Hello, I just found out that my father died of AeA. He has been gone
for 8 years. My mother hid it from my sister and I until we both
started having problems that could have been related to seeing him do
something in relation to AeA. I am confused and VERY angry. I also
found out that the entire town knew about my father's real cause of
death due to the attending doctor and EMT having big mouthes. I am
angry at my mother for risking someone else telling us and making the
decision that it was better for us not to know, even though we were
both adults. I am also angry at my father for allowing this to happen
and for cutting his life short in the prime of his life.
~M
My name is Kathy. I lost my 18 year old son to aea in Oct 2001. He was 18 years, one month, and two days old. I feel such tremendous loss and isolation. I...
Hi All !!!! Getting close to my 2 year mark. I have been thinking of you guys alot. Scott your email really concerns me. If you are ever online and just...
Hi Everyone !!!!! Just stopping in to say hello. November is always a bad month for me. Just the thought of how many people have died from this is completely...
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I have just recently lost someone to this. On November 2nd. There is so much I would like to say, but I am not sure where to start. He was my boyfriend of...
Hi, I'm so sorry. how old was he? what's his name? You can tell us anything, we totally understand. So what did he say when you asked him not to do it alone?...
He was 42. I will just call him "M" for now. He always told me he knew what he was doing, that he was safe. Or said if I did not want him to do it, then I...
I am so sorry you are having to go through this horrible tragedy. We are here for you. Please tell us about your boyfriend. We have all been where you are and...
I, too, am so sorry you have lost someone to AEA but I'm glad you found this site. It is very helpful to be able to talk to others who have and are going...
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I have been looking all over the internet for a support group for people who are practice auto-erotic asphyxiation and want to stop. There seems to be one on...
Hello there, I can't work out whether or not you are male or female??? From my experience, I have to say that if you are male and practice aa, and have a...
Hi Wendy. I'm a female. I should have said. I know I am a freak, because mostly men do this. I am trying to stop. That's why I want support. wendy watson...
You are not a freak. You are very strong to reach out. You have an addiction, which is very strong. Are you getting any counseling? I think that is the...
I have a counselor who has been treating me for depression. I recently told her, and she admitted she had absolutely no idea how to treat this kind of...
Hello, I just found out that my father died of AeA. He has been gone for 8 years. My mother hid it from my sister and I until we both started having problems...
hello Molly my husband died 6 yrs ago from AEA, i was pregnant at the time and I often wonder whether I tell my son when he is older what happened to his...
I'm so sorry!!! I had a similar situation with my son Neal's death. My neighbor worked for the police, as a dispatcher, and came over. The police on duty...
Hello, My name is Pam. My husband of 24 years died of AEA on February 18 this year. He would have been 53 in May. I live in a very small town and half of it...
Hi Pam, I lost my husband almost 3 years ago now. I don't think that I ever thought about forgiveness for my husband, he didn't want to die and leave me...
Hello Pam, I am truly sorry for your loss. I believe that AEA is an addiction that drives the person to perform these dangerous practices. Forgiveness comes...