i went to the doctor today and he told me that the also on top of me
already having epilepsy that he thinks some of my seizures that are
happening even though i am medication for them are also caused by me
not eating which is causing my blood sugar to drop and that i can die
from it is this true? i am like totally freaking out here because like
i have said before i know i have an ed and have not gotten been able to
get help for it here where i live and now to find it is also reaking
havoc on my body is not a good thing i am really scared and i spent
most the night tonight crying because i am so scared that i am going to
die and no one in this town will even help me with my ed because when i
was younger i was through the program here and knew how to cheat there
system all because of my foster parents and at the time they put me in
treatment i did not want the help at all i thought they were the ones
who were nutz not me and i truely belived my foster parents at the time
since and i ahd been in the program here 7x's so now they wont take me
at all. so i guess i am just screwed because there is no place else
here to get treatment for an eating disorder at all.