I don't know where the time goes - but at least the snow is gone!
Yeah! A friend fixed my mower - at least it looks like he did. I
mowed about 1/2 yesterday without the machine stalling at all. Not
all of it needs mowing just yet, but if I need to have it brought in
to be fixed I need to know while I still have $ to pay for it! I guess
I'm a little prejudiced against my friend. He's still active and that
makes me not trust his judgment too much. I had taken him to meetings
for a while, but it didn't take. . .
Now I'm waiting on the guys who'll jack up the trailer & the addition
so I don't have to worry about falling off the piers! At least the
ground is drying up now.
I just had the best meeting! It's here where I work every Fri noon,
but no one has shown up for a couple of weeks. I had a long-timer and
a new comer. WOW! This on top of a really good BB meeting last night
have put me in a very good place. We read 'Working With Others'.
When we started I thought 'Oh no! This is not relevant today!' But
by the time we finished I was identifying with the alcoholic mind and
reminded - again - how important it is for me to be around other
alcoholics!
I've got so much going on right now that I'm wondering how strong my
faith is. I'm not so much afraid of drinking as I am of screwing up
in some other insane way. I turn it over 100 times a day. Take it
back 99 time again. Even the knowledge that those moments of faith
feel so much better than worrying does not keep me from believing that
I know what's best!
All in all - I must say, though - THIS MOMENT fees pretty good!
Hope the sun is out where you are!
Deb K