Thanks to all today who responed to my earlier post.I did have the strenght to
go this evening.
A group of about 15 and really didn't feel out of place. I shed quiye a few
tears but they said that is normal.

Now I can't wait for next week..
Only thing is, what do I do in the meantime..It's like I got this great hope
and I don't want it to fade during the next week.