Hi Everyone, I can't believe its been 2 months. It seems like yesterday I kissed and hugged my husband good-bye before work. I think I am at the stage where...
I believe our circumstances are different...not so much the grief....but the accuall facts of what happened...its a bit tabu and therefore harder to talk about...
my comparison is toward those that die in car accidents, cancer etc...when i was talking about our circumstances being different...it just come out wrong when...
Don't feel like you are the only new "widow" dealing with this...and it's been 5 months since my husband "lost the game" Please remember that if any wife or...
Welcome Back Donna!! It's nice to have some of the "old gang" back!! MeLinda Neal Beasley 6/30/86 - 6/22/03 rosebud102060 <rosebud102060@...> wrote: ok...
I can't speak about losing a husband to this horrible thing but I can tell you for me, yes I think it is harder and I suffer more because of the way Neal died....
hi Melinda...thanks for the welcome..I feel like I came home...ive been away for 2 years and forgot how good it felt to be able to talk freely without...
oh how you speak the truth!!!....I hold alot in also..I wish the same things...If only I could talk about losing John without the editing of everything...I...
Don't you just love some people!! I had a born again Christian ask to pray with me and then asked in the prayer for Jesus to forgive Neal for not having Him...
flabbergasted am I too ! ... De : MeLinda Beasley <melbea2000@...> À : autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com Envoyé le : Dimanche, 10 Février...
thanks for sharing that this happens to you too...I thought since its been 10 years that I must be crazy. it was embarrasing for me to admit that, now Im glad...
i have completely changed the way i say things - it is kind of sad that i don't say some of the things that shouldn't mean anything but do.... don't hold your...
thanks...when I am here I am normal..my thoughts are normal, my fears are normal...even my stupid queirks are normal...thats exactly what I mean.....you said...
I am so protective of everything surrounding Paul's death. I don't ever want to get into a conversation with anyone where I will have to almost convince them...
I lost my partner four months ago and I'm still struggling with trying to come to terms with how he died. We'd been together 10 years and it was a complete...
Dear M, I lost my son, my only child on 8/9/2004 to AeA. He just turned 22 years old 3 days before. I was a single mom and my son lived with me his whole life....
Dear M First of all I am so very sorry for you and your children. I know exactly how you feel, and completely sympathise - I was 19 years old when, on August...
Hi M, I'm sorry you lost your partner. I lost my son 5 years ago, I'm still trying to come to terms with it. I dont know if we ever will? I think its pretty...
Dear Colleen Thanks for your email. It helps to hear from people who've experience of this. I've spoken to friends but it all seems so unreal - no-one I know...
Dear Tony Thanks for your email. How old was your dad? So many cases seem to be young guys and I've found it hard to understand how someone of 39 could do...
Dear Carol. Although my partner's death has been officially recognised as an accident unfortunately the death certificate says 'hanging' so whenever I have to...
Hi M, I didn't realise that my husband was into doing what he did. However, when I think back there must have been clues that I just didn't find. I'm not...
In a message dated 2/15/2008 12:17:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, mcross67@... writes: So many cases seem to be young guys and I've found it hard to...
Hi everyone, I hope you are all surviving well. I just have a quick question to any one who may want to respond. Without giving details, has anyone found out...
found out other things??? like what?? example please? Colleen Marrero ... Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. ...
Its not uncommon for other "kinks" to accompany AEA. Bondage, Sadism & Masochism, Mummification, Clothing Fetishes, etc are the most popular. As an Ex-AEA...
a few months after Steve died, I found loads of movie clips and CDs my son was copying. some were made on the night he died. they all involved strangling...
... any ... found ... it? ... felt ... Trust me Tuck you are not in any manner alone. My brother passed away almost 4 months ago and I have been the one...
hi bernie, i am so sorry for you and your family. when we lost my brother jon on 5.11.01 it was pure hell for the first year. the following years are still...
hi tuck, i found some stuff of jon's but maybe because i am his younger sister / knew him very well / pretty open to different lifestyles (not that you...