I have shared this with another couple list(groups), but feel it will
do some good here as well. And if any questions write to me
personally please. mrjau@... Or by using my Yahoo address
judy_meyers44661@...

I just opened my files to clean out junk, when I found this note in a
journal. It was a letter from Mary, and other articles I had wrote
about Mary, whom had cancer. Odd that it was facing me today, and
brought back some memory of disappointments to.But at the same time
maybe we can all learn form parts of it..And I think some of the
content speaks for itself.

( it states)
I printed this letter out to file, just in case, I or anyone else
might need assistance again. I do know I can make my own salve, but
if there is an easier way, to not have Pain, I welcome it believe
me.
(Mary) will be another wide-open door to healing of cancers that
some doctors only want to cut out, and by doing so, it makes the
cancers grow even faster.

This was Mary's case. And later the doctor's admitted that they
goofed, and also blamed Mary for things too. But I worked ever so
close to Mary. Even made special trips to her home several times a
month, just to make sure the salve was being used properly..and it
always was.
Every time I went to visit, she had more of them cancers in a jar's.
I was in hopes that since her death, her daughter had kept
everything, that I would like to put into a journal. Mary had
promised them to me so often,if anything happened to her.She wanted
therm documented. But I have an idea her daughter, while sorting
out the things, they had caused deep regretful grief, of what "IF's".
I know for us all, Mary's death was a deep pain. I lost a very dear
elderly friend, whom I've shared so many private things in
conversations with. Together we talked about the way she was hiding
the fact from family, that she was tired of living. She was tired of
spending monies she didn't have, on operations and mediations. She
didn't enjoy looking like a beast out of a horrid movie- picture. She
was not at all pretty anymore: because the cancers had left huge deep
impressions, and some still trying to take over. She fought a good
fight right up to the bitter end of agony.

Mary wanted to live long enough to prove the salve did work:and at
the same time knew the doctors', all knew it was not to be a longer
life span.. But they did agree with help I was offering, but also
knew it had not been administrated soon enough.We were, two years,
to late. One doctor had her so butchered up, it was pathetic. While
others told her to come on home and continue whatever she was doing
because it was working, for their wasn't much more time to
experiment as they said we was doing
Mary lived about another year longer removing the cancers. They came
as fast as we was taking them out.
Then toward the last Mary was forced, more or less to go back to
Chemo- Now was the big mistake. Because we also had her on Flaxseed
oil, and the tumors had been ceasing. And some had already shrink.
And where we had used the salve and the flaxseed oil on them, left no
holes or indentations, like all the operations had done. Some so deep
I could put my fist into them.. But the doctors' insisted that since
Mary was seeing results with oil, they still at the same time told
her that the Chemo would really do wonders. ( Bull ! I and Mary knew
better.) than why did she end up back in the hospital? It was not her
idea to go. It was a forced like situation." You either get back to
the clinic, or we can't help you in the future, since we are not your
doctor anymore.And when you get so ill, to beg for our help we may
not be able to except you again." Now this was where Mary for a
couple weeks dangled. Her daughter was not for this push-or shove
pressure either.And my hands were tied as well. I was not a doctor,
and so I had no right to speak out either way I looked at it. One
doctor wanted me to tell him what was in the salve.I Again like so
many other times, told doctors' " It is not to be used for profit,
and I will not expose it.When the day and time comes to do so we can
then talk business. When you get for me a program where I can come
and work with you, with patients you send home to die, then maybe we
can work something out." But what has made me so upset is the fact
others have broadcast their own wares..and some have finally gotten
the public to sit up and take notice. With the WEB- we are able to do
a lot more..but without license and the Drug companies..etc we are
working with our hands still tied.
Many of us know there is salve that will work on melanoma cancer, if
we can get it in that first stage.That is before we are all cut up,
which Mary was told when air hits cancer, it makes it grow faster,
and takes off like wild fire.
Doctors I've talked with have told me this is the case most of the
time. And another research we should dig deeper into as how this
works. I have never yet been given an answer that satisfy me. All
they will say is.this.
" I don't have the time today to talk about it.Come back later, then
I will see what we can do." Well that day never has come yet. Some
don't even want to set up an appointment. One doctor told me that he
had no time for "Quackery", or the foolishness of a computer junk, or
the people on here trying to stir up trouble for the REAL medical
world.
" I am a doctor because I need a good paying job. Why would I want
your homemade salve that is free for the making? There is no money
in freebies. And we will never have a clinic to use it. even if we
could."
In other words SHUT up, and go on with your life with something worth
talking about.


Love Miz Judy.