Yesterday a friend of mine called. She was talking to a woman who taught Stephen 5th grade. She was an awesome lady (she's retired now), she was very old...
Lois; sorry i missed you on the chat room last thurs ,, i usuually at least check it i know what it feels like to want to talk and there is nobody to talk...
lois, i just read your post tonight -- i haven't been checking in as often, it's been too painful -- but tonight, when i read what you said, i could totally...
carol, i just caught up with the posts tonight -- i am so glad you made it throught graduation -- it sounded like the graduation ceremony was very touching --...
thanks for your reply. I know I am not the only one feeling like this. I guess I just needed to be "reminded" that I am not alone. I dont have anyone to talk...
I dont usually respond to the posts, but I do read them from time to time. I kind of feel like a stalker in the shadows just wanted to know how everyone else...
Lois and Tracey, I always read the posts. I lost my 14 year old son, Jason. I found him with my (then)husband, after work one beautiful spring day. I had...
Hi Tracy, I just read yours and Jasonsmom"s post and felt that I just had to reply. In Nov of 2000 I almost died because my lungs were covered with blood clots...
Dear Lois, I too have flashbacks of finding my husband. It usually happens at night. I just try to remember the good things about him and remember that this...
Dianna & Kelly -- wow -- how did you NOT just let go while you had the chance? your strength is amazing -- I totally get what you're saying about other people...
Laura, I know with our AD & D policy for Jay it paid because the coroner stated that it was an accidental death. That was the determining factor. Even though...
Alma, I am sure everyone appreciates your wonderful advice on dealing with the insurance companies. It is nice to know there is someone in our midst who can...
Charlotte, I too think you should fight for the insurance money. Those Jerks put us through the paces to get every penny I think they should be put through...
Kelly, I agree with you. I don't seem to feel the need to talk to someone on the thursday schedule either. My work schedule is so hectic that sometimes I...
I was 4 years old and was the only one home with my father. My grandmother had come by, to pick me up for a visit to her house. Excited as a 4 year old going...
Jeremy, WOW! How sad to have to see it as a 4 year old, and to live with it this long. I'm sorry you had to experience it 1st hand that young. You might have...
Dear Jeremy I am so sorry for what happened to you, it must be excruciating at times having that as your earliest memory. My father died earlier this year and...
My 14 yo nephew hung himself between 5-6pm three weeks ago tonight. I have had a torturous three weeks but Wednesday nights are the worse. I seem to relive...
jeremy, i am so sorry you were the one to find your father -- and that you are living this nightmare at all -- you are so strong, living with this for these 21...
dear 'ifab' -- i am so sorry about your nephew -- i know it is a horrible, horrible time for your and your family -- wondering what the hell was going on?...
ifab. I am sorry to hear of your loss. I think in many cases that boys will try this if they feel isolated. I am not sure if being clothed is an indicator or...
awd, I am so sorry to hear your sad story. It is an awful thing to witness and can cause many many flashbacks as I know you have already probably heard. I...
Dear Jeremy, Your story just breaks my heart. I am sorry that you have had to live with that image from such a young age. I found my husband dead from this...
Hi kathy, I have writen a letter to the insurance company asking them to reconsider their decision. I gave them info that I had found about aea and how the...
Jeremy thanks for sharing your story. How did you find out it was AEA ? What did you tell your wife he died from ? I am so sorry for your loss Kim Ciano ...
--ifab, my son Jason, also died at age 14 years and 2 months April 23, 1999, from AEA. I am so sorry about your nephew, let me say that first. There are often...
I dont think you should let it drop . I find AEA a little easier than thinking he committed suicide. Was there a note ? What did the coroner say ? No he...
Dianna that was such a great email. Thanks for sharing all those wonderful things about Jason. pssstttt I agree ..........he is damn cute Kim Ciano ...