Dear All,

First thank you all so much.. i can see that i did post my e-mail many times.. i was feeling so scared.. Now i and my husband do feel better.. i have to say that the online sources of info were so damm scaring.. but i think i'm really lucky to join this group..

Now this is my second week fighting with my hubby.. we can feel more confident in passing that hard time with my hubby and be good again.. doctor says that his pancreatic cancer is in the beginning but he says also that the cancer always spreads.. my husband refused to do a surgery - what do ya think about that?.. -instead he is supposed to start chemotherapy in less than 10 days from now.. i spend long hours daily looking for information in the internet and i knew about Essiac Tea.. my question is.."if i do know that chemotherapy might let my husband feel so down and depressed - he is scared of losing his hair - would it be better if he quit chemo or anything but stick to Essiac + healthy food??" Please tell me if there is anything else we can get plus Essiac.. i knew about Dr. Gonzalez's Controversial Treatment but his clinic is in NY while we are in Michigan and i don't think my hubby will agree to move.. he is a workaholic kind of person and needs to stay closer to his office.. and also what about the Kelley Treatment and The Gerson Therapy.. i will try to find something about them online to study them.. but if ya can guide me with links that would be great!!!!

i also want to know if he should stop having protein shakes (amino acids)? And is the pomegrantes food good or bad for him?

My last question.. do any one knows where in Michigan we can find a doctor that had experience in the Kelley or Gonzalez treatments?? the doctor we deal with only offered surgery and chemotherapy and i would die myself if i believed in his so frustrating words..

THANK YOU.