Do you know what I am so sick of the attitude of the alcoholic in my life. He is
sober but he is being a royal pr**k (do not mean to offend anybody) We are happy
on his terms. If he is in a bad mood that that's ok, I have to tip toe around. I
have to pander to his needs, moods, whims and ego!! I am so sick of him. Do not
have the capacity right now to humbly ask anything of anybody. I just want to
smash stuff!!!!!