Ah, those feelings all over again. I feel like you know me. But I know
it's because we share this horrible affliction.
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borderlinecreativity@yahoogroups.com, Misty Dixon
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> I understand I did something wrong,
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> And yes, I know I must pay the price now for being gone.
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> I understand I have hurt you,
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> Now you are punishing me because that is what you had to do.
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> I understand you were mad at me,
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> For taking advantage of you letting me leave.
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> I understand you were confused,
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> For I did not come home when I was supposed to and you felt used.
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> I understand you were looking about,
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> Not knowing if I had been killed or if I was just out.
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> I understand you were sad,
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> Not understanding why I was being so bad.
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> I understand why I can't go out; it's a must,
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> I understand it may seem like I don't care,
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> I now must apologize for my behavior,
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> I am really sorry, I do really care, please forgive me, I love you
forever, and in my heart love will always be there!
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> Written By: Misty M. Dixon
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> Written to my mom after I had ran away.
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> Written On: 04/08/1996
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> Had this published on college website for poetry.
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