thanks for reading this. i need your opinion. i've been seeing a new
psychiatrist since september. i've seen her a total of 3 times so far,
just for meds.

as you may or may not know, i am writing a book, my life's story with
bpd. well, i am trying to get all my past records from previous
therapists and doctors which has been a load. i asked my new psych for
her help in obtaining some of the past records since she is a doctor
and they wouldn't charge her to obtain them. she said she would help
me. well, i've been trying to get these since october. in november she
told me that she received them and that she had to make copies. since
then, i have called and left several messages asking whether or not i
could come to pick them up. she has ignored every single one of those
calls and messages. she now has an assitant and i've left several
messages with her, who has in turn, left those messages for my psych.
but she still does not call me back. i don't know what to think here.
i really don't think i'm being unreasonable or "borderline" in my
attempt to get these records from her, but can anyone here understand
where i am coming from? my next appointment is on January 5th and i
really don't know how to act with her. she refuses to call me back.
what should i do?

thanks!