Well, I am into goth, music, video games, cosplay...I would love to
try anything that is COOL and FUN.I do have some gothic photos:
http://www.geocities.com/fridayfaint/ gothnikki maybe we should talk?

Dear Rachel,
Anoroxia is a complicated ilness, what I'm happy about
you is that after 5 months, you are not satisfied with
the situation and seek help. it's a very good sign.
what do you really need is an expert. i don't to make
you to be afraid of but it costs a little bit.
once again, you know that you need help and this is
the first and fundamental step! Congratulations!
waiting for your reply

--- rachelcampbll <no_reply@yahoogroups.com> wrote:

> I just joined this group and need help! I am 17 and
> have never
> been "fat" or close to overweight although i have
> always seen myself as
> heavy.  I have been dealing with anorexia for the
> past 5 months. Over
> the summer i lost 40 pounds extremely quickly as a
> result of a tragedy
> i was involved with in which my high school soccer
> team was traveling
> to a play-off game when the bus crashed and i saw
> two of my close
> teammates die before my eyes. one of my best friends
> had her entire arm
> reconstructed and another will live the rest of her
> life without her
> arm. the accident definently tiggered depression
> hence the weight loss,
> but three months after the accident i was completely
> obsessed with
> lossing weight.  at my lowest point, i was extremely
> underweight but my
> family never ceased to support me throughout this
> experience.  After
> being forced to gain weight, i have now gained 20
> pounds but suffer
> from bulimia because of my fear of gaining weight. i
> now starve myself
> until i have to eat in order from passing out, but
> when i eat, i binge,
> and when i binge, i feel guilty and purge. then the
> whole cycle starts
> over. i feel worthless and want balance in my life.
> i can't do this the
> rest of my life!
>
>
>
>
>


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I just joined this group and need help! I am 17 and have never
been "fat" or close to overweight although i have always seen myself as
heavy.  I have been dealing with anorexia for the past 5 months. Over
the summer i lost 40 pounds extremely quickly as a result of a tragedy
i was involved with in which my high school soccer team was traveling
to a play-off game when the bus crashed and i saw two of my close
teammates die before my eyes. one of my best friends had her entire arm
reconstructed and another will live the rest of her life without her
arm. the accident definently tiggered depression hence the weight loss,
but three months after the accident i was completely obsessed with
lossing weight.  at my lowest point, i was extremely underweight but my
family never ceased to support me throughout this experience.  After
being forced to gain weight, i have now gained 20 pounds but suffer
from bulimia because of my fear of gaining weight. i now starve myself
until i have to eat in order from passing out, but when i eat, i binge,
and when i binge, i feel guilty and purge. then the whole cycle starts
over. i feel worthless and want balance in my life. i can't do this the
rest of my life!

Hi All,
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sorry if it is against the group rules.

We recently launched a eating disorder recovery based forum and want to
invite members to come and join us. Our forum does not try and compete
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It sounds like you have something.  The best thing to do would be to try and see
a professional.  Also, question yourself about why you are throwing up.  Do you
do it on a regular basis?  A lot of people that are bulimic maintain a normal
body weight.

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I don't know if I have bulimia but what i can say is that I been on
dieting for a long time and when i eat and I get full i vomiting
everything but after that i start to eat again
I don't know if I have something because i keep gain a lot of weight

This group is for people to discuss eating disorders. All other type
of messages will be deleted. If you want dating sites, go to a dating
group!! These messages, links, etc will not be tolerated!!!! I am
sorry if you feel that your message is important, but that isn't why
we are here. If you continue to post unrelated messages then your
membership will also be deleted.

Disorder, problem, how ever you want to look at it.  It still
exsits.  Myself, I am still struggling on a daily basis to get
through the day with out throwing up.  But the problem has gone past
being in my head to being a medical condition.  Which is why I
decided to join this group.  I wanted to know if anyone else has
gone through or is going through what I am.  My body no longer will
allow food to stay down.  I can't break down the food, so it just
comes right back up.  I have also started to have black outs and
seizures.  Now that I no longer want to make myself throw up, I have
no control over it.

For support, I have my boyfriend.  I have been to doctors, who told
me it was all in my head and that there was nothing that they could
do about it.  I went to counciling, and they told me to go on anti
depressant drugs.  I am not depressed.  It seemed that no one
understood, so they just blew it off.  My boyfriend, who saw it all
happening is the one who encouraged me to continue to seek help.  I
finally was able to locate a doctor who has put me on a diet that
will slowing bring my stomach back to normal.  It would have been so
easy to just give up and live with it, but I didn't want to.

I am still working on my reasons for becoming bulimic in the first
place.  But that also will take time.  So, no, I am not out of the
woods yet, but I am starting to see beyond the trees to what is
ahead.  Just writing this has become helpful.  I don't have to worry
about what anyone thinks of me.  I am can be me, and let it all hang
out.

Take care.

--- In boa@yahoogroups.com, bty813766 <no_reply@y...> wrote:
>
> My word, "disordered"? Me? Well, yes; though I don't like to title
> myself as such, especially when given the the many who I'm sure
have
> problems make my own seem a bit trivial.
>
> It certainly effects the every day; I've had problems sleeping for
as
> long as I've had trouble eating and I'm convinced that the two are
> linked in some way; though I've never quite worked out how.
>
> I usually (re: always) wake in the middle of the night to eat.
It's at
> this point that I'm very hungry and am driven to have some food,
and I
> never feel too bad for it. Back to bed, until morning appears and I
> have to organimze myself for work. I'm hungry again, though I can't
> eat breakfast again. I usually fill up on coffee and chew on a
bowl or
> two of cerial (it ends up in the bin).
>
> Plenty of chewing gum in the morning, that way I'm a bit burnt on
the
> inside come lunchtime and don't feel the urge to eat.  The evening
> trip to the supermarket is always a joy; how are you s'posed to
decide
> what to eat from the crazy range of products on the shelves? What
have
> I eaten and how does that effect what I can choose now? A lengthy
trip
> later and I'm back home, rushing through the preparation of the
> evening meal in an effort to get it into my mouth and out of harms
way.
>
> Crikey, don't I sound melodrammatic. I think the fact that I can
eat a
> relatively normal diet, so quite what warrents me to post of these
> worries is a little embarassing.
>
> Interesting comment about finding what every works in order to
paper
> over the cracks. I think I've got a fair idea of many of the more
> direct reasons that led me to my current state; it's finding the
> solution with which I'm having difficulty. The logical moments see
me
> stating objectively why it is that I am "this way", and how I need
to
> behave in order to lift myself from the self-absorption. It's just
a
> shame that the objective me is quickly shouted down by the
paranoid idiot.
>
> I've investigated a couple of solutions; though none that I've
> particularly warmed to. Truth be known, I'd like to know more
people
> with whom I can identify; which I guess is why I decided to
subscribe
> to this board. Connectivity is important. Strange though, groups
> (physical groups) of the sort that I'm looking for seem hard to
find.
>
> So Wesland, where are you with your own iffy bits and pieces? It
> sounds like you have found/ tried to find some support. Are you
out of
> the woods, as it were?
>
> All the best ol' bean.
>
> Enough from me for an evening I think.
>
> Thanks,
>
> Nooby
>
> --- In boa@yahoogroups.com, "wesland12" <wesland12@y...> wrote:
> >
> > I am a 24 year old female.  I have been bulimic for the past 11
> > years.  What ever kind of eating disorder you have it is still a
> > problem if it effects your everyday life and how you live.  The
best
> > thing that you can do is work on the reason for why you turned
to
> > what you did.  Whether it is seeking professional help, talking
it
> > out with friends or family, or finding a solution within
yourself.
> > It will take time, I am still working on it myself, but in the
end
> > you will be much stonger for it.
> >
> > I wish you the best.
> > --- In boa@yahoogroups.com, bty813766 <no_reply@y...> wrote:
> > >
> > > Trying desperately not to sound like a lonely heart...
> > >
> > > 26, male (bit of a rarity in this territory, so I've read) and
a
> > bit
> > > back to front. I'm not a sufferer of either anorexia nor
bulimia
> > as I
> > > understand them; though I'm always preoccupied with what I eat
and
> > > food related thoughts occupy far too much space in my day.
> > >
> > > Whilst not bulimic, I do have a rather disconcerting habit of
> > spitting
> > > out food that I think is "too much" for me, and often throw
food
> > into
> > > my face with the intention of swallowing it. No big deal
really. As
> > > I'm sure others will be able to understand, such things only
seem
> > > extreme when looking in from the outside. For me, this habit
is the
> > > cause of minor frustration, the bulk of which is created by
having
> > to
> > > hide my actions from other people. It's particularly difficult
to
> > get
> > > away with at work; though I'm well practiced, having
been "this
> > way"
> > > for about seven years.
> > >
> > > Me? I've a good job, a shared flat with some friendly
flatmates, a
> > > varied set of interests, a loving family, and no-one that I
feel I
> > can
> > > talk to about the problems that I have. No, I'd rather not
talk to
> > my
> > > family with regard to problems with eating, at least not yet.
> > >
> > > About a year ago I tried a spot of councelling. After a few
weeks
> > of
> > > trying "to get to the root fo my problems", I realized that I
had a
> > > fair idea of where they started, it was resolving these
problems
> > that
> > > presented the difficulty.
> > >
> > > The problems I have are a blight which I'd rather not bare.
I'm not
> > > "disordered" to a degree that is effecting my health; though
> > obviously
> > > there's something gone a drift, otherwise I wouldn't have felt
the
> > > need to write. Bottom line is, I'm a bit lost and would
appreciate
> > a
> > > thought or two spared in my direction.
> > >
> > > Any offers on where to go from here?
> > >
> >
>

My word, "disordered"? Me? Well, yes; though I don't like to title
myself as such, especially when given the the many who I'm sure have
problems make my own seem a bit trivial.

It certainly effects the every day; I've had problems sleeping for as
long as I've had trouble eating and I'm convinced that the two are
linked in some way; though I've never quite worked out how.

I usually (re: always) wake in the middle of the night to eat. It's at
this point that I'm very hungry and am driven to have some food, and I
never feel too bad for it. Back to bed, until morning appears and I
have to organimze myself for work. I'm hungry again, though I can't
eat breakfast again. I usually fill up on coffee and chew on a bowl or
two of cerial (it ends up in the bin).

Plenty of chewing gum in the morning, that way I'm a bit burnt on the
inside come lunchtime and don't feel the urge to eat.  The evening
trip to the supermarket is always a joy; how are you s'posed to decide
what to eat from the crazy range of products on the shelves? What have
I eaten and how does that effect what I can choose now? A lengthy trip
later and I'm back home, rushing through the preparation of the
evening meal in an effort to get it into my mouth and out of harms way.

Crikey, don't I sound melodrammatic. I think the fact that I can eat a
relatively normal diet, so quite what warrents me to post of these
worries is a little embarassing.

Interesting comment about finding what every works in order to paper
over the cracks. I think I've got a fair idea of many of the more
direct reasons that led me to my current state; it's finding the
solution with which I'm having difficulty. The logical moments see me
stating objectively why it is that I am "this way", and how I need to
behave in order to lift myself from the self-absorption. It's just a
shame that the objective me is quickly shouted down by the paranoid idiot.

I've investigated a couple of solutions; though none that I've
particularly warmed to. Truth be known, I'd like to know more people
with whom I can identify; which I guess is why I decided to subscribe
to this board. Connectivity is important. Strange though, groups
(physical groups) of the sort that I'm looking for seem hard to find.

So Wesland, where are you with your own iffy bits and pieces? It
sounds like you have found/ tried to find some support. Are you out of
the woods, as it were?

All the best ol' bean.

Enough from me for an evening I think.

Thanks,

Nooby

--- In boa@yahoogroups.com, "wesland12" <wesland12@y...> wrote:
>
> I am a 24 year old female.  I have been bulimic for the past 11
> years.  What ever kind of eating disorder you have it is still a
> problem if it effects your everyday life and how you live.  The best
> thing that you can do is work on the reason for why you turned to
> what you did.  Whether it is seeking professional help, talking it
> out with friends or family, or finding a solution within yourself.
> It will take time, I am still working on it myself, but in the end
> you will be much stonger for it.
>
> I wish you the best.
> --- In boa@yahoogroups.com, bty813766 <no_reply@y...> wrote:
> >
> > Trying desperately not to sound like a lonely heart...
> >
> > 26, male (bit of a rarity in this territory, so I've read) and a
> bit
> > back to front. I'm not a sufferer of either anorexia nor bulimia
> as I
> > understand them; though I'm always preoccupied with what I eat and
> > food related thoughts occupy far too much space in my day.
> >
> > Whilst not bulimic, I do have a rather disconcerting habit of
> spitting
> > out food that I think is "too much" for me, and often throw food
> into
> > my face with the intention of swallowing it. No big deal really. As
> > I'm sure others will be able to understand, such things only seem
> > extreme when looking in from the outside. For me, this habit is the
> > cause of minor frustration, the bulk of which is created by having
> to
> > hide my actions from other people. It's particularly difficult to
> get
> > away with at work; though I'm well practiced, having been "this
> way"
> > for about seven years.
> >
> > Me? I've a good job, a shared flat with some friendly flatmates, a
> > varied set of interests, a loving family, and no-one that I feel I
> can
> > talk to about the problems that I have. No, I'd rather not talk to
> my
> > family with regard to problems with eating, at least not yet.
> >
> > About a year ago I tried a spot of councelling. After a few weeks
> of
> > trying "to get to the root fo my problems", I realized that I had a
> > fair idea of where they started, it was resolving these problems
> that
> > presented the difficulty.
> >
> > The problems I have are a blight which I'd rather not bare. I'm not
> > "disordered" to a degree that is effecting my health; though
> obviously
> > there's something gone a drift, otherwise I wouldn't have felt the
> > need to write. Bottom line is, I'm a bit lost and would appreciate
> a
> > thought or two spared in my direction.
> >
> > Any offers on where to go from here?
> >
>

I am a 24 year old female.  I have been bulimic for the past 11
years.  What ever kind of eating disorder you have it is still a
problem if it effects your everyday life and how you live.  The best
thing that you can do is work on the reason for why you turned to
what you did.  Whether it is seeking professional help, talking it
out with friends or family, or finding a solution within yourself.
It will take time, I am still working on it myself, but in the end
you will be much stonger for it.

I wish you the best.
--- In boa@yahoogroups.com, bty813766 <no_reply@y...> wrote:
>
> Trying desperately not to sound like a lonely heart...
>
> 26, male (bit of a rarity in this territory, so I've read) and a
bit
> back to front. I'm not a sufferer of either anorexia nor bulimia
as I
> understand them; though I'm always preoccupied with what I eat and
> food related thoughts occupy far too much space in my day.
>
> Whilst not bulimic, I do have a rather disconcerting habit of
spitting
> out food that I think is "too much" for me, and often throw food
into
> my face with the intention of swallowing it. No big deal really. As
> I'm sure others will be able to understand, such things only seem
> extreme when looking in from the outside. For me, this habit is the
> cause of minor frustration, the bulk of which is created by having
to
> hide my actions from other people. It's particularly difficult to
get
> away with at work; though I'm well practiced, having been "this
way"
> for about seven years.
>
> Me? I've a good job, a shared flat with some friendly flatmates, a
> varied set of interests, a loving family, and no-one that I feel I
can
> talk to about the problems that I have. No, I'd rather not talk to
my
> family with regard to problems with eating, at least not yet.
>
> About a year ago I tried a spot of councelling. After a few weeks
of
> trying "to get to the root fo my problems", I realized that I had a
> fair idea of where they started, it was resolving these problems
that
> presented the difficulty.
>
> The problems I have are a blight which I'd rather not bare. I'm not
> "disordered" to a degree that is effecting my health; though
obviously
> there's something gone a drift, otherwise I wouldn't have felt the
> need to write. Bottom line is, I'm a bit lost and would appreciate
a
> thought or two spared in my direction.
>
> Any offers on where to go from here?
>

Trying desperately not to sound like a lonely heart...

26, male (bit of a rarity in this territory, so I've read) and a bit
back to front. I'm not a sufferer of either anorexia nor bulimia as I
understand them; though I'm always preoccupied with what I eat and
food related thoughts occupy far too much space in my day.

Whilst not bulimic, I do have a rather disconcerting habit of spitting
out food that I think is "too much" for me, and often throw food into
my face with the intention of swallowing it. No big deal really. As
I'm sure others will be able to understand, such things only seem
extreme when looking in from the outside. For me, this habit is the
cause of minor frustration, the bulk of which is created by having to
hide my actions from other people. It's particularly difficult to get
away with at work; though I'm well practiced, having been "this way"
for about seven years.

Me? I've a good job, a shared flat with some friendly flatmates, a
varied set of interests, a loving family, and no-one that I feel I can
talk to about the problems that I have. No, I'd rather not talk to my
family with regard to problems with eating, at least not yet.

About a year ago I tried a spot of councelling. After a few weeks of
trying "to get to the root fo my problems", I realized that I had a
fair idea of where they started, it was resolving these problems that
presented the difficulty.

The problems I have are a blight which I'd rather not bare. I'm not
"disordered" to a degree that is effecting my health; though obviously
there's something gone a drift, otherwise I wouldn't have felt the
need to write. Bottom line is, I'm a bit lost and would appreciate a
thought or two spared in my direction.

Any offers on where to go from here?

Hi All
Am still struggling with weight but doing better. Got me a personal
trainer at my gym, she is really good. Have been off much cardio for a
while as had a torn ligament in December when I fell down the
stairs...Eating more vegetarian food, avoiding red meat, finding more
peace with yoga and prayer [am a Muslim in India]. I weigh 60... thats
a loss of 5 kgs. Looking to get to 56 Kgs by May. Have been non-bulimic
since a while now... several years actually. Yoga and prayer have
really helped.
Am going on an elimination diet as of tomorrow for 4 days followed by a
detox for another few days. Will let you now how it went and if it
helped at all!!
M

hey everybody just finished a book called WASTED by MARY
HORNBACHER.its a kind of memoir telling of her struggles with ana and
bulimia,its a really good read for anyone who suffers with thes
things.it gave me some comfort which is kind of strange,but i could
relate to soo much of what she wrote.would def recommend it.
LOVE,XXXXXXXX

Hi.

My name is Elizabeth. I'm 24 yrs. old. I'm a self-injurer (with
depression and anxiety).

I recently started putting together a book about self-injury. What I
mean by "putting together" is it's a collection of poetry, life-
stories, artwork, surveys and more all from those who SI. If you think
you might be interested in this check out my website at:
http://www.pts.moonfruit.com.

Many people have already contributed their work to help those who feel
alone come to the reality that they aren't alone.

Take care,
Elizabeth

Hey Im Amanda this is to (amrita christopher) I am bulimic for a year I lost a
lot of weight, but since going to college Iv gained a lot back... It sucks to
b/c im a cheerleader here... So im contemplating on anorexia... Hang in there,
you'll make it....



Amrita Christopher <amrita_jc@...> wrote:
Hi,
I don't know ur name - so just a small hi from me. Do let me know
more... am suffering so much bcoz of this..... am overweight though
and I just can't seem to stop bingeing.... HELP ME!
-AMy

--- wahinenanc11 <no_reply@yahoogroups.com> wrote:

> i only just joined and im not judging anyone, i dont even know if
> this
> is a positive or negative group? i dont know anything that goes on.
> i just wanted to let everyone know no matter how many times you
> heard
> it anyone who is suffering from an ed,i know you prob wont listen
> and
> its really hard to understand when youre on teh other side.. i know
> i
> didnt listen when i was sick and given advice but im telling you
> all
> its not worth it..
> my life has been ruined and im stil trying to get myself back on
> track
> because of eating disorders..
> i know that everything i say has been said before but maybe you'll
> listen if its from someone who knows the disorders all to well.
> if anybody that is suffering wants any support i will always be
> here
> to lend a hand...
> stay strong all of you..
> my email address for those who never want help or jsut to talk is:
> ushers_girl_69@...
>
> by teh way i am not judging or attacking anyone so dont take it
> taht
> way
>
>
>
>





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Hi,
I don't know ur name - so just a small hi from me. Do let me know
more... am suffering so much bcoz of this..... am overweight though
and I just can't seem to stop bingeing.... HELP ME!
-AMy

--- wahinenanc11 <no_reply@yahoogroups.com> wrote:

> i only just joined and im not judging anyone, i dont even know if
> this
> is a positive or negative group? i dont know anything that goes on.
> i just wanted to let everyone know no matter how many times you
> heard
> it anyone who is suffering from an ed,i know you prob wont listen
> and
> its really hard to understand when youre on teh other side.. i know
> i
> didnt listen when i was sick and given advice but im telling you
> all
> its not worth it..
> my life has been ruined and im stil trying to get myself back on
> track
> because of eating disorders..
> i know that everything i say has been said before but maybe you'll
> listen if its from someone who knows the disorders all to well.
> if anybody that is suffering wants any support i will always be
> here
> to lend a hand...
> stay strong all of you..
> my email address for those who never want help or jsut to talk is:
> ushers_girl_69@...
>
> by teh way i am not judging or attacking anyone so dont take it
> taht
> way
>
>
>
>





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i only just joined and im not judging anyone, i dont even know if this
is a positive or negative group? i dont know anything that goes on.
i just wanted to let everyone know no matter how many times you heard
it anyone who is suffering from an ed,i know you prob wont listen and
its really hard to understand when youre on teh other side.. i know i
didnt listen when i was sick and given advice but im telling you all
its not worth it..
my life has been ruined and im stil trying to get myself back on track
because of eating disorders..
i know that everything i say has been said before but maybe you'll
listen if its from someone who knows the disorders all to well.
if anybody that is suffering wants any support i will always be here
to lend a hand...
stay strong all of you..
my email address for those who never want help or jsut to talk is:
ushers_girl_69@...

by teh way i am not judging or attacking anyone so dont take it taht
way

I HAD A RELAPS THE OTHER DAY. I WAS DOING WELL, KEEPING IT ALL DOWN,
BUT FOR SOME REASON I ATE A LOT OF SWEETS AND OTHER STUFF, AND HAD TO
GET RID OF IT. HOPEFULLY I WON'T RELAPS AGAIN, FOR I HAVEN'T DONE IT
IN THREE DAYS. AND TO MIXI_V, I BELIEVE YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH YOUR
STRUGGLE. YOU JUST HAVE TO PUT YOUR MIND TO IT OT STOP AND YOU WILL. i
HAVE JUST NOW PUT MY MIND TO IT. ALSO THANKS TO EVERYONE ELSES
MESSAGES, THEY REALLY HELPED ME OUT. I WILL TRY TO SENT YOU ALL E-
MAILS, BUT I AM PRESSED FOR TIME, ESPECIALLY WITH BASKETBALL SEASON
COMING UP. I'LL TALK WITH YOU ALL LATER, AND ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR THE
SUPPORT

-LC

Hi,
My name is Mihaela I am 38, I am living in Romania,I am computer
engineer and I am suffering from bulimia since long time. My symptomphs
are increasing from day to day and I feel unhappy and make my family to
suffer for my behavior. I have an eating-bingeing and when it's happen
I can eat 1 hour, a lot of sweet things, and after that salten (pasta)
and after that I am vomiting 3-4 hours .....awful really but it's the
truth. I tried to find help here by psychiatrist, I was put on 20 mg
Seroxat since 1 week, but I've read on Internet about the "dark side"
of this drug....., has anyoane of you taken this medicine????
I am very glad that I found this support group and that I finally
decided to discuss this problem with persons that can understand me. I
really need help. THANK YOU . Mixi

k,thanks just a bit frazzled,thought i was eating well,suppose whwn
you cut out or down binging and pur it cuts out lots of cals.its
steady now though and even started to gain a few.i know its for the
best so gonna promise to myself not too lose it and just aim on
maintaining it.hope your feeling ok...saw the email about the
cheerleaders and stuff.thanks again.--- In boa@yahoogroups.com,
Amanda Shelnut <shelnutt18@y...> wrote:
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> Hey don't worry about it,, that happened with me before, like I
could tell I was losing the weight, and the scale said it but no one
else could, but I don't know why your clothes aren't fitting any
differently? So just don't worry about it....
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> possible to loseweight from your bones?i know if you loose weight
too
> quickly you loose muscle tissue,after muscles could it eat your
bones?
> was away for the summer and according to my scales i lost
weight,but
> my clothes still fit the same and noone commented i had lost any
[Not
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Hey don't worry about it,, that happened with me before, like I could tell I was
losing the weight, and the scale said it but no one else could, but I don't know
why your clothes aren't fitting any differently? So just don't worry about
it....



aidean <niniathain@...> wrote:
hi i was just wondering if anyone could help me with a query.is it
possible to loseweight from your bones?i know if you loose weight too
quickly you loose muscle tissue,after muscles could it eat your bones?
was away for the summer and according to my scales i lost weight,but
my clothes still fit the same and noone commented i had lost any[Not
that i wanted them too}.bit scaared really,am i jus worrying myself or
should i see a doc.so tired of this shit didnt even try to lose it.





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hi i was just wondering if anyone could help me with a query.is it
possible to loseweight from your bones?i know if you loose weight too
quickly you loose muscle tissue,after muscles could it eat your bones?
was away for the summer and according to my scales i lost weight,but
my clothes still fit the same and noone commented i had lost any[Not
that i wanted them too}.bit scaared really,am i jus worrying myself or
should i see a doc.so tired of this shit didnt even try to lose it.

Hi I am new
I have seriously disliked my body shape for a lot of years and now
know that the answer is not weight loss because this does not really
change body shape it only makes you a smaller version of your original
shape. So I am putting my faith in swimming to help fix me up. No big
changes in overall shape but I can see improvements in isolated spots
such as my shoulders are more square and my calves are narrower. So I
am encouraged to keep it up. I will let you all know how it progresses.
Bye for now.

hey im a new be 2,just read your email and can sympathise with your
distress.it feels like the worst thing in the world when the weight
starts to go back on its like you can feel every inch and feel awful
while others maybe tell you how "well" your looking,which ultimatley
in your own head,(well in mine anyway!)would translate too how well
the extra weight looks!!i hate it.would usually cry for hours and in
tears have huge binges which always make me feel even worse.im not
an expert but think ive learned alot over the past years and  id
like to say if you dont mind,that this thinking  is the disease,its
not the few extra pounds but the thing in our heads that tells us
the extra pounds is wrong or horrible,and its this thinking that
keeps it alive and living.its so hard to distance yourself from
these thoughts ..i know ive been through it a hundred times or
more,and probably a hundred more to come again.remember also that it
takes a few months for your body and metabolism to recover from
eds,and even the lowest intake can cause gain due to hormones and
the body trying to heal itself.please dont go anorexic again.isnt it
better to just wait out the few months of extra pounds  with healthy
eating until your body recovers and you can sustain a reasnable
weight?Thats what im trying to do.its not easy at all,but im
trying.ever hear that saying...insanity is doing the same thing over
and over but expecting different results?..so lets say u do become
ana and loose all the weight..whats gonna be different this time?
only you can answer that.xxxxx --- In boa@yahoogroups.com, Amanda
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> Hey yall, Im new to the group, and I need some help..............
> Ok for like the past year Iv been bulimic, and I lost like 40
> pounds, but now since Iv gone to college, Iv gained like
> a lot.............Im a cheerleader here, and I feel very
fat....compared
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Hey yall, Im new to the group, and I need some help..............
Ok for like the past year Iv been bulimic, and I lost like 40
pounds, but now since Iv gone to college, Iv gained like
a lot.............Im a cheerleader here, and I feel very fat....compared
to the other girls on the team....what should I do, should I go
anorexic again? Or what, please help!!!1

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Hey Everyone, I have been struggleing with Bulimia for the past year,
but am now gaining like sooooo much weight since I went off to
college..... And I am a cheerleader on top of that.... I need help and
inspiration to become Anorexic....because I am just way too fat... Any
suggestions.....

hey! thats cool I'd like that! im both A&B but i don't always give in to the
temptation because of what its already done to me but its always there (ED) but
yes to your request i would love to have someone who understands and knows what
its like, to talk too!

stay strong and take care

nooki joao <lilllypunk@...> wrote:
hey girl, I'm on the same mission as you so don't despair. I have had an ed for
four years now and Im really so sick of its control over my life. So if you
would like, maybe we can be support buddies and help eachother through support?
I understand completely, I was anorexic for a while and now am still bulimic,
what is really scary is the fact that it eventually becomes part of your normal
lifestyle.
so drop me an email if you wanna talk!

stay strong!

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HEY GUYS, I AM NEW TO THIS SITE AND I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH BULIMIA AND
ANOREXIA FOR ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS.  I REALLY WANT TO STOP IT BEFORE IT
GETS COMPLETE HOLD OF ME.  I AM JUST LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO
UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH TO TALK TO.
PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!
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hey girl, I'm on the same mission as you so don't despair. I have had an ed for
four years now and Im really so sick of its control over my life. So if you
would like, maybe we can be support buddies and help eachother through support?
I understand completely, I was anorexic for a while and now am still bulimic,
what is really scary is the fact that it eventually becomes part of your normal
lifestyle.
  so drop me an email if you wanna talk!

stay strong!

crazyeights11 <crazyeights11@...> wrote:
HEY GUYS, I AM NEW TO THIS SITE AND I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH BULIMIA AND
ANOREXIA FOR ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS.  I REALLY WANT TO STOP IT BEFORE IT
GETS COMPLETE HOLD OF ME.  I AM JUST LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO
UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH TO TALK TO.
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I know this group is supposed to help people with those disorders but I got
mine, bulimia, when I was put on a certain medication, and most of the time I
cant control getting sick. But there are times when I can control it and I still
will chose to do it. I lost 150 pounds in 9 months and my bill of health has
never been better. I am even a narcotics agent now. I was able to achieve all
these things I wanted by doing something that people die from. It is a disease.
But it is one that I am willing to die from. I can keep down come things. Mostly
cereals.  But then again I normally can't control it anyways. Also for the other
girls out there, take up smoking. It really keeps your habds occupied and your
mouth occupied so you arent thinking about food. Nicotine curbs your appetite
and it really does work. At my highest I weighed over 300 and now I weigh 175,
and still dropping, and I am 6 feet tall. So yes I do know that I am tall but
either way, if it ever got to the point to where I
  dont need to throw up anymore, I think I can say with all honesty, I will do it
anyways. I would rather be sick and skinny than healthy and fat. Been down that
road and I like the view from here. Shopping at Forever 21 and those little
skimpy stores that I never dreamed I could fit into. Now at my height and
weight, I wear a medium/small of theirs. I now LOVE shopping. But it was not all
fun and games. It can with a price at the start of it all when I was so sick I
couldnt keep anything down if i had to. Docs still arent exactly sure what it
is.  Passing out. Lethargy. All of that. But I am more happy now that I ever
was. And if putting your finger down your throat makes you happy, then goddamnit
just do it. Whatever makes you feel good. I spent 18 years thinking I was so
ugly and what not, even though shockingly I got some of the hottest guys I guess
the wholle ugly duckling syndrome, and this is what makes me happy now. Iwould
never change it. Oh and to let ya'll now. I just ate a
  bowl of Kellogs and I am keeping it down

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