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<jjochen@...> wrote:
> On the morning of October 28th 2005 , I found my
husband of 10 years
> dead in our brand new home in the closet in my
daughter's room. We
> had not moved in yet thank god. He was naked and in
a sitting
> position on the floor, he had his shirt wrapped
around his head and
> the rope on top of that going up to the attic
rafters . He had been
> there for a while because when I touched him I
remember thinking how
> cold and hard he felt. the only reason I knew it was
him was I could
> see his mumps innoculation scar on his shoulder and
the freckles on
> his back. I loved my husband DESPERETLY and am
confused and a wreck
> over why he did this. The things I do know are that
he was hooked on
> drugs, cocaine to be specific and he had been
drinking and using
> that night. the police said that this was not the
first time he had
> done this, because they found a bag with short
lengths of rope in it
> tied into knooses. I know that we were having a
hard time that last
> year , he was a VERY successful site foreman for a
very large
> construction company. He was very smart and was
also ADHD and
> dyslexic. I had been dealing with his hangups for
years, and would
> never have left him not for a million dollars . We
were not devient
> people , we had regular normal even boring sex. Sex
for us was more
> like being close and talking than sex. So I dont
understand this
> thing that he did!! Where did he find out about it
?? How does
> someone like him discover this thing??
>
> I have two beautiful children who were 6 and 7 when
he died and I
> told them daddy fell off a ladder!! How do I ever
tell them that
> daddy chose this THING over us!! Why wasnt I good
enough?? does
> anyone know?? All i can do these days is cry,
(always at night and
> by myself) I miss him so, he was my best friend,
someone I have
> known ALL my life.
>
>
>
>


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