Hi Cheryl:

No you are not alone. Enjoy the peace and quiet well you can.
Get to F2F meetings and you will have find peace and serenity
no matter what happens.
My prayers are with you. Keep coming back and reading the
posting they do help.

Wendy


To: chicagoalanon@...: cheryl_cts@...: Fri, 27 Jul
2007 14:45:08 -0700Subject: Re: [chicago alanon] Re: I want to scream.......but
if I do will it cause a relapse




OK cool, I'm not alone. And yes I do have peace for now. Thanks for sharing
Wendy!Wendy <wendyfabrizi@...> wrote: I remember when my qualifier went
into rehab for the third time. He had just lost his job. I felt the same way as
you did, I took my qualifer to the rehab centre by bus. Not a fun experience
because he was drunk at the time. I remember getting off the bus and my
qualifier starting walking down the middle of the road. All I could think was
please God have a car hit him of course God had his own plans. We finally got to
the Rehab centre where he lied about being drunk but he finally got in. Then of
course I had to call all his family to inform them of this and call where he
worked to let them know. Then of course there were the bills that had to be paid
which I couldn't do so the juggling started. I was feeling the same way as you
by this time and really wanted to have a break (for as long as he was in rehab)
but that wasn't in the books. I did have a break though because I didn't have to
put up with what my qualifier did and boy was it peaceful in my place. Good luck
Wendy-- In chicagoalanon@yahoogroups.com, "cheryl_cts" <cheryl_cts@...> wrote:>>
Background:: I have ben with my husband for over 5 yrs. For the past > year his
drinking increased to the point he had to go rehab or lose his > job.> > So he
is at rehab and I am here to pick up the mess. I am so > aggravated..what break
do I get?> > Trust me when I say I feel awful having these feelings. I have Ms,
> which according to him, is the same as his disease. GGTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT> Cool...
where is my 12 step program to make me function better.> > I am going to join a
locale group...but I just wanted to know do others > feel this
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