Thank you Christy!! I'm sorry I haven't responded to you and everybody. I guess I've been in my own little world. I haven't cried much. I've just been numb...
Before I start writing, I have to admit that I have not lost anyone to AeA, but I wasn't sure of where else to turn. I am someone who is into AeA, and it...
Josh, I'm glad you came here! You are going to find a lot of pain in this group but support also. and maybe you can help us understand what the hell our loved...
Josh, I second everything Carol just wrote. I sure hope you can make it through this addiction. I will support you any way I can. Have you talked to your...
Bud, Have a nice trip. Laurie ... From: cbcondor To: autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com Sent: Tuesday, July 13, 2004 1:26 PM Subject: [Autoerotic...
Josh, I really admire your courage in coming forward and telling us about your addiction. I was wondering how old you are? I lost my oldest son and best friend...
Josh, I'm so glad you wrote! I hope you can find help here, I'm sure you can. I haven't been posting much lately, my mom is facing major surgery and is...
Bud, I lived in Clearwater for 5 years in the 70's. Have a nice time down there. Love your posts! ~~Dianna Jason's mom cbcondor <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>...
hi josh, my name is christy and i lost my brother, jon, 5.11.01, to aea. i am so sorry to hear that you are a practitioner - i will iinevitably meet your...
I realize I am just a researcher, and have no experience with such loss, but I think I can give some advice to the new person who is practicing. Through my ...
I want to thank you all for being so forth coming and concerned. I was really scared to post on here. I feel like a drunk driver posting on a M.A.D.D. board....
You confirmed what I always thought about Steve. He was so addicted he couldnt stop himself. He knew the dangers, he knew how stupid it was, he was happy,...
I lost my husband on March 11th to AeA and am looking everywhere for a good therapist to help with my loss in either Los Angeles or Manhattan. Ideally someone...
Melissa, I'm so sorry you lost your husband. I lost my 16 year old son Steve in Aug. 2002. We went to a therapist the next week. She didnt know about AeA, she...
Melissa, I am so sorry to hear about your husband and so sorry that it is the reason that you found us here. There are others here who have lost husbands to...
Bravo..... I must say I am very impressed of your courage and strength to come here and open up and infact...ya broke the silence I do believe that is the...
I lost my beautiful, wonderful brother on March 29th. I am absolutely devastated. I miss him so much, and still look at my cell phone, waiting for a text...
Tighe, I am so sorry about your brother Deven, he sounds like he was a truly great guy who overcame so much. This is so sad. I lost my son Jason 5 years ago,...
I'm searching for a direction. I've struggled through every minute of each day for almost 6 months now, and to sum up my existence, I'd say it's declining. I...
Bonnie, I'm not suggesting I think you should end your life, but you seem to be struggling with what almost all us have encountered, that no one understands...
Bonnie, There is a reason we were left here, and that is to educate the closed minded idiots who refuse to speak AeA! Just so no one else has to live the hell...
hi melissa - i know of a great one in florida but that won't help. my name is christy and my brother, jon, died of AeA on 5.11.01, at the age of 36. i am so...
hi tighe - i am so sorry to hear about your brother. sadly, march 29th will never be the same for you for the rest of your life. i lost my older brother on...
hi bonnie - here is a ton of hugs and kisses via an email. i am thinking about you and praying for you. ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed ed...
Christy - I love it when you write a string of Ed's like that...it makes me think of those time lapse cameras they take photos of stars with, and how if...
Bonnie, there is hope, believe it or not. I'd say for one and a half years nothing mattered to me, I felt there was nothing in the world for me, I didn't want...
There are no guarantees if you end it now, you'll be with Ed. I dont know what I believe in with regards to purgatory or hell, but I know our loved ones are...