Hi. I am so sorry that your grades are falling and that you feel like
your life is being torn apart. I know exactly how you feel. I have been
there, and it is not fun. I also know that it is aweful to have parents
encouraging the whole thing. I have been there too.
I recommend, if you want to get your life back... seeing a counselor or
someone in therapy who has experience with eating disorders. That is
what i am doing right now.
You will know you got a good therapist if the first thing they do when
you go to see them is they make sure you are ready to begin the long
and difficult process. I just started, and it is hard sometimes. I will
keep you in my thoughts though because I know this is hard.



--- In bulimics@yahoogroups.com, "standardtickettodimsum"
<standardtickettodimsum@...> wrote:
>
> hello. i've been bulimic for one year already. i guess for those who
> really want to cure their bulimia , you guys can visit the doctor.
> really , they'll prescribe you drugs that will slow down the impulse
> and it works.
>
> unfortunately for me , the problem spans beyond drugs. it's other
> issues in my life which is making me turn to food as a comfort zone.
> worse still , my parents encourage this illness. i can't sleep
properly
> and my life is ruined. my grades are fallilng and my life is tearing
> apart. i stopped visiting the doc. cause i didn't want to spend money
> on drugs. there you go , i hate me-self.
>