Hi everyone, I haven't written in quite a while but I have been reading. I'm so sorry to the new people....I know your pain and shock. I lost my husband Dec....
From my experience, that initial excruciating pain that became part of my every waking and sleeping moments did eventually ease. I became accustomed to...
Hi Wendy. You described that so well, the pain easing by becoming accustomed to it. I know I'll never "get over" my son's death. But I've learned to live...
Hi, I've been reading the recent posts and I wanted to respond. I want to express my gratitude to those who share so much of themselves here on a subject that...
Tuck, Yes, it does get better, but it is a long and difficult process to go through. My son and only child would have been 30 yesterday (10/13) and back on...
i lost my husband to aea 10 weeks ago....it doesn't make any sense to me .he was a perfectionist in every aspect of the word. i found him on his knees in the...
i am sorry for your pain and distress, my husband died almost 9 years ago he too had bondage clothes on, for me that was one of the hardest parts to cope with,...
Tania Enduring this hell is just so hard. I wonder how I ever managed to get through those days. Although I researched as much as I could into why my...
im not really sure what to write, i just found this group today and just needed someone to talk to i guess. Not sure how to take any of this in, not sure how...
Please write more. What is it that you cannot cope with? ... From: kool_king_88 <kool_king_88@...> Subject: [Autoerotic Asphyxiation Support] hello ...
all of it, i keep hoping that its not true and that ill wake up, im ashamed of what he did and how he was found. im angry that he took such a stupid risk when...
well you came to the right place. we all do get it. you have every right to feel the way you feel. when did your dad die? my son died 6 years ago, I'm still...
its been 16 years now since he died though we wernt told how untill we asked, after my son was born i finally felt the need to know, so i asked mum and she...
Your anger is natural. I get mad at my son Neal for leaving me. But it doesn't mean I don't love him!! Try to remember this was an accident and he didn't...
Hi everybody, My name is Hope, or at least that's the name I'm using. My family is keeping "the secret" about my father's cause of death, so for that reason...
hi hope - i am sorry to hear about your father. i lost my brother to aea on 5.11.01. he was 36. i am also sorry about all of the family secrecy you are living...
It must be so hard for you having to go along with what others feel is the way to deal with your father's death. I really feel for you. I know that talking...
Hello Hope, I'm so very sorry to learn that you lost your Father. I am also very sorry
that you were the person who found him. Please try to remember him as...
I work at a hospital, and I read this one new article that mentions this "choking game": http://www.physorg.com/news146489871.html Can anyone here kindly...
My understanding of the so-called choking game is that it is aea but without the e part meaning without the sexual part. Deborah Life is too short to wake up...
ed, the choking game does not have the sexual component that AeA does -- kids play 'the choking game' trying to make themselves pass out -- at least, that's...
Some say there is no connection. I don't believe that. Some kids do the choking game with just the blocking of oxygen. But some add the erotic element....
I think the breathplay is not the same as AEA. Breathplay (choking play) usually starts as experiment, because of curiosity of youth. At the edge of pass out,...
Dianna is right. The last part of the brain to "die" is the area that causes sexual arousal. That's why men that were hanged earlier in the century always...
hello everybody in AEA SUPPORT, I just want to tell you all how difficult is my first Christmas without my best friend Stephen who past away from AEA in ...
Hello Patricia, I lost my younger brother Stan, he was 46 at the time to AeA. It has been 2 years now and this is the second Christmas with out him here with...
My name is Wendy and my husband, Dan, died of AeA on September 25, 2008. He was 54 and we had been married 29 years. We have two daughters and three...
Wendy, My heart goes out to you during this time of great emotional pain. I haven't lost anyone to AEA, but rather, was almost a victim myself. I now try...
hi wendy, i am so sorry to hear of your loss. i lost my brother jon (age 36) to aea on 5.11.01. i am stunned to hear your brother in law died from aea too. how...
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