Hi,  I know how hard this time is for you and fully understand how you have so
many questions left unanswered.  Please do not take any blame, your husband
chose, as mine did, to risk what they did.  It was something that they were both
compelled to do and unfortunately for all of us, the outcome was devastating and
irreversible.  I'm so sorry.  Wendy

--- On Mon, 1/5/09, Carolanne <coochiealamode@...> wrote:

From: Carolanne <coochiealamode@...>
Subject: [Autoerotic Asphyxiation Support] Husband died of AEA in June 2008
To: autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com
Date: Monday, January 5, 2009, 12:00 AM






Hello:

It has been over 6 months since my 43 year old husband died of AEA.
We have a 3 year-old son.

I didn't know he was doing this sort of thing, I found him basically
dead on the family room floor after waking up and finding him not in
our bed.

He was laying on the floor with one of his old work books on his neck
with the back leg of the couch on top of that.

He was getting cold when I touched him. He was only downstairs maybe
10 min.

I called 911 and tried to resuscitate him until the EMS came. He was
on life support for 2 days and died of brain damage.

Finding him this way will stay with me for the rest of my life.
I don't understand why...
I try not to blame myself.
I still hold a lot of anger within me

That day we had such a good day. The day before father's day.

The end was a nightmare and still is.

Carolanne


















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