Hello to all: Want to know the worst thing of the new year?? Even though it is just about 3 months since my brother died. Their will be no memories for the...
Laurie, it's so very true the new years that come our way are difficult for that very reason. I feel pain at each year I enter that Jason isn't here and I get...
Thank you for putting it in words for me. I was wondering what it was about the new year that was bothering so very bad. Yesterday was an awful day. I think...
-Linda, when Jason died and as the weeks passed by, I had so many thoughts I'd never had before. Some were when I'd realize something for the first time, like...
I have been gone for two weeks up at my mom and dad's with all of my family. That is something I find to be so funny. Josh never really got to spend alot of...
Thank you so much. Mainly just for listening to me. I know I am not handling this well at all. I feel so badly for you since you have no other children. I...
Linda, I'm so sorry about your friend's son too, what a hard time you both have to go through. I hope the best for both of you. As for the books, read anything...
I dont know if anyone is aware of this but HBO has a series call Six Feet Under, in the 2nd season they ran an episode called In the Garden about AeA. In the...
my son micah died dec.29 2004 he just had his 20th birthday. he was a sophmore in college, a singer songwriter and a wonderful child. we are devastated. my...
K&D, I am soooo sorry about your son Micah! I'm glad you've found this place. Please write more when you can. I know you are reeling and in such a bad place. I...
... I am so so sorry to read this and want to let you know I truly cry with you. My heart goes out to you. Our son, Matthew, died exactly the same way, four...
Kelly and Debra - I am soo sorry for your loss. My son, Joe died Oct. 7, 2004 of AeA. I found him hanging in his closet. He was 27 yrs old and a beautiful...
Dear K&D I am devastated to hear of your loss. There are no words at this time. Although this group is a big help please consider joining our parents only...
... Linda, yours is a most accurate and eloquent summation. Kelly and Debra, you have my sincere sympathy as well. I lost my 17 yr. old son to AEA in the...
Hello Everyone, I don't post very often, but read your messages everyday and wish I was stronger to post and/or reply more, but I just can't right now...your...
Hello Meredith,thank you for your message and your journal! I see it's the same for our children who died in France,my son Nicolas was also 14,and he died 4...
Hello to all: Well with winter fast upon us, its amazing christmas now seems so far away. Here I sit waiting for our first snow storm. My brother loved the...
Laurie, Greetings! You are right about the fact that time, and one's perspective on life, tend to change after experiencing the death of a loved one. ...
Gary, I'd like to know more about the game. AEA involves masturbation as it's written, autoerotic asphyxiation, but alot of kids are blocking off their oxygen...
Gary, I'm very curious about this. are you talking about a school? Or 3 boys in a social group? This is very scary. How old were they? I would say yes,...
From information I obtained after my son died (for the purpose of writing a research paper on AEA), in the very beginning experiences with AEA for young boys,...
Well all i really know is that the boys are all from the same school and are around 13 14. The News report did not say much more then that. The school is...
When did it happen, all at the same time? I looked in the obits from the last 2 weeks in the Tallahassee Democrat, cant find the boys. Was there an article in...
Although I don't post much, I do read all the posts. Tonight I am shocked by the post about the 3 boys who have lost their lives. The repercussions of this...
In a message dated 1/19/2005 10:18:04 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, garyi@... writes: I have a question we just lost 3 boys to what they call a game. ...
I am so shaken by this i can hardly write. My sons death was the last fatality posted prior to this tragedy. He died dec.29 he just had his 20th bday. My 16...
I agree completely. Jason died in April 1999. How many since then? I sat at my kitchen table every afternoon after his death in a panic, shaking like you,...
Dear Knauss family, I will be thinking of you all today and will drink a beer tonight in Dalton's memory. My Nat never saw his twenty first either. He died...
Hello all the families,all the friends... I've just read all new messages,and they confirm all what we say here in France.We are so many families who lost a...