Gosh, this guy from Princeton who teaches my Sunday school class said the other
day that ALL of us are broken to some extent inside, and that some admit it and
others don't. I know what you mean by "payoff" though. I keep wondering why I
always thought if I struggled to the next level on and on, that there would be
this big prize at the end. (History teacher for 32 years). I'm thinking toward
friends, a good spiritual life, and appreciation of those days with less pain.
And I'm a den mother of Cub Scouts at 60 years old - so, maybe I'm crazy! God
bless and keep you, Luis.
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From: "Luis" <lmn2gki@...>
> the muscles. Since I have PPS and Progressive MS the neurologist says
> is hard to wees out which one produces some specific reaction(s).
> The pain is more acute in the night hours when you sitdow to watch the
> tele and have a conversation with the wife.
> I was never an athlete, always had a "weak-left-knee" and my leg always
> decided to just collapse during any form of exercise (basball, basket,
> etc) until I decided to stop "pushing myself". But in other areas I was
> abusive, teacher of Math for 35 years (almost), lots of standing up
> time, plenty of up-down escalators, plenty of running to catch an
> elusive subway together with long nights.
> I understand that now is "pay-off" time but also I feel alone, am I
> really alone feeling this way?
> Thanks,
> Luis
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