Thank you for your words. I know you are right.

He has settled down over the last few days. It's a cycle. I am not
so naive as to think we are probably not going to do this whole thing
again, but at the moment all is well and I hate to not enjoy it at
least a little bit.

It's the cycle that wears me out...I guess I keep putting one foot in
front of the other so that if and when the time comes, my daughter and
I have the resources to get gone. Sucks to have to plan that way but
I think it is real.


--- In chicagoalanon@yahoogroups.com, Michelle Denton <mdenton777@...>
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> If you are afraid of his anger it is in your best interest to get
help for you and your 2 year old if only�for the child's safety.� It
took my husband 20 years and almost death to realize his madness.� Now
he is alcohol free only because of his health but it has made him
realize what he had done previously to endanger his child.� I left for
a week with the help of his sister and that only made him worse.� He
will not change because you want him to.� You have to take charge of
your own life and make a good life for your child and yourself.� If
then he realizes what has happened you can restore things from a
distance.� I don't believe in divorce lightly.� I think you should
make the marriage work to the best of your ability but that doesn't
mean putting you or your children through abuse which can be physical,
mental or emotional.�
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> From: Amy Elinoff <elinofa@...>
> Subject: [chicago alanon] I think he is an alcoholic.
> To: chicagoalanon@yahoogroups.com
> Date: Friday, August 8, 2008, 3:13 PM
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> New here. My husband and I have been together for 15 years. We met
> in a drinking type of scene. He worked in a bar. He seems to be
> enamored of the wild man archetype - now we have a two year old. He
> went out when I was pregnant. He has gone out on occasion now that
> she is here. I have left overnight with her twice. Like an earlier
> poster, he can hold his drinks. Sometimes quits altogether, loses a
> ton of weight, seems stable and content, then picks it back up slowly,
> until he is drinking 4 beers most nights and many before 6 pm. He is
> still fond of the bar scene though he owns a business now. Last week
> he got into a fender bender after having had several beers. The woman
> got out of her car and could smell the beer on him. She was in
> recovery herself and generously did not call the police. She
> suggested he go to a meeting.
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> I was horrified but happy. I thought, that woman was an angel, this
> is it, surely now he will take notice. My daughter and I went out of
> town for four days and when we returned there was a keg in the
> refrigerator. a keg.
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> In addition, I have caught him in several small meaningless lies
> lately. Then last night, he bought me an expensive piece of jewelry
> on credit, that we cannot afford and that cannot be returned. I feel
> he is bribing me for something, but not clear what. I am very
> unhappy. I want to insist on change, but realize that is not how the
> system works. I have to protect myself and my child. How long until
> the next fender bender? How long to be deep in debt while he spends
> money on credit cards on the bar and guilt-gifts? I would like to go
> to AlAnon here in town but can't take a two year old, I assume. Also,
> I am afraid of his anger if I go.
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