Massive 0o0o0o0o0's Ali ! ok now Your alright . Breath getting all fucked up
will not help anything or any one . please don't do that to YOURSELF . I am here
post away !
Debz



----- Original Message -----
From: ali_oop43130
To: anewbeginning2@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Wednesday, July 18, 2007 5:48 PM
Subject: [A New Beginning] Please... I need a friend


Hey all,
it's ali... long time no see huh? Doing really good til last night.
Been workin about 120 hours every two weeks. Good pay, good job. I got
a post on myspace last night from one of my family members, it was a
suicide note... I don't know if he is alright, no sign from him, no
more words, no phone number, can't find him. I am so scared, and when I
have to feel I want to get drunk or high as quickly as possible. Gosh I
can not even fathom. I feel so sick, cause I have been to the point he
is in now. I am being evicted from my home, some crock of crap excuse
and it is a gay related issue. It is just horrible. I don't like to be
tested. I don't know what to do....please someone reach out and belive
I am listening, cause all I ever wanted was for someone to reach out to
me. They never did but here I am please... I need a friend.

withering and wilting,
Ali





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