Your anger is natural.  I get mad at my son Neal for leaving me.  But it doesn't
mean I don't love him!!  Try to remember this was an accident and he didn't want
to leave you.  He wanted to be there for you.
MeLinda
Neal 6/22/86 - 6/30/03

--- On Mon, 10/20/08, kool_king_88 <kool_king_88@...> wrote:

From: kool_king_88 <kool_king_88@...>
Subject: [Autoerotic Asphyxiation Support] ...
To: autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com
Date: Monday, October 20, 2008, 11:06 PM






its been 16 years now since he died though we wernt told how untill we
asked, after my son was born i finally felt the need to know, so i
asked mum and she told me, i think some how i had always known , i
just tried to tell myself it wasnt true now i cant tell myself that
anymore cos it was all confirmed, ive never felt this kind of heart
brokeness knowing that he couldve prevented leaving us, knowing that
he couldve watched us grow up and get married and looking at my son
and knowing hell never meet his grandfather, im so angry at him...


















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