oh carol you are so sweet!

baby boy mattey aka i think tommy mattey:) is getting huge - at least mommy
is!

i was just up in the tommy's room listening to pachebel (sp?) in canon d
which is also what i walked down the aisle to almost 13 years ago!!

i am not sure if bill's/dalton's/our site supports photos but i will try and
post some photos of tommy's room.

it really is an incredible time. feeling little tommy play soccer in my tummy
is breathtaking.

tom and i are so excited about meeting our little boy! we have an OB appt.
today with an ultrasound to see how big "little" tommy is.

because of the gestational diabetes the OB doesn't want me to go beyond 39
weeks which will be 5.20.06.

i need to get over some of my date issues but jon died on 5.11.01, we found
out on 5.15.01 (also vernon's death), we buried him on 5.19.01.

maybe God wants me to have a happy 5.11. / 5.15. / or 5.19 anniversary date
instead of the sad ones that i have had for the last 5 years. and maybe that is
the same for my mom - i think of everyone in the world my mom and i (mostly
my mom - i don't mean to take anything away from her horrific grief) grieve the
most for jon - daily but especially on the anniversary/birthday and Christmas.

i find it incredibly sweet of you to ask me about tommy. i can't wait to let
you guys know that i have a beautiful health bouncing baby boy!! i also can't
wait to let you guys know that labor didn't hurt and the baby is sleeping thru
the night......

with much love,
christy


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