I really badly busted today, i went to bingo thinking that i had a
hold of this thing and boy was i wrong. not only did i not win at
bingo but i busted very badly afterwards.

i try to post in here as often as i can, but it is hard sometimes.

now my husband is really pissed off, and he just doesnt understand i
what is happening. the last time i busted this bad was like 1 1/2 yr ago.

when my husband talked to a GA he was told that there would be
relapses and i reminded him of that, he said he didn't care what he
was told.

he called me all kinds of names and even called me on the phone and
tried to tell me not to come home, but i did anyway. all 3 of my kids
are here, and he can't always control them.

anyways, i thought i would drop a line and tell you all how bad i feel
and how bad my husband made me feel. and i will be on for a while if
someone wants to talk