i am sorry for your pain and distress, my husband died almost 9 years ago he too
had bondage clothes on, for me that was one of the hardest parts to cope with,
all I can say as everyone says is the pain does lessen unfortunately it doesn't
go completely. Every time my son now 8 reaches milestones or wins a prize I feel
sorry for my husband not being here to share these things with me and my boy. I
have met a new wonderful man who is so understanding and a real rock on the bad
days I now feel so blessed with my life.
take care
julie

--- On Wed, 15/10/08, tania_verdone <tania_verdone@...> wrote:

From: tania_verdone <tania_verdone@...>
Subject: [Autoerotic Asphyxiation Support] aea
To: autoeroticasphyxiationsupport@yahoogroups.com
Date: Wednesday, 15 October, 2008, 6:42 PM






i lost my husband to aea 10 weeks ago....it doesn't make any sense to
me .he was a perfectionist in every aspect of the word. i found him on
his knees in the eves of our house.they said his nails were polished
red and there was some bodage..i just don't get it.There are no local
support groups for this...and yes i am telling people the truth i am
not letting my husbands legacy to go down as suicide...his parents
accused me of murdering him....he was 44 and had everything going for
him...tgv


















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