I haven't written in a long time, I have also been avoiding logging on to this page. I'm not sure why I decided to come back today.. Its been a year and 4...
hey texas - it has been almost 7 years (VERY hard to believe) since i lost my brother jon. i HATE halloween (never used to) because of all of the decorations...
Hi Staci, Sounds like your doing all the "right" things. although what is right after this? congrats on going back to school! PTSD is so hard to live with. and...
Hi Colleen, I read both the police report and the autopsy report. Don't read the autopsy. Please don't read it. I do know that my husband didn't even know what...
Hi Staci, I have read everone's reply and I got to talk with my mother and I have decided not to know. I really don't know anything as I have no contact with...
P.S. I too Staci cannot watch anything with "hanging" in it. I outright shiver and ask that the channel be changed. I don't think this will change either. ...
hello all - at one time someone sent out a beautiful poem that i believe is titled say his name. if any of you have it would you please forward it to me? a...
thanks colleen:) we are very excited!! love, christy ************************************** See what's new at http://www.aol.com [Non-text portions of this...
I have the same problem when I see certain things on the television or someone unknowingly saying something to me. People always say, "ugh, I could strangle so...
Oh Christy I'm so excited for you!!!! I loved following your pregnancy with Tommy and now we get to do it again!!! I'm hoping for a girl this time!!! Love, ...
I lost Patrick to AeA a little over a year ago. He and I now have a 5 month old son who is the best thing that ever happened to me. I miss Patrick so much! And...
Hi, I lost my husband Paul just over 3 years ago and after 1 year I was lucky enough to get together with a wonderful man. He and my husband had been friends...
It makes me happy to hear that you are moving on. This is a true sign of a healing heart. As for Patrick's pictures, it shouldn't have to be all or nothing....
I'm going to tell you a story my therapist told me. She had been married for years to a wonderful man, the love of her life and suddenly he died. She kept a...
First: You are not ready for a relationship. Second: If this guy is really OK with all the photos in the house...there is something wrong with him. I'm 56, my...
I would think he would understand. Patrick was a huge part of your life, he always will be. especially since you have a child together. I would leave...
Hi, I feel that you are being a little unfair in your response. I lost my dear precious husband just over 3 years ago in what I can only describe as a tragic...
I was wanting to know if anyone had a problem collecting on an accidental death policy with their deceased? My partner had a life insurance policy and...
Pam First: Your vulgar and emotionless display has sickened me, although this woman was asking our opinion I feel that you went above and beyond the call of...
Brandy, Pam left our group yesterday. I agree with everything you said. I also believe love is understanding. if you are lucky to find love, they will...
Pam- I think you are very bitter about what has happened to your husband. I would never in a million years say that he died with his hand around his cock....
Sorry to hear you are having a difficult time over a payout, especially at such a hard and trying time. I lost my husband almost 8 yrs ago and it took almost 8...
Carol, Guess what?? My brother actually said Neal's name the other night!! Weird huh? hahaha I have Neal's picture all over the living room and I, like...
You have shown maturity and compassion!! MeLinda Christen Morgan <stewartandmorgan@...> wrote: Pam- I think you are very bitter about what has happened...
Well said Carol , Melinda! I, too, was very offended at that lady's remarks. I thought..."oh great! so THIS is what this support group has become...a venting...
It is nice to have a place like this to find others to talk to. I lost my brother last month to autoerotic accident. My family was shocked at our loss but...
Hi, I'm sorry you had to find this group. my name is Carol, I lost my son 5 years ago to this. I have the same feelings, I love him more then anything and...
... people, he was a wonderful friend. I had so many people tell me what a good person he was, how he was the one person that they could call and he would...