Hi there just wondering if i understand what you are actually saying there, are
you saying that you have done some serious damage to yourself and are now
disabled ? or are you speaking figuritively? I hope you are speaking
figuritively.I saw the deer hunter and everytime I watch it I hope Christopher
Walken stops in time ! We have been watching the Obama inaugeration on T.V. he
certainly has the attention of the whole world at the minute hope things go well
for him. good luck to you for now. 

--- On Mon, 19/1/09, Noah Hathaway <bamarjemarvisty@...> wrote:

From: Noah Hathaway <bamarjemarvisty@...>
Subject: Re: [angertoolbox support group] Re: the truth
To: angertoolbox@yahoogroups.com
Date: Monday, 19 January, 2009, 2:56 PM






Quality! I cant focus on much since my accident (too long of a story to tell - I
died six times that nite n things r VERY different NOW) - I get caught up
in the NOW... Because I cant remember much about when I change thoughts/ideas -
At some point I started typin notes in my BlackBerry, Bot a really cool GPS and
have a Watch for the date n time.

Unfortunately, MY type of being in the now sux - I do nothing cuz I figure Im
gunna forget it anyway. Why bother putting out the effort n breaking a sweat
when Im gunna be soar or tired and generally forget why.

Im not playin Roulette any morr cuz I saw DeerHunter and, since my last wreck I
feel invincible, I dont wanna survive a big dent in the head again. And it'll
increase the odds on the game of 'Memory Lottery' that I dont win that often.

I have no regret, no hope and no attn span - So stay in bed till something in me
says get up -

Why Bother
Nway

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See I got Us all figured out, we're just a dying breed
Take me Im not much for living, I count the passing days
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--- On Fri, 1/16/09, annekir65 <annekir65@yahoo. com> wrote:

> From: annekir65 <annekir65@yahoo. com>
> Subject: [angertoolbox support group] Re: the truth
> To: angertoolbox@ yahoogroups. com
> Date: Friday, January 16, 2009, 7:43 PM
> Hi there I just got to read your plea for help with your
> problem, I was
> with a lady last week who has so far helped me alot with
> feelings of
> resentment which turn into anger and continue to feel that
> way until i
> feel justice has been served, which as we all know is just
> plain silly
> and so I have taken her advice which has seemed to help me
> over the last
> few days. when I feel someone is talking about me I try to
> send out a
> positive image from me, the lady told me what I give out I
> will get back
> tenfold, so when a negative thought comes into my head I
> knock it
> straight out and think positive thoughts and really it
> works, also I try
> just stay in the now, because what has happened cannot be
> undone, and
> there is little point in looking back with regrets and
> looking to the
> future with fear is not good either so here in the now is
> the best place
> to be and deal with that as it comes because I know I
> cannot control the
> future so I can control the now to a certain degree. I hope
> I have
> helped you in some small way, always remember live in the
> now. Goodluck
> to you this comes to you with many Irish blessings !!!
> --- In angertoolbox@ yahoogroups. com, "Dale"
> <dhdmidnight96@ ...> wrote:
> >
> > i post a lot about my relationship problems and
> mention my girlfriends
> > contribution to my anger but i gotta get honest. This
> is about me ,
> > when i get angry sometimes i get very mean i feel like
> i want the
> > person hurting or agrivating me to stop i panic and
> forget that im
> > dealing with someone i love and at times become very
> mean with my
> > actions and words and when its over typically im
> remorceful,very
> > remorceful. I want to learn to stop.I know i developed
> this hateful
> > rage as a child to deal with my mother but im real
> tired of playing
> > that escuse over and over in my mind i just want out.
> I want to be a
> > good, gentle,loving man who is not cursed with this
> vicious nastyness
> > in his heart but i need the tools or advice on how to
> start healing
> and
> > changing , someone please help.
> >
>
>
>
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