Well, I was trying to deal with my mom's recurrence and feeling
pretty down, but I am about to completely collapse now. My husband
went to the doctor today for a routine visit. The doctor found
bleeding and told him he had to have a colonoscopy. He also had
swollen glands in the neck and a possible prostate problem. This was
a blow that I don't think I can handle. My husband is really down as
might be expected.

I know that I have to handle this, but it soooo hard. I don't feel
that I can tell my mom about this as it will worry her too much. I
had to let this out somewhere. Thanks.

Sharon