I just want to say thank you for getting back to me and offering your
support. That means a lot to me because I feel like nobody
understands me, not even future husband! I feel that my life is
getting out of control, and he has no idea what he is getting into by
getting married to me! He has no idea that I am resorting back to my
old ways... He has been living far away because of work, and he
still thinks I look like the picture in my profile(which was taken in
2002). He thinks I am at a healthy weight. He has no idea that I
lost a lot weight since then, and now my ribs are starting to show(I
trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry). But I guess he is in for a
reality check...