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I came across your profile in the yahoo chat on CG. It doesnt seem
many people post there. I am a compulsive gambler, been in & out of
GA for over 10 years and just had a relapse. I am looking for
sommeone who I can correspond with-I think it may help, in addition
to going back to GA.
If you are still interested in helping fellow CG, email me back. Thnx.
alan w.
-- In compulsivegamblingrecovery@yahoogroups.com, "idahofishgirl76"
<idahofishgirl76@y...> wrote:
> I am a Cg in recovery. I have not gambled now for over 60 days. In
> order to do this I had to lose everything. I am in the middle of a
> very bitter divorce. I have lost everything, my marriage, my
> home...and almost my life. I am an "escape" gambler. Wasn't a
matter
> of winning money but just the mindless activity of slot machines.
The
> longer I could stay in the casino and not have to go home the
> better....until all money is lost. My husband was a very distant
and
> un-feeling man. The control was always there, but got worse after
my
> gambling. It was a vicious cycle. The more he would control me and
> be angry with me the more I would want to run away to the casino. I
> had to learn that I have worth to fight this addiction. It is an
> every day battle. And I am very much "out there" alone. I live in
a
> small town and the CG group here is small if not non-existent. I
have
> gone to AA meetings, but could really use people that understand
cg.
> My husband is using my addiction to keep from paying me or my son
any
> support whatsoever and it is working. Could use some
> advice.....anyone had to defend themselves in a court situation
where
> the spouse is kept from paying any support because of the addiction?
> Thanks....