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There was a certain amount of denial there- denial that I would age,
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Besides Punk Rock, NA had been the only thing I'd ever really
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Although in the last 5 years, I have changed and grown tremendously,
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Borderline. Although chaos of my past now makes sense to me, I hate
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In small moments, I can reach for a kind of peace and have clarity.
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I have a tremendus gift and I'd love to honor it by using it to help
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