a miracle of transformation which has occurred in
him--not only his release from alcohol, but a complete change in his
whole attitude toward life and the living of it.
It is apparent to everyone else present that he has received a great
gift,
and that this gift is all out of proportion to anything that may be
expected from simple A.A. participation. So we in the audience
smile
and say to ourselves, "Well, that guy is just reeling with the spiritual
angle--except that he doesn't seem to know it yet!"
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I decided
to get in touch with them. I had much difficulty in reaching A.A. in
New York, as A.A. wasn't as well-known then. I finally spoke to a
woman,
Bobbie, who said words I hope I never forget: "I am an alcoholic.
We have recovered. If you want, we'll help you." She told me
about herself and added that many other drunks had used this method to
stop
drinking. What impressed me most in this conversation was the fact
that these people, five hundred miles away, cared enough to try to help
me.
Here I was, feeling so sorry for myself, convinced that no one cared
whether
I was dead or alive.
p. 196
Nevertheless,
the infant Society determined to set down its experience in a book
which
finally reached the public in April 1939. At this time the recoveries
numbered about one hundred. The book was called "Alcoholics
Anonymous,"
and from it the Fellowship took its name. In it alcoholism was
described
from the alcoholic's point of view, the spiritual ideas of the Society
were
codified for the first time in the Twelve Steps, and the application of
these
Steps to the alcoholic's dilemma was made clear. The remainder of the
book was devoted to thirty stories or case histories in which the
alcoholics
described their drinking experiences and recoveries. This established
identification with alcoholic readers and proved to them that the
virtually
impossible had now become possible. The book "Alcoholics Anonymous"
became the basic text of the Fellowship, and it still is. This present
volume proposes to broaden and deepen the understanding of the Twelve
Steps
as first was written in the earlier work.
Friends
in your life are like pillars on your porch. Sometimes they hold
you up and
sometimes they lean on you. Sometimes it's just enough to
know they're
standing by.
--Elizabeth Foley
"Constant
kindness can accomplish much. As the sun makes ice melt, kindness
causes
misunderstanding, mistrust, and hostility to evaporate."
--Albert
Schweitzer (1875-1965)
"In the hope of
reaching the moon men fail to see the flowers that blossom at their
feet."
--Albert
Schweitzer (1875-1965)
When we do the
best that we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or
in
the life of
another.
--Helen Keller
"The books that the world calls
immoral are the books that show
the world its own shame."
-- Oscar Wilde
In my addiction
I avoided things that I did not like, did not want to consider. I hid
from life
and condemned
things I did not wish to understand. My ego created a hypocritical
purity
that enabled me
to judge, condemn and abuse the thoughts and ideas of those I
considered
inferior to myself.
Today I try to
live and let live. I do this not to avoid conflict or criticism but
because I
have found,
through experience, how my ideas and attitudes have changed during my
years of
recovery. People who I would have condemned to Hell have now become my
friends and
mentors. Concepts and lifestyles that were once abhorrent to me are now
appreciated and
inspiring. What was once dismissed as immoral is today, for me, a part
of
life.
God of Truth and
Reality, help me to accept the difference that is in others.
God
never promised to make your troubles go away, but He did promise to
give you the strength and power to overcome them. Lord, when I am weak,
strengthen me, when I forget, remind me and when the day is done,
accept my thanksgiving because without You I am nothing.
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Not
one day passes without receiving wonderful blessings from our loving
and generous God. Lord, may I forget the irritations that distract me
from Your happiness.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
October 1, 2005
Daily
Reflections
LEST WE BECOME
COMPLACENT
It is easy to let up on the
spiritual program of action and rest on our laurels. We are headed for
trouble if we do, for alcohol is a subtle foe. ALCOHOLICS
ANONYMOUS, p. 85
When I am
in pain it is easy to stay close to the friends I have found in the
programs. Relief from that pain is provided in the solutions contained
in A.A.'s Twelve Steps. But when I am feeling good and things are going
well, I can become complacent. To put it simply, I become lazy and turn
into the problem instead of the solution. I need to get into action, to
take stock: where am I and where am I going? A daily inventory will
tell me what I must change to regain spiritual balance. Admitting what
I find within myself, to God and to another human being, keeps me
honest and humble.
A.A. will
lose some of its effectiveness if I do not do my share. Where am I
failing? Are there some things I do not feel like doing? Am I held back
by self-consciousness or fear? Self-consciousness is a form of pride.
It is a fear that something may happen to you. What happens to you is
not very important. The impression you make on others does not depend
so much on the kind of job you do as on your sincerity and honesty of
purpose. Am I holding back because I am afraid of not making a
good impression?
Meditation
For The Day
Look to
God for the true power that will make you effective. See no other
wholly dependable supply of strength. That is the secret of a truly
effective life. And you, in your turn, will be used to help many others
find effectiveness. Whatever spiritual help you need, whatever
spiritual help you desire for others, look to God. Seek that God's will
be done in your life and seek that your will conforms to His. Failures
come from depending too much on your own strength.
Prayer For
The Day
I pray
that I may feel that nothing good is too much for me if I look to God
for help. I pray that I may be effective through His guidance.
When we consult an A.A. friend, we should not be reluctant to remind
him of our need for full privacy. Intimate communication is
normally
so free and easy among us that an A.A. adviser may sometimes forget
when we expect him to remain silent. The protective sanctity of
this
most healing of human relations ought never be violated.
Such privileged communications have priceless advantages. We find
in them the perfect opportunity to be as honest as we know how to
be. We do not have to think of the possibility of damage to other
people, nor need we fear ridicule or condemnation. Here, too, we
have the best possible chance of spotting self-deception.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
<>I wondered
how this misery would end. I was full of fear. I was afraid to
tell others what I felt lest they think I was insane. I was terribly
lonely, full of self-pity, and terrified. Most of all, I was in a deep
depression.
Then
I recalled a book given to me by my sister Jean about drunks as
desperate
as I was who had found a way to stop drinking. According to this book,
these drunks had found a way to live like other human beings; to get up
in
the morning, go to work, and return home in the evening. This book
was about Alcoholics Anonymous.
pp. 195-196
After
three
years of trial and error in selecting the most workable tenets upon
which
the Society could be based, and after a large amount of failure in
getting
alcoholics to recover, three successful groups emerged--the first at
Akron,
the second at New York, and the third at Cleveland. Even then it was
hard to find twoscore of sure recoveries in all three groups.
"How
things look on the outside of us depends on how things are on the
inside of us."
--Parks Cousins
I shall continue to believe.
In hope there is faith, miracles do happen, in God I trust.
--Shelley
Time is my most precious
resource, I choose to use it wisely and to cherish each moment, sober.
--Bob
I have a choice, I do not
have to accept unacceptable behavior.
--Shelley
Whatever
you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there
is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are
always difficulties arising that tempt you to believe your critics are
right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end
requires some of the same courage that a soldier needs. Peace has
its victories, but it takes brave men and women to win them.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson
Some people make the future;
most wait for the future to make them.
--Cited in The Best of BITS
& PIECES
There
is a choice you have to make, In everything you do. And you must always
keep in mind, The choice you make, makes you.
--Unknown
You can preach a better
sermon with your life than you can with your lips.
--Unknown
"We are all here for a spell, get
all the good laughs you can."
-- Will Rogers
When
I first heard recovering alcoholics laughing, I thought I was in the
wrong place. I was angry that they treated the disease so lightly. Then
slowly I began to see that laughter is part of joy --- a deep joy that
comes from personal healing. Laughter is spiritual because it is
a positive response to life. It is the noise of optimism.
And
there is so much in life to laugh about --- not only the funny things
we did, but also the "humor" that abounds in living. How funny is our
self-righteousness! How amusing we are in courtship. How ridiculous we
appear when we pretend to be serious and "in charge".
Laughter is the
conversation of angels.
Let me see the
miracle of humor in the gift of life --- and let me be prepared to
share it.
The
condition of your heart is reflected in your face. Lord, help me to
remove all harsh feelings from within my soul so that I will radiate
love and kindness and others can feel safe in seeking me out.
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A
sense of humor brings you joy and brings joy to those around you. Lord,
may I always be able to share a smile and never take life so serious as
to block out the light from Your love.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God judges us by what we do--not by what others say.
We cannot love God unless we love each other. --Dorothy Day
God is immutable. He never changes, and his word, which he prizes more
than his name, never changes.
God says give your burdens to him. If you are burdened, if you are
weary, go to God and he will give you rest from your burdens. His peace
he will give you, that peace passes all understanding.
Faith is believing what God says is true even though you can't verify
it yourself at the time.
God is with you always, even until the ends of the earth.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun
without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the
tears, and light for the way.
Faith & Works
There was an old man who operated a rowboat for ferrying passengers
between an island and the mainland. One day a passenger noticed that he
had painted on one oar the word Works, and on the other oar the word
Faith. Curiosity led him to ask the meaning of this. The old man
replied, I will show you, dropping one oar, rowing only with the oar
named Works. Of course, the boat just went around in circles. Then he
switched oars, picking up Faith and dropping Works. And the little
rowboat went around in circles again this time in the opposite
direction. After this demonstration, the old man picked up both oars
Faith and Works, and rowing with both oars together swiftly coursed
over the water. He looked at the passenger and said, You see, that is
the way it is in life as well as in rowing a boat. You got to keep both
oars in the water, otherwise, you'll just go in circles. -Author
Unknown
"The Skilled Blows of God"
Many years ago, there was found in an African mine the most magnificent
diamond in the world's history. It was presented to the king of England
to blaze in his crown or state. The king sent it to Amsterdam to be
cut. It was put into the hands of an expert
lapidary. And what do you suppose he did with it? He took the gem of
priceless value, and cut a notch in it. Then he struck a hard
blow with his instrument and--lo!--the superb jewel lay in his hand
cleft in two. Did he do this out of recklessness, wastefulness, and
criminal carelessness? Indeed not! For days and weeks that blow had
been studied and planned. Drawings and models had been made of the gem.
Its quality, its defects, its lines of cleavage had all been studied
with minutest care. The man to whom it was committed was one of the
most skillful lapidaries in the world.
Was that blow a mistake? No! It was the climax of the lapidary's skill.
When he struck that blow, he did the one thing which would
bring that gem to its most perfect shapeliness, radiance, and jeweled
splendor. That blow which seemed to ruin the superb precious stone was,
in fact, its perfect redemption. From those two halves were wrought two
magnificent gems which the skilled eye of the lapidary saw hidden in
the rough, uncut stone as it came from the mine.
Sometimes, God lets a stinging blow fall upon your life. The nerves
wince. The soul cries out in agony. The blow seems to you an appalling
mistake. But it is not, for you are the most priceless jewel in the
world to God. And He is the most skilled lapidary in the universe.
Let us beware of questioning the methods and approaches of almighty
God. We lie in His hands, and He knows just how to deal
with us. --James S. Hewett
Just When You Thought Everything was OK
You have just come through a very difficult time, and you have learned
to lean on the Lord, trusting in Him. And you have the victory! The
time of the test is over! There is such a wonderful sense of relief,
both physically and spiritually, that you just want to sit down and say
a great big “Phewwww!” and a relaxing “Ahhhhhhh!”
It’s just at that very moment – just when you think everything is over,
and you feel that you are the strongest – that you are potentially at
your weakest and most vulnerable time.
When we have come through the battle, it is at that moment that we tend
to let down our guard, allowing opportunity for the victory that has
been already won to slip from our grasp. We feel that we are strong –
and that actually becomes our problem! Zechariah 4:6 reminds us that it
is not by our might or our power, but it is by the Spirit of the Lord
that we will have our victory!
Every one of us is susceptible to this phenomenon. We win the battle,
and then our natural man begins to rise up, and the victory starts to
fade away.
The prophet Elijah faced this same thing. He had just come through a
battle on Mt. Carmel facing the false prophets of Baal. And then, on
the heels of this victory, Jezebel sends word that she will have Elijah
killed.
In 1 Kings 19, Elijah gives us a demonstration of exactly what the
flesh does after the battle – and what the Spirit of the Lord would
have him to do! We can learn from Elijah’s experiences, and apply them
to our life, so that we may be able to walk in victory!
--Author Unknown
My Struggles are About Him
What about your struggles? Is there any chance, any possibility, that
you have been selected to struggle for God’s glory? Have “been granted
for Christ’s sake, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for
Him, but also to suffer for His sake” (Philippians 1:29)?
Here is a clue. Do your prayers seem to be unanswered? What you request
and what you receive aren’t matching up? Don’t think God is not
listening. Indeed he is. He may have higher plans.
Here is another. Are people strengthened by your struggles? A friend of
mine can answer yes. His cancer was consuming more than his body; it
was eating away at his faith. Unanswered petitions perplexed him.
Well-meaning Christians confused him. “If you have faith,” they said,
“you will be healed.”
No healing came. Just more chemo, nausea, and questions. He assumed the
fault was a small faith. I suggested another answer. “It’s not about
you,” I told him. “Your hospital room is a showcase for your Maker.
Your faith in the face of suffering cranks up the volume of God’s song.”
Oh, that you could have seen the relief on his face. To know that he
hadn’t failed God and God hadn’t failed him - this made all the
difference. Seeing his sickness in the scope of God’s sovereign plan
gave his condition a sense of dignity. He accepted his cancer as an
assignment from heaven: a missionary to the cancer ward.
A week later I saw him again. “I reflected God,” he said, smiling
through a thin face, “to the nurse, the doctors, my friends. Who knows
who needed to see God, but I did my best to make him seen.”
Bingo. His cancer paraded the power of Jesus down the Main Street of
his world.
God will use whatever he wants to display his glory. Heavens and stars.
History and nations. People and problems.
Rather than begrudge your problem, explore it. Ponder it. And most of
all, use it. Use it to the glory of God.
Through your problems and mine, may God be seen. --from “It’s Not
About Me” 2004, Max Lucado
A Native American name Joe and his friend Bob were in downtown New York
City, walking near Times Square in Manhattan. It was during the noon
lunch hour and the streets were filled with people. Cars were honking
their horns, taxicabs were squealing around corners, sirens were
wailing, and the sounds of the city were almost deafening. Suddenly,
Joe said, "I hear a cricket."
His friend Bob said, "What? You must be crazy. You couldn't possibly
hear a cricket in all of this noise!"
"No, I'm sure of it," Joe said, "I heard a cricket."
"That's crazy," said his friend.
Joe listened carefully for a moment, and then walked across the street
to a big cement planter where some shrubs were growing. He looked into
the bushes, beneath the branches, and sure enough, he located a small
cricket. His friend was utterly amazed.
"That's incredible," said his friend. "You must have superhuman ears!"
"No," said Joe. "My ears are no different from yours. It all depends on
what you're listening for."
"But that can't be!" said the friend. "I could never hear a cricket in
this noise."
"Yes, it's true," came the reply. "It depends on what is really
important to you. Here, let me show you." He reached into his pocket,
pulled out a few coins, and discreetly dropped them on the sidewalk.
And then, with the noise of the crowded street still blaring in their
ears, they noticed every head within twenty feet turn and look to see
if the money that tinkled on the pavement was theirs.
"See what I mean?" asked the Native American. "It all depends on what's
important to you."
What's important to you? What do you listen for? Some people say that
there is no God, and that He never speaks to us anymore. But perhaps
they can't see or hear Him because they aren't listening for Him. They
are living for themselves, not for God. If you are in tune with God,
you will be able to notice Him at work in your life and in the world.
And you'll be able to hear Him when He speaks. --Author Unknown
Simple and Pure
The thing that has me so upset is that I care about you so much--this
is the passion of God burning inside me! I promised your hand in
marriage to Christ, presented you as a pure virgin to her husband. And
now I'm afraid that exactly as the Snake seduced Eve with his smooth
patter, you are being lured away from the simple purity of your love
for Christ. It seems that if someone shows up preaching quite another
Jesus than we preached--different spirit, different message--you put up
with him quite nicely. (2 Corinthians 11:2-4, The Message)
Have you been lured away from the simple purity of your love for
Christ? The New American Standard Version words it “the simplicity and
purity of devotion to Christ.” Can you remember those days when your
relationship with Christ was simple and pure? Or, has something or
someone pulled you away from Him? Are you in the midst of the battle
for your mind?
There is a way to return to the simple purity of your love for Christ.
But, it is not necessarily the type of thing we want to hear. It
involves a dramatic shift in our thinking. It begins inside our heads
and deep in our hearts, then it will flow out of us. We often try to
make it happen from the outside in. We change the externals, and hope
it will last. Usually it does not.
If we are to return to a relationship with Christ that is simple and
pure, we must clear away the things that complicate our thinking, the
things that clutter our mind.
So, what kinds of things must be cleared out? Let me suggest three.
First, we must clear away other commitments. We must remember that we
made a choice to follow Jesus. First and foremost we must continuously
reflect on that promise, on that commitment, on that death to self. He
is to be our model. He is to be our example. Not the fads and trends of
the day. Not the popular people in our community. Not the stars in the
limelight. Jesus is our model.
Second, we must clear away many of the myths of our day. Stuff will not
satisfy us. Things will not fulfill us. Bigger does not necessarily
mean better. More does not guarantee peace and contentment. In fact,
the opposite is often true. Jesus never owned a home, never traveled
far, and enjoyed widespread popularity for only a short time while on
this earth. His devotion to the Father was simple and pure.
Third, we must clear away anything that will prevent us from being
continually transformed into His likeness. The Amplified Bible
translates the last part of Philippians 3:10, “ . . . and that I may so
share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into
His likeness even] to His death.” It is not a one-time transformation.
Daily we must die. Continually we must allow His thinking to be our
thinking, His plans to be our plans, His joys to be our joys, and His
compassion to be our compassion.
Having a simple and pure devotion to Christ is not the style of the
world. It is however, the style of the one who has chosen to follow Him.
What is it that is keeping you from the simple purity of your love for
Christ? Is it worth it?
What is it that God is asking you to clear out of your mind so that you
can enjoy the simplicity and purity of devotion to Christ? Will you do
it --Tom
Pain is not wasted in the Kingdom of God!
Psalms 34:19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous; but the LORD
delivers him out of them all.
The definitive lesson of both Jesus and Job is that suffering is not
necessarily a sign of punishment. It may be and often is a sign of
special favor. Jesus did not promise to deliver us from pain and
death. He promised to deliver us through it to eternal life. He who
was himself most highly favored of God was a man of sorrows and
acquainted with grief. If we are suffering innocently too then let us
take the trials we are bearing to him who knows what it is like to
suffer such pain. He will be able to turn our ashes into something
wonderful in his time and in his way. Nothing, not even pain, is
wasted in the Kingdom of God. If you are suffering, truly offer that
suffering up to God. You many never have an opportunity like this
again. --Author Unknown
Don't Say You're Finished Before God Does
Discouragement is another diabolical key that opens the door for the
thief to steal our goods. Perhaps you have awakened to a new day but
felt just as bad as you did yesterday. In a moment of weary resignation
and discouragement, you opened your mouth and released the fear that
was in your heart: "He's finished with me here. I give up."
I feel the anointing of God to tell you right now, you will not fail,
and I have witnesses to prove it: Samson and Moses. Pick up where you
left off! Restart your worship - reclaim your destiny! (God's Eye View,
p. 127)
Psalm 34:18-19, where the psalmist assures us God is near the
brokenhearted, and saves those with a contrite or crushed spirit.
The comments seem to come automatically with every new challenge human
beings decide to accept: "I can't do it. I look stupid -I know I do.
This will never work. I wish I had never agreed to start this thing . .
. It's your fault."
Think of your first fumbling attempts to ride a bicycle, to glide on
ice skates, to type without looking at the keyboard, or to play
basketball or hit a baseball for the first time. Our ineptness seems
staggering and overshadowing at times, but God sees the big picture. He
knows that all we need is a God's-eye view of the situation. Are you
fumbling, falling, stumbling, or missing the mark somewhere in your
life at the moment? Are you ready to quit an assignment God gave you to
do? Don't. Worship Him instead.
God said, "Don't say you're finished with something before I am
finished with it. Now go back to the same place where you just
witnessed a miracle if you want another one." 1 Don't be surprised if
God tells you to go right back to the last place you had a divine
encounter . . . The moral of the story is this: don't say you are
finished before God does. (p. 128)
Never, ever forget that you are not in this thing alone. God is with
you every step of the way, whether you "feel" Him or not. I am a
determined God Chaser and I love to feel the joy of His presence, but I
learned long ago that He never leaves or forsakes me. That means you
cannot fail in Him, no matter how many times you fall, fail, falter, or
fumble things. The key is to put Him first in everything all the time.
Prayer Lord, how many times have I tried to quit something over the
last five years? I've lost count, but I can tell You how many times You
have "quit" on me - zero, never, not at all. As long as You stay with
me, I will keep on dreaming, believing, climbing, overcoming, and
getting up again. Even my failures and fumbles bring me gain - just
another occasion to find comfort and joy unspeakable in Your
everlasting arms. I love You, Lord. --Author Unknown
Bible Questions & Answers
What kind of wood did Noah use to build the ark? gopher Genesis 6:14
How long was Noah's ark? 300 cubit Genesis 6:15
How many people entered into the ark? 8 Genesis 7:13
How many pairs of each "clean" animal did Noah take on the ark? 7.
Clean animals were those used for eating and sacrifice.
Genesis 7:2-3
--Provided by Thomas W Henderson
Hold your loved ones close today,
Whisper in their ear,
Tell them that you love them
And you'll always hold them dear.
For tomorrow is promised no one,
Young and old alike,
And today may be your last chance
To hold your loved ones tight.
Author Unknown
Our Savior Walked On Water
Our Savior walked on water
Like it was solid ground.
He proved what faith could help us do
He knew He would not drown.
He healed the blind and crippled
He taught us about love.
He promised we can live forever
With Him in heaven above.
For this they crucified Him.
And nailed Him to a cross.
He shed His blood and suffered
So our souls would not be lost.
He said "Father forgive them
For they know not what they do."
Even after all they'd done to Him
His love came shining through.
Then He was placed into a grave
Where they thought he would stay.
But this was not the will of God
So He arose again one day.
Jesus is still alive today
In heaven with His Father.
And I'm proud to say I believe
Our Savior walked on water.
--Author Unknown
WE CELEBRATE
We celebrate life since we are richly blessed with its' many gifts.
We celebrate love because God's love has touched the very core of our
souls.
We celebrate beauty surrounding this place we call Earth.
We celebrate forgiveness which again makes us whole.
We celebrate sharing the wealth of our being.
We celebrate caring for others far and near.
We celebrate being the persons we are and can become.
We celebrate laughter in the music we hear.
We celebrate doing everything we possibly can.
We celebrate giving the love that we feel.
We celebrate growing each and every day.
We celebrate in praise of God, our ideal.
We celebrate smiles. We celebrate tears.
We celebrate sunshine, and rainbows, and rain.
We celebrate the gladness and joy in our lives.
And yes, we celebrate the hurting and pain.
We celebrate thanking the Lord as our Father and Brother.
We celebrate following His examples of love.
We celebrate creation and eternal new life.
We celebrate the friendship He sends from above.
We celebrate receiving the very breath of our lives.
We celebrate all we have ever received from the Lord.
We celebrate all that exists in the world.
We celebrate celebration of God, be adored.
--Jeanne Maack
"As a man thinks in his heart, so is he." Proverbs 23:7
Apply your heart to instruction and your ears to words of knowledge.
Proverbs 23:12
My son, if your heart is wise, then my heart will be glad; my inmost
being will rejoice when your lips speak what is right. Do not let your
heart envy sinners, but always be zealous for the fear of the LORD.
There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut
off. Listen, my son, and be wise, and keep your heart on the right
path. Proverbs 23:15-19
Do not gaze at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when
it goes down smoothly! In the end it bites like a snake and poisons
like a viper. Proverbs 23:31-32
Godlessness in the Last Days
But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People
will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud,
abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without
love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers
of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather
than lovers of God— having a form of godliness but denying its power.
Have nothing to do with them. They are the kind who worm their way into
homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with
sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but
never able to acknowledge the truth. Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed
Moses, so also these men oppose the truth—men of depraved minds, who,
as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected. But they will not get
very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be
clear to everyone.
Paul's Charge to Timothy
You, however, know all about my teaching, my way of life, my purpose,
faith, patience, love, endurance, persecutions, sufferings—what kinds
of things happened to me in Antioch, Iconium and Lystra, the
persecutions I endured. Yet the Lord rescued me from all of them. In
fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be
persecuted, while evil men and impostors will go from bad to worse,
deceiving and being deceived. But as for you, continue in what you have
learned and have become convinced of, because you know those from whom
you learned it, and how from infancy you have known the holy
Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith
in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for
teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that
the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work. 2
Timothy 3:1-17
The Supremacy of Christ
He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.
For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth,
visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or
authorities; all things were created by him and for him. He is before
all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of
the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among
the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy. For God
was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, and through him to
reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in
heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross. Once you
were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of your
evil behavior. But now he has reconciled you by Christ's physical body
through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and
free from accusation— if you continue in your faith, established and
firm, not moved from the hope held out in the gospel. This is the
gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to every creature
under heaven, and of which I, Paul, have become a servant. Colossians
1:15-23
Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my
sake will find it. Matthew 10:39
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word
was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made
by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him
was life; and the life was the light of men. And the light shineth in
darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. There was a man sent
from God, whose name was John. The same came for a witness, to bear
witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. He was
not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. That was
the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.
John 1:1-9
"He floods the darkness with light; he brings light to the deepest
gloom.” Job 12:22
BIBLE MEDITATION: “And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come
after Me, cannot be My disciple.” Luke 14:27
DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT: The cross not only saves us, but it continues to
sanctify us. Have you read where Jesus said, “Whosoever will come after
Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me” (Mark
8:34b)? Many people think that this means that our “cross” is a
sickness, an unsaved spouse, or a cruel boss. However, a cross is not
something that is forced upon you over which you have no choice. A
cross is something you willingly take up. Jesus willingly laid down His
life. He calls us to do the same. Your cross is when you willingly die
to yourself. You do this by saying no to sin and self, and yes to
Christ.
ACTION POINT: Offer this prayer commitment to God today: Father,
forgive me for putting myself first and You second. Forgive me for not
taking up my cross to follow after You. Give me Your grace to die to
myself – to die to those things in my life which do not bring You glory
and draw me closer to You. --Love Worth Finding's daily devotional
WHY I BELIEVE THE BIBLE
"For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven and . . . gives
seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall my word be that goes
out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty, but it shall
accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for
which I sent it." -- Isaiah 55:10-11
So what do you tell people when they ask, "You don't really believe all
that stuff in the Bible, do you?" Of all the arguments you can use to
defend your conviction, here's one no one can deny. "I believe the
Bible because it accomplishes God's purpose in my life."
Like God says in Isaiah 55:11, "[My Word] shall not return to me empty,
but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the
thing for which I sent it."
Have you ever felt totally convicted as you sat under the teaching of
God's Word? Has the Spirit of God ever used His Word like a knife,
pointing out your specific thoughts and motives? I could tell you about
times God's Word has worked me over. On the flip side, has the Bible
ever delivered a peace that transcends understanding? Has it
strengthened you as it has me?
I wish you could see what I see from the front of my church every
weekend as I teach God's Word. I look across the faces of people
gripped by God's eternal truth. Tears stream down their cheeks. Some
can hardly look up because they're under the convicting power of the
Holy Spirit. Hear this -- God's Word is always effective in doing the
job that He intended it to do.
I am convinced beyond any doubt that the Bible is divinely inspired in
its totality, inerrant in doctrine, infallible in authority,
immeasurable in influence, personal in application, regenerative in
power, diverse in its unity, and infinitely trustworthy. This reality
not only compels me to celebrate it, but to obey it. Why? Because I've
experienced it.
Starting today, make a greater personal investment in God's Word.
You've got the time -- just set your priorities. Make it the passion of
your life to discover what it means to delight in the law of the Lord
(Psalm 119:77).
And the next time someone asks you, "do you believe the Bible?"
proclaim your confidence in God and the book He has written by
answering, "I am glad you asked. . . ." --By Dr. James MacDonald
The Lords Prayer
Our Father, who are in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom Come,
Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day, our
daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who
trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us
from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory,
forever. Amen.
I will exalt you, O LORD, for you lifted me out of the depths and did
not let my enemies gloat over me. O LORD my God, I called to you for
help and you healed me. O LORD, you brought me up from the grave; you
spared me from going down into the pit. Sing to the LORD, you saints of
his; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment, but his
favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing
comes in the morning. When I felt secure, I said, "I will never be
shaken." O LORD, when you favored me, you made my mountain stand firm;
but when you hid your face, I was dismayed. To you, O LORD, I called;
to the Lord I cried for mercy: "What gain is there in my destruction,
in my going down into the pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it
proclaim your faithfulness? Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me; O
LORD, be my help." You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my
sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and
not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever. Psalm 30
May the Lord open up the windows of heaven and pour you out a blessing
that you will not have room enough to receive it all. May the Lord
bless you exceedingly and abundantly, above all you could ever hope
for. May the Lord bless you that you know that you are blessed, but
more importantly be a blessing to others!
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 30, 2005
Daily
Reflections
THE CIRCLE AND THE
TRIANGLE
The circle stands for the
whole world of A.A., and the triangle
stands for A.A.'s Three
Legacies of Recovery, Unity, and Service.
Within our wonderful new
world, we have found freedom from our
fatal obsession.
A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 139
Early in my A.A. life, I
became employed in its services and
I found the explanation of
our society's logo to be very
appropriate. First, a circle
of love and service with a
well-balanced triangle
inside, the base of which represents
our Recovery through the
Twelve Steps. Then the other two sides,
representing Unity and
Service, respectively. The three sides of
the triangle are equal. As I
grew in A.A. I soon identified
myself with this symbol. I
am the circle, and the sides of the
triangle represent three
aspects of my personality: physical,
emotional sanity,
spirituality, the latter forming the symbol's
base. Taken together, all
three aspects of my personality
translate into a sober and
happy life.
There are no leaders in
A.A., except as they volunteer to
accept responsibility. The
work of carrying on A.A.--leading
group meetings, serving on
committees, speaking before other
groups, doing twelfth-step
work, spreading A.A. among the
alcoholics of the
community--all these things are done on a
volunteer basis. If I don't
volunteer to do something concrete
for A.A., the movement is
that much less effective. I must do
my fair share to carry the
load. A.A. depends on all its
members to keep it alive and
to keep it growing. Am I doing my
share for A.A.?
Meditation For The Day
When you look to God for
strength to face responsibility and
are quiet before Him, His
healing touch causes the Divine
Quiet to flow into your very
being. When in weakness you cry
to God, His touch brings
healing, the renewal of your courage,
and the power to meet every
situation and be victorious. When
you faint by the way or are
distracted by feelings of inferiority,
then rely on the touch of
God's spirit to support you on your way.
Then arise and go forth with
confidence.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may lay myself
open today to the healing touch of God.
I pray that I may not falter
or faint by the wayside, but renew
my courage through prayer.
Most of us thought good character was desirable. Obviously, good
character was something one needed to get on with the business of
being self-satisfied. With a proper display of honesty and
morality,
we'd stand a better chance of getting what we really wanted. But
whenever we had to choose between character and comfort,
character-building was lost in the dust of our chase after what we
thought was happiness.
Seldom did we look at character-building as something desirable in
itself. We never thought of making honesty, tolerance, and true
love of
man and God the daily basis of living.
<< << << >>
>> >>
How to translate a right mental conviction into a right emotional
result,
and so into easy, happy and good living, is the problem of life itself.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
On
Easter weekend 1944, I found myself in a jail cell in Montreal. By
now, I was drinking to escape the horrible thoughts I had whenever I
was
sober enough to become aware of my situation. I was drinking to avoid
seeing what I had become. The job I'd had for twenty years and the
new car were long gone. I had undergone three stays in the hospital.
God knows I didn't want to drink, yet to my great despair, I always
returned
to the infernal merry-go-round.
p. 195
The
basic
principles of A.A., as they are known today, were borrowed mainly from
the
fields of religion and medicine, though some ideas upon which success
finally
depended were the result of noting the behavior and needs of the
Fellowship
itself.
Practicing
the program, I learned to trust God, not just believe in Him.
--Ron C.
Let your ears hear what your
mouth says.
--Jewish Proverb
The difference between the
right word and the almost right word is
the difference between
lightning and the lightning bug.
--Mark Twain
"Seek first to understand,
then to be understood."
--Stephen Covey
"Truly, it is in darkness
that one finds the light, so when we are in sorrow, then this light is
nearest to all of us."
--Meister Eckhart
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Daily Meditation
PATIENCE
"Prayer of the modern
American: 'Dear God, I pray for
patience. And I want it right
now!'"
-- Oren Arnold
How I appreciate those times
when I experience the gift of patience in
my life, not as often as I
would like. That is an interesting point: I am
impatient about having
patience!
Seriously, patience is when
I recognize the need to "back off" -- allow
God into the driver's seat,
resting in the knowledge that things happen
in God's time. This does not
mean that I am not involved, but it allows
for God's comprehensive plan
for His world. I can experience patience
usually when I get in touch
with gratitude. Once I stop giving energy
to the "I wants", the joy of
serenity breathes through my life and I
can rest. Sometimes I need
to "stop" and say a loud and resonant
"thank you".
Lord, let me breathe these
words into my life: "Thy will be done."
“Do not store up for
yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and
rust destroy, and where
thieves break in and steal. But store up for
yourselves treasures in
heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy,
and where thieves do not
break in and steal.”
Matthew 6:19-20
"Let us not give up meeting
together, as some are in the habit of
doing, but let us encourage
one another--and all the more as you see the
Day approaching."
Hebrews 10:25
It
is the optimist that opens new doors and takes advantage of even the
smallest of life's opportunities. Lord, may my spirit shine and my eyes
be open so that I may discover all that life offers.
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Two
distinct qualities mark a person who lives in the light of God. That
person is giving and forgiving. Lord, create in me the desire to set
You above all else.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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Frequent contact with
newcomers and with each other is
the bright spot of our lives.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 89
A man came to the meeting
drunk, interrupted the speakers,
stood up and took his shirt
off, staggered loudly back and
forth for coffee, demanded
to talk, and eventually called
the group's secretary an
unquotable name and walked out. I
was glad he was there--once
again I saw what I still could
be. I don't have to be drunk
to want to be the exception
and the center of attention.
I have often felt abused and
responded abusively when I
was simply being treated as a
garden variety human being.
The more the man tried to insist
he was different, the more I
realized that he and I were
exactly alike.
Having got this far, shall
we pause and ask ourselves
some searching questions? We
need to check up on ourselves
periodically. Just how good
an A.A. am I? Am I attending
meetings regularly? Am I
doing my share to carry the load?
When there is something to
be done, do I volunteer? Do I
speak at meetings when
asked, no matter how nervous I am?
Do I accept each opportunity
to do twelfth-step work as a
challenge? Do I give freely
of my time and money? Am I
trying to spread A.A.
wherever I go? Is my daily life a
demonstration of A.A.
principles? Am I a good A.A.?
Meditation For The Day
How do I get strength to be
effective and to accept
responsibility? By asking
the Higher Power for the strength
I need each day. It has been
proved in countless lives that
for every day I live the
necessary power shall be given me.
I must face each challenge
that comes to me during the day,
sure that God will give me
the strength to face it. For every
task that is given me, there
is also given me all the power
necessary for the
performance of that task. I do not need to
hold back.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may accept
every task as a challenge.
I know I cannot wholly fail
if God is with me.
We had a new Employer. Being all powerful, He provided what we
needed, if we kept close to Him and performed His work well.
Established on such a footing, we became less and less interested in
ourselves, our little plans and designs. More and more we became
interested in seeing what we could contribute to life.
As we felt new power flow in, as we enjoyed peace of mind, as we
discovered we could face life successfully, as we became conscious of
His presence, we began to lose our fear of today, tomorrow, or the
hereafter. We were reborn.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
My
family and employers were concerned about my drinking, but I had become
rather
arrogant. I bought a 1931 Ford with an inheritance from my
grandmother,
and my wife and I made a trip to Cape Cod. On the way back, we stopped
at my uncle's place in New Hampshire. This uncle had taken me under
his wing at the time of my mother's death, and he worried about me.
Now he said to me, "Dave, if you stop drinking for a full year, I will
give
you the Ford roadster I just bought." I loved that car, so I
immediately
promised I wouldn't drink for a whole year. And I meant it. Yet
I was drinking again before we reached the Canadian border. I was
powerless
over alcohol. I was learning that I could do nothing to fight it off,
even while I was denying the fact.
p. 195
Alcoholics
Anonymous began in 1935 at Akron, Ohio, as the outcome of a meeting
between
a well-known surgeon and a New York broker. Both were severe cases
of alcoholism and were destined to become co-founders of the A.A.
Fellowship.
Happiness
is not having what you want, but wanting what you have.
--Hyman Judah Schactel
"If you judge people, you
have no time to love them."
--Mother Theresa
"And in the end, it's not
the years in your life that count. It's the life in
your years."
--Abraham Lincoln
"Being rich isn't about
money. Being rich is a state of mind. Some of
us, no matter how much money
we have, will never be free enough to
take time to stop and eat
the heart of the watermelon. And some of us
will be rich without ever
being more than a paycheck ahead of the
game."
--Harvey B. Mackay
"If your eyes are blinded with your worries, you
cannot see the beauty of the sunset."
--Krishnamurti
"Sometimes you have to get to rock bottom in order
to see the right way back up."
--Kate Bell
"It is human nature to think
wisely and act foolishly."
-- Anatole France
I experienced blackouts in
my drinking. Often I would wake up and not
know where I had been, what
I had said or what I had done. I would
awake to peer through
windows searching for my car. I would
telephone to find out what
time I had left the party and if anything had
happened. Often as I bathed
I would discover bruises or bleeding from
an unremembered incident.
There were other times I
knew what I had done, knew what I had said,
remembered how I behaved --
and yet still I went back for more. I
drank alcoholically for
years because my pride would not allow me to
be alcoholic. I created the
wisest excuses for staying sick!
Today my sobriety requires a
wisdom that is based on reality.
Lord of action, teach me to
place my feet alongside my best thinking.
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 28, 2005
Daily
Reflections
LOVE WITHOUT
STRINGS
Practical experience shows
that nothing will so much
insure immunity from
drinking as intensive work with
other alcoholics.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 89
Sponsorship held two
surprises for me. First, that
my sponsees cared about me.
What I had thought was
gratitude was more like
love. They wanted me to be
happy, to grow and remain
sober. Knowing how they felt
kept me from drinking more
than once. Second, I
discovered that I was able
to love someone else
responsibly, with respectful
and genuine concern for
that person's growth. Before
that time, I had thought
that my ability to care
sincerely about another's
well-being had atrophied
from lack of use. To learn
that I can love, without
greed or anxiety, has been
one of the deepest gifts the
program has given. Gratitude
for that gift has kept me
sober many times.
For the past two months we
have been studying passages
and steps from the Big Book.
Now why not read the book
itself again? It is
essential that the A.A. program become
part of us. We must have its
essentials at our finger tips.
We cannot study the big book
too much or too often. The
more we read it and study
it, the better equipped we are
to think A.A., act A.A., and
live A.A. We cannot know too
much about the program. The
chances are that we will never
know enough. But we can make
as much of it our own as
possible. How much of
the Big Book have I thoroughly mastered?
Meditation For The Day
We need to accept the
difficulties and disciplines of life
so as to fully share the
common life of other people. Many
things that we must accept
in life are not to be taken so
much as being necessary for
us personally, as to be experienced
in order that we may share
in the sufferings and problems of
humanity. We need sympathy
and understanding. We must share
many of the experiences of
life, in order to understand and
sympathize with others.
Unless we have been through the same
experiences, we cannot
understand other people or their makeup
well enough to be able to
help them.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may accept
everything that comes my way as part
of life. I pray that I may
make use of it in helping my fellow men.
To spend too much time on any one alcoholic is to deny some other an
opportunity to live and be happy. One of our Fellowship failed
entirely
with his first half-dozen prospects. He often says that if he had
continued to work on them, he might have deprived many others, who
have since recovered, of their chance.
<< << << >>
>> >>
"Our chief responsibility to the newcomer is an adequate presentation
of the program. If he does nothing or argues, we do nothing but
maintain our own sobriety. If he starts to move ahead, even a
little,
with an open mind, we then break our necks to help in every way we
can."
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
You
might think I'd tell myself, "If alcohol causes so much harm, I will
stop
drinking." But I found countless reasons to prove to myself that
alcohol
had nothing to do with my misfortunes. I told myself it was because
of fate, because everyone was against me, because things weren't going
well.
I sometimes thought that God did not exist. I thought, "if this loving
God exists, as they say, He would not treat me this way. God would
not act like this." I felt sorry for myself a lot in those days.
pp. 194-195
There
is,
too, a rising interest in the Twelve Traditions of Alcoholics
Anonymous.
Students of human relations are beginning to wonder how and why A.A.
functions
as a society. Why is it, they ask, that in A.A. no member can be set
in personal authority over another, that nothing like a central
government
can anywhere be seen? How can a set of traditional principles, having
no legal force at all, hold the Fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous in
unity
and effectiveness? The second section of this volume, though designed
for A.A.'s membership, will give such inquirers an inside view of A.A.
never
before possible.
The
gift we can offer others is so simple a thing as hope.
--Daniel Berrigan
Until you value yourself,
you won't value your time.
Until you value your time,
you will not do anything with it.
--M. Scott Peck
"This above all; to thine
own self be true."
--William Shakespeare
The most important things in
life aren't things.
H = Help others develop
their potential. The possibilities and
rewards are endless.
E = Enlist people to help
you. Having a support system improves
your
ability to get the results you want.
A = Action keeps you moving
forward. Do a little bit every day
and
eventually you'll get to your goal.
R = Reach deep inside to
find your strength. It's there if you
are
willing to be courageous.
T = Trust the process.
Rome wasn't built in a day. It takes time
to
reap the benefits.
--Carol Gegner
Let there be more joy and
laughter in your living.
--Eileen Caddy
"Good people are good because
they've come to wisdom through
failure."
-- William Saroyan
Today I am able to learn
from my mistakes because I can see that they
really were mistakes! I was
trying to play the game of life without a
full deck. My big mistake in
life was trying to drink alcohol like a
non-alcoholic. I couldn't do
it.
Drugs do not think; they
react. They always work, and for me they
worked against me. Most of
my failures in life stemmed from a
fundamental misconception --
alcoholics cannot drink like
non-alcoholics! This I now
accept. And in a strange way that is difficult
to explain, I am a stronger
person for having lived through my
alcoholism. God has become
more real, the world is more
comprehensible, my life is
more understandable because of the pain.
If a part of "goodness" is
knowing that you are not perfect, then on a
daily basis I am becoming a
good person.
God, who has created a world
in which there is pain and failure, help
me to accept both as
vehicles to wisdom.
“Come to me all of you who
are tired and have heavy loads, and I will
give you rest. Accept
my teachings and learn from me, because I am
gentle and humble in spirit,
and you will find rest for your lives. The
teaching I ask you to accept
is easy; the load I give you to carry is
light.”
Matthew 11:28-30
And without faith it is impossible to please God,
because anyone who comes to him
must believe that he exists and that he
rewards
those who
earnestly seek him.
Hebrews 11:6
Allowing
yourself to be less than perfect allows you to accomplish great things
in small ways. Lord, may I remove the pressure I overwhelming place on
myself and do what I can when I can.
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You
will be what you believe that you are and you will become what you
believe you can become. Lord, increase my humility so that I may always
be mindful that the good within comes from You.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 27, 2005
Daily
Reflections
WITHOUT RESERVATION
When brimming with
gratitude, one's heartbeat must surely
result in outgoing love, . .
. .
AS BILL SEES IT, p.37
While practicing service to
others, if my successes give
rise to grandiosity, I must
reflect on what brought me to
this point. What has been
given joyfully, with love, must
be passed on without
reservation and without expectation.
For as I grow, I find that
no matter how much I give with
love, I receive much more in
spirit.
Continuing the consideration
of the term "spiritual experience":
"What often takes place in a
few months could seldom have been
accomplished by years of
self-discipline. With few exceptions,
our members find that they
have tapped an unsuspected inner
resource which they
presently identify with their own conception
of a Power greater than
themselves. Most of us think this
awareness of a Power greater
than ourselves the essence of
spiritual experience. Some
of us call it God-consciousness.
In any case, willingness,
honesty, and open-mindedness are
the essentials of
recovery." Have I tapped that inner resource
which can change my life?
Meditation For The Day
God's power in your life
increases as your ability to understand
His grace increases. The
power of God's grace is only limited by
the understanding and will
of each individual. God's miracle-working
power is only limited in
each individual soul by the lack of
spiritual vision of the
soul. God respects free will, the right
of each person to accept or
reject His miracle-working power.
Only the sincere desire of
the soul gives Him the opportunity
to bestow it.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may not limit
God's power by my lack of vision.
I pray that I may keep my
mind open today to His influence.
For myself, I try to seek out the truest definition of humility that I
can. This will not be the perfect definition, because I shall
always be
imperfect.
At this writing, I would choose one like this: "Absolutely
humility
would consist of a state of complete freedom from myself, freedom
from all the claims that my defects of character now lay so heavily
upon me. Perfect humility would be a full willingness, in all
times and
places, to find and to do the will of God."
When I meditate upon such a vision, I need not be dismayed because I
shall never attain it, nor need I swell with presumption that one of
these days its virtues shall all be mine.
I only need to dwell on the vision itself, letting it grow and ever more
fill my heart. This done, I can compare it with my last-taken
personal
inventory. Then I get a sane and healthy idea of where I stand on
the
highway to humility. I see that my journey toward God has scarce
begun.
As I thus get down to my right size and stature, my self-concern and
importance become amusing.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
In
1934, a series of mishaps occurred because of any drinking. I had to
come back from Western Canada because the bank I worked for lost
confidence
in me. An elevator accident cost me all of the toes on one foot and
a skull fracture. I was in the hospital for months. My excessive
drinking also caused a brain hemorrhage, which completely paralyzed one
side
of my body. I probably did my First Step the day I came by ambulance
to Western Hospital. A night-shift nurse asked me, "Mr. B., why do
you drink so much? You have a wonderful wife, a bright little boy.
You have no reason to drink like that. Why do you?" Being honest
for the first time, I said, "I don't know, Nurse. I really don't
know."
That was many years before I learned about the Fellowship.
p. 194
Many
people, nonalcoholics, report that as a result of the practice of
A.A.'s Twelve Steps, they have been able to meet other difficulties of
life. They think that
the Twelve Steps can mean more than sobriety for problem drinkers.
They
see in them a way to happy and effective living for many, alcoholic or
not.
Come,
let us give a little time to folly... and even in a melancholy
day let us find time for an
hour of pleasure.
--Saint Bonaventura
"Good habits are as
addictive as bad habits, and a lot more rewarding."
--Harvey Mackay
It is only with the heart
that one can see rightly; what is essential is
invisible to the eye.
--Antoine de
Saint-Exupéry
Real success requires
respect for and faithfulness to the highest
human values - honesty,
integrity, self-discipline, dignity, compassion,
humility, courage, personal
responsibility, courtesy, and human service.
--Michael DeBakey, M.D.
Hope never abandons you, you
abandon it.
--George Weinberg
Each day, and the living of
it, has to be a conscious creation in which
discipline and order are
relieved with some play and pure foolishness.
--May Sarton
"Do not mistake activity for
achievement."
-- Mabel Newcomber
Often I am running in
circles and not getting anywhere. I spend
forever "doing" things and
yet I know I am not achieving anything. I
am going nowhere in my life!
"Be still and know that I am
God." I need to stop. I need to listen to
the pain that is within. I
need to relax in my gratitude. I need to rest in
myself. Tomorrow has not yet
come -- today I take time for me.
Lord, I hear Your still
small voice. Today I rest in me and discover
Thee.
He that walketh with wise
men shall be wise: but a companion of fools
shall be destroyed.
Proverbs, 13:20
"I thank Christ Jesus our
Lord, who has given me strength, that he
considered me faithful,
appointing me to his service."
I Timothy 1:12
"To the man who pleases him,
God gives wisdom, knowledge and
happiness, but to the sinner
he gives the task of gathering and storing
up wealth to hand it over to
the one who pleases God. This too is
meaningless, a chasing after
the wind."
Ecclesiastes 2:26
Get
rid of the excuses for not doing those things that make you happy.
Lord, Your peace within me calms my spirit and opens my heart to
recognize the joy of this day.
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There is always a reason why people act as they do. Lord, help me to be
more patient and understanding.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 26, 2005
Daily
Reflections
OUR CHILDREN
The alcoholic may find it
hard to re-establish friendly
relations with his children.
. . . In time they will see
that he is a new man and in
their own way they will let
him know it. . . . From that
point on, progress will be
rapid. Marvelous results
often follow such a reunion.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 134
While on the road to
recovery I received a gift that
could not be purchased. It
was a card from my son in
college, saying, "Dad, you
can't imagine how glad I
am that everything is okay.
Happy Birthday, I love you."
My son had told me that he
loved me before. It had been
during the previous
Christmas holidays, when he had said
to me, while crying, "Dad, I
love you! Can't you see what
you're doing to yourself?" I
couldn't. Choked with emotion,
I had cried, but this time,
when I received my son's card,
my tears were tears of joy,
not desperation.
Continuing the consideration
of the term "spiritual experience":
"The acquiring of an
immediate and overwhelming God-consciousness,
resulting in a dramatic
transformation, though frequent, is by
no means the rule. Most of
our spiritual experiences are of the
educational variety, and
they develop slowly over a period of
time. Quite often friends of
newcomers are aware of the
difference long before they
are themselves. They finally
realize that they have
undergone a profound alteration in
their reaction to life and
that such a change could hardly have
been brought about by
themselves alone." Is my outlook on
life changing for the better?
Meditation For The Day
Look at the world as your
Father's house. Think of all people
you meet as guests in you
Father's house, to be treated with
love and consideration. Look
at yourself as a servant in your
father's house, as a servant
of all. Think of no work as beneath
you. Be ever ready to do all
you can for others who need your
help. There is gladness in
God's service. There is much
satisfaction in serving the
highest that you know. Express your
love for God in service to
all who are living with you in your
Father's house.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may serve
others out of gratitude to God.
I pray that my work may be a
small repayment for His grace
so freely given me.
The prideful righteousness of "good people" may often be just as
destructive as the glaring sins of those who are supposedly not so
good.
<< << << >>
>> >>
We loved to shout the damaging fact that millions of the "good men
of religion" were still killing one another off in the name of God.
This all meant, of course, that we had substituted negative for
positive thinking.
After we came to A.A., we had to recognize that this trait had been
an ego-feeding proposition. In belaboring the sins of some
religious
people, we could feel superior to all of them. Moreover, we could
avoid looking at some of our own shortcomings.
Self-righteousness, the very thing that we had contemptuously
condemned in others, was our own besetting evil. This phony form
of
respectability was our undoing, so far as faith was concerned. But
finally, driven to A.A., we learned better.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
<>I became
an active alcoholic from that first day, when alcohol produced a very
special
effect in me. I was transformed. Alcohol suddenly made me into
what I had always wanted to be.
Alcohol
became my everyday companion. At first, I considered it a friend;
later,
it became a heavy load I couldn't get rid of. It turned out to be much
more powerful than I was, even if, for many years, I could stay sober
for
short periods. I kept telling myself that one way or another I would
get rid of alcohol. I was convinced I would find a way to stop
drinking.
I didn't want to acknowledge that alcohol had become so important in my
life.
Indeed, alcohol was giving me something I didn't want to lose.
pp. 193-194
Though
the essays which follow were written mainly for members, it is thought
by
many of A.A.'s friends that these pieces might arouse interest and find
application
outside A.A. itself. p.
15
"Love
is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for
to be what they choose for
themselves without any insistence that they
satisfy you."
--Wayne Dyer
Every second of every moment
is a new beginning.
I can start my day over any
time I choose.
I can also begin my life
anew at any time.
This very moment can be a
new beginning!
"Nothing we learn in this
world is ever wasted."
--Eleanor Roosevelt
"Our worth is determined by
the good deeds we do, rather than
by the fine emotions we
feel."
--Elias L, Magoon
"It is only possible to live
happily-ever-after on a day-to-day basis."
--Margaret Bonano
"Each day provides its own
gifts."
--Martial
"The best way to secure
future happiness is to be as happy as
is rightfully possible
today."
--Charles W. Eliot
Pick yourself up, dust
yourself off, start all over again.
--Dorothy Fields
"You can't hold a man down
without staying down with him."
-- Booker T. Washington
I know who was holding me
down in my life. I was. I know who was
bringing pain and sadness in
my life. I was. I know who was making me
the victim of addiction. I
was. I would beat myself up and then
complain about the bruises!
I did this because I could
not "see". I had not accepted or understood
the implications of my
alcoholism. Today I am beginning to take care
of myself because I have
accepted my disease. I do not choose today
to be the enemy in my life
-- I have surrendered to live. I do not want
to hurt anymore. I do not
want to hide in guilt and fear anymore. I do
not choose to be my victim
today.
God, I thank You for the
freedom to determine my life and my
victories.
“The one who sows to please
his sinful nature, from that nature will
reap destruction; the one
who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit
will reap eternal life.”
Galatians 6:8
Brothers, I do not consider myself
yet to have taken
hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining
toward
what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to
win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:13-14
An
ordinary day can become profound by realizing your importance to others
and acting on it. Lord, may I be dependable to those who depend on me
without complaints or resentments.
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Learn
to be peaceful in all situations and trust that through all stages of
our lives, God has a plan. Lord, may I have the wisdom to be able to
turn my stumbling blocks into building blocks.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 25, 2005
Daily
Reflections
FIRST THINGS FIRST
Some of us have taken very
hard knocks to learn this truth:
Job or no job -- wife or no
wife -- we simply do not stop
drinking so long as we place
dependence upon other people
ahead of dependence on God.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 98
Before coming to A.A., I
always had excuses for taking a
drink: "She said . . . , "
"He said . . . ," "I got fired
yesterday," "I got a great
job today." No area of my life
could be good if I drank
again. In sobriety my life gets
better each day. I must
always remember not to drink, to
trust God, and to stay
active in A.A. Am I putting anything
before my sobriety, God, and
A.A. today?
Let us consider the term
"spiritual experience" as given
in Appendix II of the Big
Book: "A spiritual experience
is something that brings
about a personality change. By
surrendering our lives to
God as we understand Him, we
are changed. The nature of
this change is evident in
recovered alcoholics. This
personality change is not
necessarily in the nature of
a sudden and spectacular
upheaval. We do no need to
acquire an immediate and
overwhelming
God-consciousness followed at once by a vast
change in feeling and
outlook. In most cases, the change
is gradual." Do I see
a gradual and continuing change in
myself?
Meditation For The Day
"Come unto me all ye that
labor and are heavy laden and I
will give you rest." For
rest from the care of life, you
can turn to God each day in
prayer and communion. Real
relaxation and serenity
comes from a deep sense of the
fundamental goodness of the
universe. God's everlasting
arms are underneath all and
will support you. Commune with
God, not so much for
petitions to be granted as for the
rest that comes from relying
on His will and His purposes
for your life. Be sure of
God's strength available to you,
be conscious of His support,
and wait quietly until that
true rest from God fills
your being.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may be
conscious of God's support today.
I pray that I may rest safe
and sure therein.
In 1941, a news clipping was called to our attention by a New York
member. In an obituary notice from a local paper, there appeared
these words: "God grant us the serenity to accept the things we
cannot change, the courage to change the things we can, and the
wisdom to know the difference."
Never had we seen so much A.A. in so few words. With amazing
speed the Serenity Prayer came into general use.
<< << << >>
>> >>
In meditation, debate has no place. We rest quietly with the
thoughts
or prayers of spiritually centered people who understand, so that we
may experience and learn. This is the state of being that so often
discovers and deepens a conscious contact with God.
1. A.A. Comes Of Age, p. 196
2. 12 & 12, pp. 101-100
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
In
June 1924, I was sixteen years old and had just graduated from high
school
in Sherbrooke, Quebec. Some of my friends suggested that we go for
beer. I had never had beer or any form of alcohol. I don't know
why, since we always had alcohol at home (I should add that no one in
my
family was ever considered an alcoholic). Well, I was afraid my
friends
wouldn't like me if I didn't do as they did. I knew firsthand that
mysterious state of people who appear to be sure of themselves but are
actually
eaten alive with fear inside. I had a rather strong inferiority
complex.
I believe I lacked what my father used to call "character." So on that
nice summer day in an old inn in Sherbrooke, I didn't find the courage
to
say no.
p. 193
A.A.'s
Twelve
Traditions apply to the life of the Fellowship itself. They outline
the means by which A.A. maintains its unity and relates itself to the
world
about it, the way it lives and grows. p.
15
One
should not give up, neglect, or forget for a moment his inner life,
but he must learn to work in
it, with it, and out of it, so that the unity
of his soul may break out in
all his activities.
--Meister Eckhart
All people, have goodness in
their hearts and greatness in their souls.
--Shelley
The more I let go of my own suffering and self-pity,
I can see those around me with the eyes of love and compassion. I am becoming
more
aware of other people's pain and unhappiness today and I will reach out
to them in loving ways that
heal me while helping them to heal.
--Ruth Fishel
Today I am living in the moment, instead of living
for a moment.
"Don't go through life, GROW through life."
--Eric Butterworth
If you hang out in a barber shop long enough, you
are going to get a haircut.
"Prayer is not asking. It is a
language of the soul."
-- Mohandas Gandhi
At school I was told that
prayer is "talking to God". Then I discovered
that prayer is more than
this -- prayer is a relationship with God. It is
a two-way system -- I talk
to God but I must also listen to Him. Like
any relationship that is
going to work and grow, it needs time. I must
spend time developing my
relationship with God. I must create an
awareness of his presence in
my life because I believe He is always
there for me.
But more than this, prayer
is a yearning for truth within the center of
my being. In prayer I get in
touch with that part of me that will be
forever restless until it
finds rest, eternal rest, in Him.
How good and pleasant it is
when brothers live together in harmony.
Psalm 133:1
"Lead a life worthy of the
calling to which you have been called ...
bearing with one another in
love, making every effort to maintain the
unity of the Spirit in the
bond of peace."
Ephesians 4:1-3
"Let love be genuine; hate
what is evil, hold fast to what is
good; love one another with
brotherly affection; outdo one
another in showing
honor. Never flag in zeal, be aglow with the
Spirit, serve the Lord."
Romans 12:9-11
Every
decision we make is not critical nor is every mistake fatal. Lord, help
me keep things in perspective and avoid the panic such thinking creates.
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God's
blessings enable us to go far beyond our natural abilities. Lord, You
have created me and then unceasingly bless me with the strength to soar
high.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 24, 2005
Daily
Reflections
VIGILANCE
We have seen the truth
demonstrated again and again:
"Once an alcoholic, always
an alcoholic." Commencing
to drink after a period of
sobriety, we are in a short
time as bad as ever. If we
are planning to stop drinking,
there must be no reservation
of any kind, nor any lurking
notion that someday we will
be immune to alcohol.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 33
Today I am an alcoholic.
Tomorrow will be no different.
My alcoholism lives within
me now and forever. I must
never forget what I am.
Alcohol will surely kill me if
I fail to recognize and
acknowledge my disease on a daily
basis. I am not playing a
game in which a loss is a
temporary setback. I am
dealing with my disease, for which
there is no cure, only daily
acceptance and vigilance.
Let us continue with Step
Twelve. We must practice these
principles in all our
affairs. This part of the twelfth
step must not be overlooked.
It is the carrying on of the
whole program. We do not
just practice these principles in
regard to our drinking
problem. We practice them in ALL our
affairs. We do not give one
compartment of our lives to God
and keep the other
compartments to ourselves. We give our
whole lives to God and we
try to do His will in every respect.
"Herein lies our growth,
herein lies all the promise of the
future, and ever-widening
horizon." Do I carry the A.A.
principles with me wherever
I go?
Meditation For The Day
"Lord, to whom shall we go
but to Thee? Thou hast the words
of eternal life." The words
of eternal life are the words
from God controlling your
true being, controlling the real
spiritual you. They are the
words from God which are heard
by you in your heart and
mind when these are wide open to
His spirit. These are the
words of eternal life which express
the true way you are to
live. They say to you in the stillness
of your heart and mind and
soul: "Do this and live."
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may follow the
dictates of my conscience.
I pray that I may follow the
inner urging of my soul.
We admitted we couldn't lick alcohol with our own remaining
resources, and so we accepted the further fact that dependence upon a
Higher Power (if only our A.A. group) could do this hitherto impossible
job. The moment we were able to accept these facts fully, our
release
from the alcohol compulsion had begun.
For most of us, this pair of acceptances had required a lot of exertion
to achieve. Our whole treasured philosophy of self-sufficiency
had to
be cast aside. This had not been done with sheer will power; it
came
instead as the result of developing the willingness to accept these new
facts of living.
We neither ran nor fought. But accept we did. And then we
begun to
be free.
The story of Dave B., one of the founders of A.A. in Canada in
1944.
I believe
it would be good to tell the story of my life. Doing so will give me
the opportunity to remember that I must be grateful to God and to those
members
of Alcoholics Anonymous who knew A.A. before me. Telling my story
reminds
me that I could go back to where I was if I forget the wonderful things
that
have been given to me or forget that God is the guide who keeps me on
this
path.
p. 193
A.A.'s
Twelve Steps are a group of principles, spiritual in their nature,
which,
if practiced as a way of life, can expel the obsession to drink and
enable
sufferers to become happily and usefully whole. p.
15
"Bitterness
is like cancer. It eats upon the host."
--Maya Angelou
"You can make more friends
in two months by becoming interested in
other people than you can in
two years by trying to get other people
interested in you."
--Dale Carnegie
"Life is too short to spend
your precious time trying to convince
a person who wants to live
in gloom and doom otherwise. Give
lifting that person your
best shot, but don't hang around long
enough for his or her bad
attitude to pull you down. Instead, surround
yourself with optimistic
people."
--Zig Ziglar
"He who asks a question is a
fool for a minute; he who does not
remains a fool forever."
--Chinese Proverb
"It takes time to build a
corporate work of art. It takes time to build a
life. And it takes time to
develop and grow. So give yourself, your
enterprise, and your family
the time they deserve and the time they
require."
--Jim Rohn
"God is not a cosmic bellboy."
-- Harry Emerson Fosdick
My understanding of God is
within the context of freedom. God is
involved in His world but He
allows it an autonomy. We are not
puppets on a string. When
things begin to go wrong, God does not
interfere and make changes
(usually) without our cooperation. God
reveals the extent of His
love by allowing us a creative responsibility
in our lives.
For years I did not
understand this. I thought that if I prayed enough,
He would answer all my
prayers and come to my rescue. When He
didn't, I grew confused,
angry and resentful. What was I doing wrong?
Where was God in my life? He
didn't love me. Why wasn't God my
cosmic co-dependent?
Today I love his detachment.
Today I grow in my freedom. Today I
cooperate with His miracle.
Lord, thank You for allowing
me the freedom to fail.
"The spirit of God has made
me, and the breath of the Almighty gives
me life."
Job 33:4
But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss
for the sake of
Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss
compared to the
surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my
Lord, for whose sake I
have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that
I may gain Christ
and be found in him, not having a righteousness of
my own that comes
from the law, but that which is through faith in
Christ - the
righteousness that comes from God and is by faith.
Philippians 3:7-9
Each
of us has important gifts to share and things to do. Lord, may I be
valuable to those that need my value and do what I can to make a joyful
difference.
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You cannot ask too much if you use your blessings ceaselessly. Lord,
help me to reflect on and live in Your spirit.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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Knowing that we are fulfilling God's purpose is the only thing that
really gives rest to the restless human heart. --Charles Colson
If we do what we can, God will do what we cannot.
Though we may feel left out, God retrieves us and draws us close.
God still sits on the throne. Each and everyone one of us are going
through tough times right now but God is getting ready to bless you in
a way that only He can. Keep the faith.
“Going to a quiet, secluded place can remove us from the cares and
pressures of life and open our hearts and minds to divine prompting's.
A quiet place can be in nature or in an empty room. Jesus told his
followers to pray in their closets, meaning that they should pray in
private and from the innermost part of their hearts.” --The Ripple
Effect, p. 105
God guides us, despite our uncertainties and our vagueness, even
through our
failings and mistakes. . . . He leads us step by step, from event to
event. Only afterwards do we experience the feeling of having been led
without knowing it, the feeling that God has mysteriously guided us.
--Paul Tournier
Let us walk softly on the Earth with all living beings great and small
remembering as we go, that one God, kind and wise created all.
Give me a sense of humor, Lord, Give me the grace to smile, to get some
humor out of life, and pass it on to other folks.
Working With God
A farmer purchases an old, run-down, abandoned farm with plans to turn
it into a thriving enterprise. The fields are grown over with weeds,
the farmhouse is falling apart, and the fences are collapsing all
around. During his first day of work, the town preacher stops by to
bless the man's work, saying, "May you and God work together to make
this the farm of your dreams!" A few months later, the preacher stops
by again to call on the farmer. Lo and behold, it's like a completely
different place -- the farm house is completely rebuilt and in
excellent condition, there are plenty of cattle and other livestock
happily munching on feed in well-fenced pens, and the fields are filled
with crops planted in neat rows. "Amazing!" the preacher says. "Look
what God and you have accomplished together!" "Yes, Reverend," says the
farmer, "but remember what the farm was like when God was working it
alone!" --Author Unknown
The Buzzard, The Bat, The Bee, and The Flea
If you put a buzzard in a pen six feet square and open at the top, the
bird (in spite of his ability to fly) will be an absolute prisoner.
When a buzzard begins a flight from the ground, he always starts with a
run of ten or twelve feet. Without space to run, he will not even
attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small cage
with no top.
The ordinary bat cannot take off from a level place. If a bat is placed
on the floor or flat ground, all it knows to do is shuffle about
helplessly until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can
throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash.
A bumblebee, if dropped into an empty drinking glass, will be there
until it dies unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape
at the top, but persists in trying to find some way out through the
sides near the bottom. It will seek a way where none exists, until it
is completely exhausted and dies.
A common flea can be put into a box or glass with a lid on it. It jumps
up over and over again trying to escape only to keep bouncing back down
off the lid. Pretty soon, it will stop trying to escape. Then, you can
take the lid off the flea’s container and it will stay there until it
dies, not realizing it could now jump out.
In many ways, there are a number of people that feel like the buzzard,
the bat, the bee and the flea. They are struggling about through life,
feeling trapped with all their problems and frustrations, not realizing
that the answer is right there “above” them.
God is our answer. He is the one that can show us the way out. Like the
need of the buzzard or bat, God can teach us ways to do things that we
have never done before.
I encourage you to reach out to God for the answer of any challenge you
may be facing today. --Author Unknown
BIBLE MEDITATION: “Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all
sins.” Proverbs 10:12
DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT: There are people in every fellowship who take joy
in finding something bad about somebody else. When they hear something
ugly, they take great delight in exposing it. Love does not rejoice in
iniquity. Love wishes that it never happened. Love tries to cover it
up. That doesn’t mean we condone sin, we just cover it. Let me
illustrate. Noah had three sons, Ham, Shem, and Japheth. Ham came and
saw his father’s nakedness and was quick to tell others. Shem and
Japheth covered their father to help him cover his shame – not to
condone what he had done, but to cover it. Wouldn’t the world be a lot
better place if we had that spirit?
ACTION POINT: Write down the names of 1) someone who has hurt you
recently, 2) someone who appears to have a better life than you, 3)
someone who has done something wrong, but no one else knows about it.
Now, lift that person up in prayer for God to forgive him or her. Ask
God to give you an opportunity to show this person His love. --Love
Worth Finding's daily devotional
The Flow of Life
If we think and say "I am no good, nobody loves me," that is what comes
back to us in experience. Whatever deep intentions we have in our
subconscious mind, we will receive exactly what we are thinking and
speaking. Now imagine saying what we truly want with creative loving
intentions and creative loving words. The more we repeat consciously a
positive thought to our subconscious mind through affirmations, the
more we mean business. We begin to water down resistance from our past,
as we begin to believe what we are saying. For example ...
"I love and approve of myself exactly as I am."
"I am a vessel for divine ideas."
"I am divinely protected and guided."
"I am at one with the Flow of Life."
How to do it? Sit quietly, go inside, slow your thoughts down and say
...
"I am open for divine ideas to flow through me"
and ask ...
"What is it I need to learn?"
"What is it that I could do?"
"What do I have to give?"
Then reflect upon what comes up for you. --Roger King
I had heard of people experiencing this before, but this week was a
first for me. And I was a little more than perplexed by it.
I handed the cashier my credit card to pay for the package that I was
mailing to my daughter. He looked at my card, and handed it back to me,
asking me to sign the back of my card. I informed him that I never sign
my cards, that I prefer to have my I.D. verified by showing my photo
driver’s license. He said that it is their policy that they can only
accept cards with a signature on them. When I asked why they needed a
signature, the answer, of course, was so that they could compare the
signature on the card with the one on the receipt.
While I appreciate the fact that they want to help prevent fraud, when
I pointed out what I thought was obvious – that if I signed the card in
his presence, and then signed the receipt in his presence, chances were
pretty good that the two signatures would match – he didn’t seem to
understand. In fact, I mentioned that if someone had indeed stolen my
card, and went through the process he was asking, then he would accept
the payment – hence allowing fraud, rather than preventing it! The
clerk then simply dismissed our entire conversation, and said to me,
“You’re just an argumentative type of person.”
As I drove away from the post office, the thought occurred to me that
this very same attitude is often present in our own lives, and in the
activities of many churches! How often do we require things, and engage
in “ministries and activities” that perhaps used to make sense, but no
longer have any valid meaning or purpose? And, because we have always
done things that way, we think that we must continue to do them.
Even worse, how many things do we faithfully do, even in the name of
the Lord, that are detrimental to accomplishing our goal of reaching
people for Christ?
Let’s stop doing things reflexively, and begin to measure our life in
light of eternity. Let’s be good stewards with all of the resources
that God has given us, and become purposeful in advancing the Kingdom
of God! --Senior Pastor Timothy Satryan
A Single Banana
When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from
all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves
the crushed in spirit. -Psalm 34:17-18
I have been single for many years. Since my children left the nest, I
have experienced bouts of loneliness and depression. Simple tasks like
grocery shopping for a family of one can overwhelm me with despair.
One Saturday afternoon at the grocery store, I sorted through the
banana bin and found just the right bunch. As I pulled off one banana
that I didn't want and put it back in the pile, I felt a deep,
unexpected sadness. I know what it's like to feel isolated, left out,
and disconnected.
That day as I retrieved the single banana, I remembered how God
retrieves us. God understands our deepest needs; and in our loneliest
times, God draws us close in fellowship and love. We can rest assured
that we are God's precious children, held gently in God's care.
--Jennifer Jeancake
Thank you, God of comfort, for your constant presence in our lives.
Fill us with your love, your hope, and your promise. Amen.
When he saw the wind...he was afraid. - Matthew 14:30
Water-walking
The truth about water-walking is: the fear never goes away! If you want
to grow, you must go into new territory, and each time you do you'll
experience fear. Give up trying to make fear go away! Fear and growth
go together; it's a package deal. The decision to grow means choosing
between risk and comfort. Each time you get out of the boat you become
a little more able to get out the next time. It's not that the fear
goes away, you just get used to living with it. You realize that it
doesn't have the power to destroy you. On the other hand, every time
you choose to stay in the boat rather than heed the call of Christ to
"Come," the voice inside you gets a little quieter, until finally you
don't hear it at all.
Did Peter fail? No. Besides Jesus, he's the only man who ever walked on
water. Failure isn't an event, it's just an opinion. It's not what
happens to us, but how we think about it. Only Peter knew the joy of
being empowered by God to do what couldn't humanly be done. Walking on
water changes you forever. And only Peter knew the grace of being
lifted by Jesus in a moment of desperate need. He understood in a way
the others couldn't that when you take baby steps of faith, the Lord
will never let you drown. He had an experience with Christ the others
didn't have. So, failure isn't sinking in the waves, it's never getting
out of the boat!
--Rhema Broadcasting Group
WHAT ARE YOU FEEDING YOUR SPIRIT?
"...Crave pure spiritual milk so that by it you may grow up in your
salvation." (1 Peter 2:2)
She said she felt flat. It felt like she was running on empty. She knew
Jesus but she still felt like something was missing in her life. It was
like a hunger deep within. I asked her what she had been feeding her
spirit. "What do you mean?" she asked.
Just as our body needs food so does our spirit. We rarely think about
the diet our spirit is getting. Taking a close look at what you have
been feeding your spirit will likely reveal why that deep hunger exists
at times. Where has your focus been? Ask yourself a few questions...
Am I allowing my spirit to spiral down with thinking filled with worry?
- Has busyness crowded out my quiet time to think about the choices I
am making? We change with the influences around us.
- Is my entertainment feeding me things that actually rob my spirit?
- Am I surrounding myself with people that encourage me or pull me down?
- What desires am I focusing on?
- Who am I becoming?
God tells us in His Word what will fill the craving in your soul like
nothing else can. Listen to what it says in (1 Peter 2:2) "
...Crave pure spiritual milk so that by it you may grow up in your
salvation."
The craving deep in your soul is a craving for God's Word. It is a call
to pay attention to the Bible. That may sound trite and could be easily
brushed off. We have heard it all before.
But check it out. Is your soul hungry? Does it feel like something is
missing? Take one week and pay close attention to God's Word. Read it,
think about it, write out a verse or two that stands out to you. Make
an appointment to spend time with God just as you would make any other
appointment. Let worship music dust off your soul. Pray, read and
listen. Let God's Word penetrate your heart. It will feed your soul and
fill you in ways you have forgotten. Don't settle for less.
~Father God, My soul feels hungry. I confess that what I have been
feeding my soul has simply been junk food. I long for Your filling.
Show me treasures in Your Word as I make time for You this week. Fill
me up, by the power of Your Holy Spirit, and help me not to settle for
less. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen. --Gail Rodgers
Bible Questions & Answers
How many children did Hannah have? 5 1 Samuel 2:21
What did Hannah bring to Samuel every year? A coat 1 Samuel 2:19
What did Eli tell Samuel to say to God, when God called him? Speak, for
thy servant heareth 1 Samuel 3:9,10
When God spoke to Samuel for the first time, what did He tell him? That
Eli's sons would die 1 Samuel 3:11-14
What did Samuel eventually become? A prophet 1 Samuel 3:20
--Provided by Thomas W Henderson
Start Over
When you've trusted God and walked His way,
When you've felt His hand lead you day by day,
But your steps now take you another way -- Start over.
When you've made your plans and they've gone awry,
When you've tried your best and there's no more try,
When you've failed yourself and you don't know why -- Start over.
When you've told your friends what you plan to do,
When you've trusted them and they didn't come through,
And now you're all alone and it's up to you -- Start over.
When you've failed your kids and they're grown and gone,
When you've done your best but it's turned out wrong,
And now your grandchildren have come along -- Start over.
When you've prayed to God so you'll know His will,
When you've prayed and prayed and you don't know still,
When you want to stop cause you've had your fill -- Start over.
When you think you're finished and want to quit,
When you've bottomed out in life's deepest pit,
When you've tried and tried to get out of it -- Start over.
When the year has been long and successes few,
When December comes and you're feeling blue,
God gives a January just for you -- Start over.
Starting over means "victories won";
Starting over means "a race well run."
Starting over means "God's will done"--
So don't just sit there,....
--Woodrow Kroll
Feeling Joyful
Meditation by Orin and DaBen
I allow myself to feel good right now.
I feel my soul all around me,
sending me its joy.
I open to receive my soul's joy.
Joy is flowing into me.
Joy is streaming into my cells and atoms.
As joy flows into me I expand.
I feel free.
Joy flows out from me,
touching everyone around me.
My thoughts are positive.
I feel happy.
I think of my life.
I imagine what would be different
in the next few hours
if I expressed my soul's joy.
I now do it.
When I encounter someone
who is less joyful,
I draw in the quality of joy,
I fill myself with joy,
then radiate joy to the other.
I now ask my soul and higher self,
to send me a clear vision
of the next steps of my path.
I ask for greater clarity
about my higher purpose.
I ask myself each hour,
"What am I doing next that
is part of my higher purpose?"
I create my higher purpose
from moment to moment.
As I do, I feel joy,
for joy comes from living in the flow
and creating my higher purpose.
I let go of power struggles.
Whenever I encounter power struggles
or people who are negative,
I connect with my soul
and draw in its joy.
I stay centered in my own energy
and feel my soul's joy
radiating through me.
I expand my potential for joy,
I live in a rhythm of joy.
I radiate joy to others.
I am becoming more joyful
everyday.
As I wake up tomorrow
I connect with my soul's joy
and let it radiate through me
and out to others.
I am a source of joy to others.
My joy lifts others and
makes their burdens easier to carry.
I bring light to everyone around me
through my expression of soul joy.
WAITING FOR HIM
When prayers aren't answered,
quickly or right away,
just ask the Lord, to reveal to you,
the reason for His delay.
If the answer for that request
just seems to take too long,
Just lift up your hands
and praise Him,
with a glorious new song.
Just wait on the Lord,
and try to be still,
'Cause your request may not be
in God's will,
If that is the case,
just praise him again,
He won't steer you wrong
'cause he's your friend.
Maybe you'll learn patience,
a little trust too.
Or maybe your motives
you'll need to review.
Ask him for an answer,
the way he sees fit.
But don't lose hope
and don't you quit.
The answer can be revealed
in a miraculous way
So, be prepared to listen
to what he has to say!
The answer will bring Him
honor and glory,
and then you'll be able to tell
your story.
Minister to those
who did lose hope,
who were looking for answers
on how to cope!
Author Unknown
When the tide comes rolling in, and the mighty oceans roar,
It can go on land so far, that is all, it goes no more.
When the storm clouds gather round us and the great big raindrops fall,
Just so much will fall to earth as it heeds the Master's call.
When the load becomes so heavy that the body cries in pain,
Remember that this too will end like the ocean and the rain.
So adorn thyself with gladness, remember God is really there,
He takes time to feed the sparrow, and He always answers prayer.
~Unknown~
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to
prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11
Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love
and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.
Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because
you know they produce quarrels. And the Lord's servant must not
quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not
resentful. Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope
that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the
truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap
of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will. 2 Timothy
2:22-26
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love
him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us
and his love is made complete in us. 1 John 4:12
Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD. Psalm
150:6
Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is
uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give
account. Hebrews 4:13
Comfort, comfort my people, says your God. Isaiah 40:1
Sabotaged Faith
MEMORY VERSE: "Our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues with
songs of joy. Then it was said among the nations, "The LORD has done
great things for them" (Psalms 126:2).
The devil imposes treacherous action to hinder and defeat the work of
Christ in our lives; the devil is in the business of sabotaging our
faith in Christ (John 10:10). We might think satan would sabotage our
faith by setting up evil roadblocks or bombarding us with irresistible
temptations. But, he does not have to resort to such aggressive
measures to incapacitate our faith. All he has to do is sit back and
watch us cool off, and sabotage our own faith.
Even though the devil is linked to our lukewarmness, the truth is, when
we lose our Spiritual drive, vigor and vitality for the LORD, it is
usually because we have chosen to sabotage our own faith. How do we
sabotage our faith? We pick and choose what aspect of Christianity we
want to embrace and embrace only the easy and the comfortable. We pick
and choose which Scriptures we will live by, ignoring the ones that
demand a radical change. We are willing to go with Christ as long as we
can maintain our own comfortable lifestyles. Through our own
unwillingness to go deeper with Christ, our zeal cools off and we
become lukewarm.
To soothe our conscience, we befriend other Christians who are lukewarm
too. The conviction of being lukewarm is less bothersome the more we
are around other lukewarm Christians. And to top it off, lukewarm
Christians have no trouble finding a lukewarm church with a lukewarm
pastor which makes it all the more easier to cool off, instead of being
on fire for Jesus.
Before long, our faith is weakened, powerless, defenseless and
ineffective, sabotaged by our own unwillingness to go where Christ
calls us to go.
Undoubtedly, it is the Holy Spirit of God that enflames our hearts with
Holy fire, fire that burns away any signs of being lukewarm. This is
why, as Christ followers, we are given the Holy Spirit of God, that we
might always have an unprecedented enthusiasm for the purposes of God
and a heart that is on fire in pure devotion to God Almighty!
This is what distinguishes a true, authentic disciple of Christ from
false converts and lukewarm Christians…the Holy fire of God.
The weeping prophet Jeremiah said, "His word is in my heart like a
fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed,
I cannot" (Jeremiah 20:9). The devil loves to sit back in his recliner
and watch Christians grow cold in obedience toward Christ, lukewarm,
and more like the world than like Christ. True disciples must cast off
the evil of cold religiosity. The Word of God tells us, "Do not put out
the Spirit's fire" (1 Thessalonians 5:19). The fire of the Holy Spirit
is the fire that enables us to be enthusiastic about the Kingdom of God
and to live for Jesus with wholeheartedness and passion.
Every church and every follower of Christ needs an outpouring of the
fire of God, the Holy Spirit to fall afresh, to ignite God's people to
be ablaze with the raw presence and power of God Almighty! The early
church was filled with Heavenly power when the flame of the Holy Spirit
came and rested upon them, enabling them to go forth to fulfill the
mission of Christ's Church.
When Christians are filled with the fire of the Holy Spirit, the devil
cannot recline. When Christians are filled with the fire of the Holy
Spirit hell is put in chaos. Demons flee like cockroaches exposed by
the light. The devil trembles when he sees our hearts blazing with the
fire of Godly passion and obedience. The only reason there are
powerless churches and weak Christians without a purpose or mission is
because they have grown lukewarm, insisting that to be radical, on
fire, ablaze for Christ is unbecoming. What is unbecoming to Christ is
lukewarm Christians, those who have sabotaged their own faith by
forfeiting the power of the Holy Spirit and have become inactive,
secret disciples by night. "These are the words of the Amen, the
faithful and true witness, the ruler of God's creation. I know your
deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or
the other! So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am
about to spit you out of my mouth" (Revelation 3:14-16). Do you really
think Christ will harshly judge the man or woman of God who was
overzealous for Him? Do you really think Christ will scold the follower
who was viewed by the world as a Bible fanatic? Do you for one moment
think that Christ will honor and reward your reserve, your "tactful"
silent witness? "Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also
acknowledge him before my Father in heaven. But whoever disowns me
before men, I will disown him before my Father in heaven" (Matthew
10:32-33). Today, be bold and valiant for Christ. Combat the fire of
hell with the fire of God! Do not put out the Spirit's fire. Dear
Heavenly Father, set our hearts on fire with Godly passion. May we
never be guilty of sabotaging our own faith in You. In Jesus' Mighty
Name, AMEN! --Pastor David L. Burns
God, Creator and Sustainer of all that is and was and ever will be. I
praise you for your grace and mercy. I praise you for your holiness and
might. I praise you for your plan of redemption in Jesus Christ. I
praise you because you are God, and worthy of all praise. In the name
of Jesus Christ my Lord, I long to praise you forever and ever. Amen.
When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior
wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved
to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him
crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling.
My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words,
but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power, so that your faith
might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.
Wisdom From the Spirit
We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the
wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to
nothing. No, we speak of God's secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been
hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of
the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not
have crucified the Lord of glory. However, as it is written: "No eye
has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared
for those who love him"— but God has revealed it to us by his Spirit.
The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. For who
among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man's spirit within
him? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit
of God. We have not received the spirit of the world but the Spirit who
is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. This
is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words
taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.
The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from
the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot
understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual
man makes judgments about all things, but he himself is not subject to
any man's judgment: "For who has known the mind of the Lord that he
may instruct him?" But we have the mind of Christ. 1 Corinthians 2
Lord, it is one thing to talk about worshiping You in times of ease and
low stress. It is another to actually worship You when the weight of
loss, the fear of death, or the terror of sickness and plague knock at
the door of our lives. Even so, I will worship You with all my heart,
all my soul, all my strength, and all my mind. Lift me on the wings of
worship so that I might see things from Your eternal perspective and
rejoice.
A Prayer For Healing
O God, You know how I feel today, my secret fears and pains. I pray for
healing in whatever way you know will help me. I trust in Your power.
You proclaimed God's reign by curing the sick; comforting and
strengthening those who were sad, and giving new freedom to all who
accepted you. Guide those who help in your healing work: doctors,
nurses, Chaplin's, and all who extend care. We pray in Your Spirit, in
the name of Your Blessed Son, Jesus Christ. Amen
God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 23, 2005
Daily
Reflections
"I WAS AN
EXCEPTION"
He [Bill W.] said to me,
gently and simply, "Do you
think that you are one of
us?"
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 413
During my drinking life I
was convinced I was an exception.
I thought I was beyond petty
requirements and had the right
to be excused. I never
realized that the dark counterbalance
of my attitude was the
constant feeling that I did not
"belong." At first, in A.A.,
I identified with others only
as an alcoholic. What a
wonderful awakening for me it has
been to realize that, if
human beings were doing the best
they could, then so was I!
All of the pains, confusions and
joys they feel are not
exceptional, but part of my life,
just as much as anybody's.
Step Twelve is, "Having had
a spiritual awakening as
the result of these steps,
we tried to carry this
message to alcoholics, and
to practice these principles
in all our affairs." Note
that the basis of our
effectiveness in carrying
the message to others is the
reality of our own spiritual
awakening. If we have not
changed, we cannot be used
to change others. To keep
this program, we must pass
it on to others. We cannot
keep it for ourselves. We
may lose it unless we give it
away. It cannot flow into us
and stop; it must continue
to flow into us as it flows
out to others.
Meditation For The Day
"Draw nigh unto God and He
will draw nigh unto you."
When you are faced with a
problem beyond your strength,
you must turn to God by an
act of faith. It is that turning
to God in each trying
situation that you must cultivate.
The turning may be one of
glad thankfulness for God's grace
in you life. Or your appeal
to God may be a prayerful
claiming of His strength to
face a situation and finding
that you have it when the
time comes. Not only the power to
face trials, but also the
comfort and joy of God's nearness
and companionship are yours
for the asking.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may try to
draw near to God each day in prayer.
I pray that I may feel His
nearness and His strength in my life.
"There was a time when we
ignored trouble, hoping it would go
away. Or, in fear and
in depression, we ran from it, but found it was
still with us. Often,
full of unreason, bitterness, and blame, we fought
back. These mistaken
attitudes, powered by alcohol, guaranteed our
destruction, unless they
were altered.
"Then came A.A. Here
we learned that trouble was really a fact of
life for everybody--a fact
that had to be understood and dealt with.
Surprisingly, we found that
our troubles could, under God's grace, be
converted into unimagined
blessings.
"Indeed, that was the
essence of A.A. itself: trouble accepted,
trouble squarely faced with
calm courage, trouble lessened and often
transcended. This was
the A.A. story, and we became a part of it.
Such demonstrations became
our stock in trade for the next
sufferer."
Pioneer member of Akron's Group No. 1, the first A.A. group in
the world. He kept the faith; therefore, he and countless others found
a new life.
Of
course, as time went on, and I
began to get my health back and began to be so I didn't have to hide
from people all the time, it's just been wonderful. I still go to
meetings, because I like to go. I meet the people that I like to talk
to. Another reason that I go is that I'm still grateful for the good
years that I've had. I'm so grateful for both the program and the
people in it that I still want to go,
and then probably the most wonderful thing that I learned from
the program—I've seen
this in the 'A.A. Grapevine' a lot of times, and I've had people say it
to me personally, and I've heard people get up in meetings and make the
same statement: The statement is, "I came into
A.A. solely for the purpose of sobriety, but it has been through
A.A. that I have found God." I feel that is about the most
wonderful thing that a person can do.
p. 192
This
book
deals with the "Twelve Steps" and the "Twelve Traditions" of Alcoholics
Anonymous.
It presents an explicit view of principles by which A.A. members
recover
and by which their Society functions.
Worrying
doesn't empty tomorrow of its troubles, it empties today of
its strength.
--Soberbyker
"He who would have fruit
must climb the tree."
--Thomas Fuller
"Time is the most valuable
thing a man can spend."
--Theophrastus
"The ultimate lesson all of us have to learn is
unconditional love, which includes not only others but ourselves as
well."
--Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
"If one could only learn to appreciate the little
things...
A song that takes you away, for there are those who
cannot hear.
The beauty of a sunset, for there are those who
cannot see.
The warmth and safety of your home, for there are
those who are homeless.
Time spent with good friends for there are those who
are lonely.
A walk along the beach for there are those who
cannot walk.
The little things are what life is all about.
Search your soul and learn to appreciate."
--Shadi Souferian
"Take away love and our earth
is a tomb."
-- Robert Browning
Spirituality is essentially
love. It is the love that suffers and grows in
the acceptance of my
compulsive and obsessive behavior. It is the love
that requires a knowledge of
"self" in order to give understanding and
respect to others.
Spirituality is that loving vulnerability that creates
healing in recovery. It
provides meaning to life and relationships.
The world is a creative
place, and we will only find happiness when we
begin to create. God has
created us to take and make -- give and
receive. With the suffering,
loneliness, struggle and acceptance comes
a love that is real and
alive.
Let us go to His dwelling
place; let us worship at His footstool.
Psalm 132:7
"But the fruit of the Spirit
is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness and self-control. Against such things
there is no law."
Galatians 5:22-23
Your
happiness is happening right now unless you chose not to see it. Lord,
I trust in Your presence and therefore I am always able to see You work
in my life.
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Use
your imagination to picture great possibilities. Lord, I will keep my
thoughts positive and let my faith in You nurture and help them become
my reality.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 22, 2005
Daily
Reflections
A "LIMITLESS LODE"
Like a gaunt prospector,
belt drawn in over the last
ounce of food, our pick
struck gold. Joy at our
release from a lifetime of
frustration knew no bounds.
Father feels he has struck
something better than gold.
For a time he may try to hug
the new treasure to himself.
He may not see at once that
he has barely scratched a
limitless lode which will
pay dividends only if he mines
it for the rest of his life
and insists on giving away
the entire product.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, pp.
128-29
When I talk with a newcomer
to A.A., my past looks me
straight in the face. I see
the pain in those hopeful
eyes, I extend my hand, and
then the miracle happens: I
become healed. My problems
vanish as I reach out to his
trembling soul.
Step Eight is, "Made a list
of all persons we had harmed
and became willing to make
amends to them all." Step Nine
is, "Made direct amends to
such people wherever possible,
except when to do so would
injure them or others." Making
restitution for the wrongs
we have done is often very
difficult. It hurts our
pride. But the rewards are great.
When we go to a person and
say we are sorry, the reaction
we get is almost invariably
good. It takes courage to make
the plunge, but the results
more than justify it. A load is
off your chest and often an
enemy has been turned into
a friend. Have I done
my best to make all the restitution
possible?
Meditation For The Day
There should be joy in
living the spiritual life. A faith
without joy is not entirely
genuine. If you are not happier
as a result of your faith,
there is probably something wrong
with it. Faith in God should
bring you a deep feeling of
happiness and security, no
matter what happens on the surface
of your life. Each new day
is another opportunity to serve God
and improve your
relationships with other people. This should
bring joy. Life should be
abundant and outreaching. It should
be glowing and outgoing, in
ever widening circles.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that my horizons may
grow ever wider.
I pray that I may keep
reaching out for more service
and companionship.
We should make an accurate and really exhaustive survey of our past
life as it affected other people. In many instances we shall find
that,
though the harm done others has not been great, we have
nevertheless done ourselves considerable emotional injury.
Then, too, damaging emotional conflicts persist below the level of
consciousness, very deep, sometimes quite forgotten. Therefore, we
should try hard to recall and review those past events which
originally induced these conflicts and which continue to give our
emotions violent twists, thus discoloring our personalities and altering
our lives for the worse.
<< << << >>
>> >>
"We reacted more strongly to frustrations than normal people. By
reliving these episodes and discussing them in strict confidence with
somebody else, we can reduce their size and therefore potency in the
unconsciousness."
Pioneer member of Akron's Group No. 1, the first A.A. group in
the world. He kept the faith; therefore, he and countless others found
a new life.
I thought, "I think I have the answer." Bill
was very, very grateful that he had been released from this terrible
thing and he had given God the credit for having done it, and he's so
grateful about it he wants to tell other people about it. That
sentence, "The Lord has been so wonderful to me, curing me of this
terrible disease, that I just want to
keep telling people about it," has been a sort of a golden text
for the A.A. program and for me.
p. 191
Alcoholics
Anonymous is a worldwide fellowship of more than one hundred thousand*
alcoholic men and women who are banded together to solve their common
problems
and to help fellow sufferers in recovery from that age-old, baffling
malady,
alcoholism.
*In
1998, it is estimated that nearly two million have recovered through
A.A.
"If you're not allowed to laugh
in heaven, I don't want to go
there."
-- Martin Luther
When I was a practicing
alcoholic, I imagined heaven to be a dull
formal place, rather like a
never-ending cathedral. Beautiful, but
serious. My pain and guilt
were so great that I rarely laughed, and
when I did it was usually
inappropriate and violent: I laughed at
others!
Today heaven is associated
with recovery. It is a place of joy,
acceptance and forgiveness.
A place where people can be themselves
and where variety abounds.
Christians play with people from other
religions -- and the
atheists make the music! The laughter of "peace"
abounds. I am "at one" with
my Father and all my brothers and sisters.
I am home!
God of Love, when I hear the
sound of laughter here on earth, I think
what joy awaits me in heaven.
"Happy are the people to
whom such blessing fall; happy are the
people whose God is the
Lord."
Psalm 144:15
"If anyone wishes to come
after Me, let him deny himself, and take up
his cross, and follow Me.
For whoever wishes to save
his life shall lose it; but whoever
loses his life for My sake shall find it."
Matthew 16:24-25
Envision
the joy of victory when you are faced with troubles and you will
clearly see what direction you must take. Lord, with You my storm will
pass and I will grow stronger as I grow closer to You.
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Abundance
is God's to give, so shut out all limited thoughts. Lord, my faith in
You and my faith in the talents and abilities You have given me makes
me able to achieve my goals.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
September 21, 2005
Daily
Reflections
THE LAST PROMISE
We will suddenly realize
that God is doing for us
what we could not do for
ourselves.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 84
The last Promise in the Big
Book came true for me
on the very first day of
sobriety. God kept me sober
that day, and on every other
day I allowed Him to
operate in my life. He gives
me the strength, courage
and guidance to meet my
responsibilities in life so
that I am then able to reach
out and help others stay
sober and grow. He manifests
within me, making me a
channel of His word, thought
and deed. He works with
my inner self, while I
produce in the outer world, for
He will not do for me what I
can do for myself. I must
be willing to do His work,
so that He can function
through me successfully.
Let us continue with Steps
Four, Five, Six, Seven
and Ten. In taking personal
inventory of ourselves,
we have to face facts as
they really are. We have to
stop running away. We must
face reality. We must see
ourselves as we really are.
We must admit our faults
openly and try to correct
them. We must try to see
where we have been
dishonest, impure, selfish, and
unloving. We do not do this
once and forget it. We
do it every day of our
lives, as long as we live. We
are never done with checking
up on ourselves. Am I
taking a daily inventory of
myself?
Meditation For The Day
In improving our personal
lives, we have Unseen help.
We were not made so that we
could see God. That would
be too easy for us and there
would be no merit in
obeying Him. It takes an act
of faith, a venture of
belief, to realize the
Unseen Power. Yet, we have much
evidence of God's existence
in the strength that many
people have received from
the act of faith, the venture
of belief. We are in a box
of space and time and we can
see neither our souls nor
God. God and the human spirit
are both outside the
limitations of space and time. Yet
our Unseen help is effective
here and now. That has
been proved in thousands of
changed lives.
Prayer For The Day
I pray that I may make the
great venture of belief.
I pray that my vision may
not be blocked by intellectual pride.
Upon entering A.A., the spectacle of years of waste threw us into
panic. Financial importance was no longer our principal aim; we
now
clamored for material security.
Even when we were re-established in our business, terrible fears
often continued to haunt us. This made us misers and
penny-pinchers
all over again. Complete financial security we must have--or else.
We forgot that most alcoholics in A.A. have an earning power
considerably above average; we forgot the immense good will of our
brother A.A.'s who were only too eager to help us to better jobs
when we deserved them; we forgot the actual or potential financial
insecurity of every human being in the world. And, worst of all,
we
forgot God. In money matters we had faith only in ourselves, and
not
too much of that.
Pioneer member of Akron's Group No. 1, the first A.A. group in
the world. He kept the faith; therefore, he and countless others found
a new life.
It would be hard to estimate how much A.A.
has done for me. I really wanted the program and I wanted to go along
with it. I noticed that the others seemed to have such a release, a
happiness, a something that I thought a person ought to have. I was
trying to find the answer. I knew there was even more, something that I
hadn't got, and I remember one day,
a week or two after I had come out of the hospital, Bill was
over to my house talking to my wife and me. We were eating lunch, and I
was listening and trying to find out why they had this release that
they seemed to have. Bill looked across at my
wife, and said to her, "Henrietta, the Lord has been so wonderful
to me, curing me of this terrible disease, that I just want
to keep talking about it and telling people."
p. 191
Tradition
Twelve - "Anonymity is the
spiritual
foundation of all our traditions, ever reminding us to place principles
before personalities."
These
experiences taught us that anonymity is real humility
at work. It is an all-pervading spiritual quality which today keynotes
A.A.
life everywhere. Moved by the spirit of anonymity, we try to give up
our
natural desires for personal distinction as A.A. members both among
fellow alcoholics and before the general public. As we lay aside these
very human
aspirations, we believe that each of us takes part in the weaving of a
protective
mantle which covers our whole Society and under which we may grow and
work
in unity.
We
are
sure that humility, expressed by anonymity, is the greatest safeguard
that
Alcoholics Anonymous can ever have.
p. 187
Four
steps to achievement:
Plan purposefully. Prepare
prayerfully. Proceed positively. Pursue
persistently.
--William A. Ward
Hope begins in the dark, the
stubborn hope that if you just show up
and try to do the right
thing, the dawn will come.
You wait and watch and work:
you don't give up.
--Anne Lamott
Take the first step in
faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase,
just take the first step.
--Martin Luther King Jr.
Forget mistakes.
Forget failures. Forget everything except what
you're going to do now and
do it. Today is your lucky day.
--Will Durant
"I shall pass through this world
but once. If, therefore, there be
any kindness I can show, or any
good thing I can do, let me do it
now; let me not defer it or
neglect it, for I shall not pass
this way again."
-- Etienne de Grellet
Today I know that God
requires me to be involved in my recovery and
sobriety. God has always
wanted me to be sober but the miracle took
place when I wanted it, too.
His hands were always extended towards
me, the miracle happened
when I chose to embrace Him. My sobriety
involves me.
Today I understand that
sobriety is more than "not picking up the first
drink"; it involves quiet
acts of kindness to myself and others. God
works through me -- through
my hands, my smile, my voice, my love
and my acceptance. When an
opportunity arises for me to be
ordinarily kind, I intend to
give it; God knows I have needed such
kindnesses from others in
the past.
May I never avoid an
opportunity for shared healing.
Do
not be afraid to ask everything of God. He is always present and always
loving us. Lord, I trust in You and ask for Your help in all that I do
and need and want. I also ask for Your help in accepting Your answers
when they are different than I would want or expect.
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No
one has ever asked of God and not received an answer. Lord, bless me
with quiet resolve to hear You and wisdom to accept Your Will.
Ask and you shall
receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and it
shall be opened unto you. Matthew 7:7
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