Well it is Monday again. Boy im not likeing mondays right now. Exactly 4 weeks, almost a Month now since my brother died. And on this day what I come to...
Laurie, I dread Friday's especially rainy ones. I know what you mean. Monday's arent all that great either, that was the viewing and tuesday was the funeral....
just for the saying of it....you go girl.....you can be mad at God...its part of the healing....making sense and all...God can take it...becasue he knows you...
can you post pictures? its fun for us to see who we are talking too....I am still trying to post one of Rachel and me.....dont have any on disk of John...
Yes, you can post pictures on the site: http://photos.groups.yahoo.com/group/autoeroticasphyxiationsupport/ls t If you don't have a scanner, but have a digital...
oops that was suppose to come out as a request for Laurie to post...I have a few posted....I worded that all backwards...so here goes again.. Laurie will you...
So it's been almost a year (Nov 14 2003) since my boyfriend of 6 and a half years died from AEA. I haven't been very good at keeping up this group but I need...
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Talia, this is Dianna, my son Jason died when he was 14, in April 1999. I'm glad to hear that you seem to be doing ok, I understand about the anniversary...
This something I had read which offers some ideas for: Surviving Holidays and Special Occasions by Brook Noel and Pamela D. Blair, Ph.D. Holidays, birthdays...
thanks for the reminder dianne. Johns birthday just passed...plus the anniversary of death for my father in Law...they died 7 months apart from each other...I...
I have just recently lost someone to this. On November 2nd. There is so much I would like to say, but I am not sure where to start. He was my boyfriend of...
Hi, I'm so sorry. how old was he? what's his name? You can tell us anything, we totally understand. So what did he say when you asked him not to do it alone?...
I, too, am so sorry you have lost someone to AEA but I'm glad you found this site. It is very helpful to be able to talk to others who have and are going...
He was 42. I will just call him "M" for now. He always told me he knew what he was doing, that he was safe. Or said if I did not want him to do it, then I...
Feel free to talk about anything you want. I lost my brother to AeA on October 4, 2004. Lets just say that first month was very hard. But for me my body has...
so sorry to hear about your loss. i lost my brother, jon, on 5.11.01. jon was 36. your first year is going to be hell. good luck to you. christy jon's sister ...
... Dear Bill, These are some very powerful words. Thank you for your insight and willingness to share this. I, too, am (and will be) having a tough time...
I am so sorry you are having to go through this horrible tragedy. We are here for you. Please tell us about your boyfriend. We have all been where you are and...
Hi, I'm so sorry this happened. It seems this year we've had a lot of wives join because of AEA. my name is Carol, I lost my 16 year old son Steve to this in...
i really dont know what to say to you other than i am so truly sorry. i really am, and i know how raw and lost you are feeling right now. i'm so sorry. i'm...
You are not alone. The pain may feel strong now but with time it does get somewhat better. I lost my brother to whom I was very close to on July 29, 2004 and I...
I dont know if it gets better, I think we just get used to it. its just part of our lives now. I wish it wasnt. I honestly cant remember what it felt like to...
it's weird, because every now and again, i can hear my brother, deven, laughing. he had the most annoying laugh, but i still hear it....i remember 2 days...
I did not loose my husband, On Oct 4, 2004 I lost my brother. For the first two weeks we thought it was a suicide. It was not until the death certificate...
... Any ... ones ... My husband and I were married for 16 years and we were together for almost 21. I adore him and am missing him so much that I cannot ...
Wendy, You dont have to explain it, we know exactly how your feeling. What you need to do is just take it one day at a time. This pain feels unbearable right...
Together 21 years that i can relate too. Ive been with my husband 21 years. Meet in 83 married in 88. 2 kids. I can only imagine how you feel. Must feel...