Wanted to tell everyone hi and let everybody learn some about me gosh
I have a book lol.

I was a abused child my father physically abused me, my mother
emotionally. My uncle molested me and my father and mother knew it
happened. Only one I had to look up to was my grandfather who died
when I was in 8th grade but I moved away from him when I was around
1st grade. My mom didnt allow me to go see him anymore or go to his
funeral. Why? Because of my dad may be around.

Anyways I later married a man for 12 yrs one of those perfect men to
the public but boy he knew how to run you into the ground. I do have
to say though he was a great father to my kids. I divorced him. He
found a young girl that wanted my kids. they gave false accusations
and even though DCFS found it unfounded he was still able to get a OP
against me and string it out for a year. I finally agreed drop the
OP I will sign over the kids as long as I can see them.

After I divorced him I found a guy oh stupid me. How did we
celebrate our first anniversary? To him tring to strangle me. I put
it off as he was drinking for he never did anything like that
before. Well it got worse. He kept physically and emotionally
abusing me. And stupid me kept taking him back blaming he had
bipolar. Just last year we was living in a apartment I met this guy
and girl. Of all things she had bipolar also and worse she was like
my husband and wouldnt take her meds. Well me and the guy started
confiding into eachother one thing ran into another and something
happened. He moved out of the girls house with a friend and right
after he did 5 min after he left she dropped off their 2 week old son
to my apartment and left him. She also left him in the apartment and
got into a car another time. Anyways when she didnt come get him I
had no choice but call DCFS I begged them to let me keep the baby
till they got ahold of his dad. Well I called his dad and took the
baby there to see him. My husband FREAKED I had a friend tell me not
to go home it was unsafe especially with the baby. So I stayed with
him. I finally got divorced from him and the father of the baby
finally got custody of the baby. He then got a OP against her for
the safety of the baby. We are working on tring to find a way to get
a lawyer to get all rights taken away and me adopting him. Mind you
this woman never fed him when he came home, slapped him for curling
his toes when she tried to clip his toenails, I so can go on and on.
The baby is now 11 months old calls me mom dont even know her as
mom. Shehas been charged since for breaking OP not only on us but
another guy, drive off gas, numerous theft. She was just in jail for
a month how did she get out? well her disability for bipolar that she
wont treat paid to get her out. The woman has no stable home she
goes place to place even gives sexual things in bars for free beer
and a place to stay.

Anyways I am not letting all this obuse I have been messed up into
stop me. I am now married to a WONDERFUL guy that has had it just as
hard. And trust me we are having it rough. He lost his job because
this woman kept harassing him at work. I am working on disability
for heart problems, severe depression, and PTSD. This man and baby
has brought so much joy to me. To see how I am tring to fight back
take a look at my myspace at http://www.myspace.com/jamesbuddies It
is time someone takes a stand and I will do everything in my power
and hope this junker computer to kick the big one and hope we can
keep the phone/net and home. If anyone knows of any help please let
me know there is so much more to this story and some I dont feel
comfortable with saying but we are in desperate need. I am going to
try to make money also on there. I make banners and I am going to
try to sell them send a portion to a child abuse organization and
other portion to help us out. I also am getting in process of
selling Stuff a friends and Gift a wrap. Maybe a few other things.
All will do same thing a portion will go to child abuse and rest to
help us. Anyways ty for listening to my story and ty for everyone
that takes a look at the site.