Hi everyone,

I haven't written in quite a while but I have been reading. I'm so
sorry to the new people....I know your pain and shock.
I lost my husband Dec. 2/07 he was 38. What a shock...a friend found
him in the house. This month is our wedding anniversary. It would
have been 15 years. I can't imagine getting through that day! And I
can't stop thinking about it. I just want him and our lives back. I
know that won't happen but I still pray for a miracle or for me to wake
from this horrible nightmare. Even though I love and miss him very
much...I still have anger for what he did. Will this ever get any
easier. I am on meds and I do see a therapist...but sometimes talking
to someone who has been through it....is the best!! Any advice???

Take care and I think of you all.

Tuck