I received a promotion at work left Thursday morning for a Plant tour, I kissed my husband and soulmate of 22 years goodbye and see you tomorrow...to get...
Linda, I'm sorry about your husband. you asked if there is light? yea there is, but it takes a lot of time to see it. of course its different for everyone, but...
In a message dated 12/14/2007 12:03:35 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, cindyallsman@... writes: I don't know if you remember me or not it has been a long...
You need to keep going and that is the hardest thing that you will do. I too lost my precious husband and thought that I would die from the pain that I felt...
Hi Linda First of all I am so very sorry for you all. I know exactly how you feel, and whatsmore completely sympathise with your sons - I was 19 years old...
I am sorry for the reasons that everyone is here however I am really glad I found you. I lost my husband Dec. 07,to AeA- what a shock. I am still trying to ...
this is such a hard thing to go through. not only hiding what happened, which most of us have all done to an extent (family and close friends knew, but mostly...
There is light, but I can't say "at the end of the tunnel", because unfortunately this is something you will live with forever. It will get easier and there...
I am wondering if all of you have had these feelings and how you dealt. I can't help but feel guilty that I did not know and I am still in denial that he is...
I cant speak for wives who are left to deal with this. but I can tell you about the guilt and denial. when my son was found I had (and still do have)...
I lost my precious husband in September 2004 and I too could not get past the accident. Somehow I have learned to live with it and accept that he is gone....
I believe I sent you a message yesterday and hoped you read it. The beginning is so,so,so very hard and you are the one left picking up the pieces. All I can...
Hello...im new to this support group but not new to aea...I feel compelled to answer this post..my husband of 18 years died 10 years ago from aea. I remember...
ok i just realized a good thing....a couple years has past but I have found my friends...you....this is the same support group that I used to post on....I...
Hi Everyone, I can't believe its been 2 months. It seems like yesterday I kissed and hugged my husband good-bye before work. I think I am at the stage where...
I believe our circumstances are different...not so much the grief....but the accuall facts of what happened...its a bit tabu and therefore harder to talk about...
my comparison is toward those that die in car accidents, cancer etc...when i was talking about our circumstances being different...it just come out wrong when...
Don't feel like you are the only new "widow" dealing with this...and it's been 5 months since my husband "lost the game" Please remember that if any wife or...
Welcome Back Donna!! It's nice to have some of the "old gang" back!! MeLinda Neal Beasley 6/30/86 - 6/22/03 rosebud102060 <rosebud102060@...> wrote: ok...
I can't speak about losing a husband to this horrible thing but I can tell you for me, yes I think it is harder and I suffer more because of the way Neal died....
hi Melinda...thanks for the welcome..I feel like I came home...ive been away for 2 years and forgot how good it felt to be able to talk freely without...
oh how you speak the truth!!!....I hold alot in also..I wish the same things...If only I could talk about losing John without the editing of everything...I...
Don't you just love some people!! I had a born again Christian ask to pray with me and then asked in the prayer for Jesus to forgive Neal for not having Him...
flabbergasted am I too ! ... De : MeLinda Beasley <melbea2000@...> À : autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com Envoyé le : Dimanche, 10 Février...
thanks for sharing that this happens to you too...I thought since its been 10 years that I must be crazy. it was embarrasing for me to admit that, now Im glad...
i have completely changed the way i say things - it is kind of sad that i don't say some of the things that shouldn't mean anything but do.... don't hold your...
thanks...when I am here I am normal..my thoughts are normal, my fears are normal...even my stupid queirks are normal...thats exactly what I mean.....you said...
I am so protective of everything surrounding Paul's death. I don't ever want to get into a conversation with anyone where I will have to almost convince them...
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