I have been dealing with anger all of life, my anger is deep within and
sometimes rears its ugly head. I was born with the worse parents on
this earth and had a very unhappy childhood, so most of my anger stems
from that really. I'm not sure if it will ever go away
Lately I have been angry with myself due to the fact I was horribly
treated by someone when I was younger this person smashed my head
against a brick wall, smothered me with a pillow to stop me screaming
and how I survived I will never no I ended up in hospital for about a
week. This person also beat me a couple of times. I let him get away
with it and he has walked free from this. I lied at the time because I
was so scared and didn't understand about the world but now I'm still
carrying the anger that this person got away with it.
My anger inside eats me away everyday and I do tend to lose my temper
which is really hard to control.
Kyliefan