Don't try doing the same thing over again and expect different results. I
know this is difficult, been there got the t-shirt. Trust isn't handed on a
silver platter, it's earned.
I feel that your inner peace comes and goes because he's trying to control
you. The only person I can control is me, and sometimes that really pisses me
off.
Reset your boundaries, and stick to them. Do you want him to continue
bringing you down, or do you want to flourish in your life, without that
question
of " where is he, who is he with, when will he be home"? I have a feeling
since you have forgiven him once, he'll keep on expecting you to over and over
again.
His anger might be that he got caught lying yet again. Weigh your options
carefully, and choose the path that's best for you.
I wish you the best. Hope I shed some light.
Rhenda
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