I' am tired, I 'want to disappear, little Tori, my daughter, is mi only live
line
is so hard to do anything when you feel so lonely
Its been such long time that I live with my alcoholic wife that I' am afraid the
I' am given up and getting used to.....................











henry






To: chicagoalanon@yahoogroups.com
From: auntiecody@...
Date: Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:22:46 -0700
Subject: Re: [chicago alanon] OOOHHHHHH






I lived with the walking on eggshells for so long.I know exactly what you mean.
I was fortunate to have him kick me out of the apt.
That was 5 years ago and it's taken that long to realize just how devastating
that was.

I was lucky not having anyone else to take care of other than me but it still
haunts me. I just recently started going to meeting and really helps me knowing
that I will never be put in that situation again.
I wish you peace and keep doing the things that you do to take care of YOU.









Namaste

--- On Wed, 7/29/09, Wendy Fabrizi <wendyfabrizi1@...> wrote:

From: Wendy Fabrizi <wendyfabrizi1@...>
Subject: Re: [chicago alanon] OOOHHHHHH
To: chicagoalanon@yahoogroups.com
Date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 11:32 AM



I remember when my ex A was that way (he still is but I don't have to live with
him) I found that the best thing to do in order to keep my serenity was get out
of the home for a couple of hours. Take a walk, go window shopping anything
that got me out of the home for a while. When I got back he was still in his
mood the only difference was that I wasn't going to take it. When I got back I
usually ended up in another area of the apartment doing what I wanted to do.
It isn't worth smashing things take a deep breath and walk away for a few hours.

Wendy

--- On Wed, 7/29/09, ycuffe <ycuffe@yahoo. com> wrote:

From: ycuffe <ycuffe@yahoo. com>
Subject: [chicago alanon] OOOHHHHHH
To: chicagoalanon@ yahoogroups. com
Received: Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 4:18 PM



Do you know what I am so sick of the attitude of the alcoholic in my life. He is
sober but he is being a royal pr**k (do not mean to offend anybody) We are happy
on his terms. If he is in a bad mood that that's ok, I have to tip toe around. I
have to pander to his needs, moods, whims and ego!! I am so sick of him. Do not
have the capacity right now to humbly ask anything of anybody. I just want to
smash stuff!!!!!

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