Hey everyone

It's me maura

Well I had to change my e-mail address. Any ways I finally went to an al-anon
meeting. you guy where right it is great. I met so many people who have gone or
are going through the same things I am. It was nice to see how they have handled
the situation. Also to give you guys an update my husband and I have separated.
So we are talking about maybe trying it again but I am very skeptical about it.
I have to admit though that my maternal instincts and co-dependency is getting
to me. I found myself wanted to go back because he needs me. Thank god I have
been seeing a Psychologist in regards to my co-dependency and have to admit that
I am learning to control it. i have been apart from him now 5 weeks. he still
calls and tries to make me feel guilty for not being by his side. But I know
that right now this is what i need. I am trying to concentrate on me. How can I
love him and try to help him if i cant help myself, not only that I am not
responsible for him. he is an adult and needs to
learn to take care of himself. Well as many may see I believe I am evolving to
another level of maturity and acceptance. I am very proud of myself even though
I know I can not scream victory yet, that will come with time. But at list now I
can look at myself in the mirror and not feel ashamed. I am learning to love
myself and to dream.

Well gang that for listening hope to here from you guys.


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