--- In anewbeginning2@yahoogroups.com, "the_slayer_1700"
<the_slayer_1700@...> wrote:
>
> Dear Red's,
>
> Thank you for posting your message. I am glad I have once again
> reached someone out there. Well I am doing just 'okay', trying to
> get through everyday. but within my location I am still trying to
> find where I can do something worth while. Though I must tell you
> that the other night was hard to get through... I mean I didn't know
> if I was going to make it, as I struggled to even get to sleep.
> As per usual I was alone in my apartment. I feel as though i am
> needing a truckload of hope. Anyways have to go heaps of hugs.. chat
> laters - Deb.
> --- In anewbeginning2@yahoogroups.com, rednek53 <no_reply@> wrote:

Wishing you Truckloads of Hope! 'Okay' is good for now. It gets
better. I can so relate to you. I spent many a night behind enemy
lines (in my own head). And many days wondering how I would get
through that day without losing my mind! Long after the compulsion to
drink left me the insanity stayed. With me, it was never anything
specific. I finally just figured it was my disease just reaching up
to rattle me for no good reason.

I hope the sun is out wherever you are.

Deb K.