Hi Christi,
My God we both have so much in common, you are the only other person on here
that I have seen that lost their brother, I don't know if you remember me or not
it has been a long time since I have been here also, I lost my brother Stan ON
HALLOWEEN He actually died on Oct 28, but I did not find him until the 31st,
Halloween night, You can only imagine how he looked after all that time with the
heat on in his house. This past Halloween was really hard on me, as you said,
with all the decorations, I think next year I will go away for that few days, I
hope that after 7 years that it gets a little easier, Its only been 1 year for
me and I still have my little setbacks every day. I am on medication now for the
anxiety and that helps, and I am finding that I need them less often, I know it
is not a healthy way to deal with all of this, but under the Dr.s care it has
helped me so much. Well its been nice reading everyone's letters again, I
avoided coming on here for months, but
I'm gald I cam back on today.

Cindy

christy86m@... wrote:
hey Texas - it has been almost 7 years (VERY hard to believe) since i
lost
my brother jon. i HATE hallo ween (never used to) because of all of the
decorations that are hanging from everyone trees. i know they don't mean ANY
harm
but setting up all of their "fun" decorations but it makes me so sad none the
less.

how wonderful that you are taking classes AND doing so well in them!

christy
jon's sister

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