I have been staying up every night.. very late .... like 3-6am.. wake up at 10.. everyday.. and frustrating... flares every night.. and hardly to sleep.. I get bored all teh time.. when everybody sleepin. and I am only one person awake... but, i live alone...  bored.. i smoke.. few hours later.. I smoke again.. watch tv.. clean my apartment. if i can.. watch movies.. boring.. listening to the music... what else can I do? drive around? waste gas and there is nothing to see.. at night.. so quiet.. and alot of store are closed.. so what the point?

 

rachy-