Hey jim., Dude, this call for some control on your part..I know you
ain't done a dam thing to have this happen to you....But consider
this a test and they are really testing your patience and serinity.
Hold on to the thought that this will pass and will make you
stronger in the end..Do you have anyone from your meetings that can
vouch for you?. Call the Police and have a restraing order put on
the creature..(I like that) And just stay calm not matter what..I
know it has to be hard losing yer buddy like that..But you have to
remember..Nuthin will make you use or drink..Nothing...Be up front
with the cops and Just let them know that person HAS to just stay
away from your place of residence..and all will be good..There is no
proof of any thing being said..just her word..and that will not be
enough to get you in trouble..It may look bad..but
remember......this is a test..this is only a test....and you will
suceed in this..I know it..Your a good man..I love reading your
posts and Love the insite and strength you have shown in the
group...Hang tight brother..My prayers are with you...Mike
(aka..rednek53)




















--- In anewbeginning2@yahoogroups.com, "jim c." <jimnctltx@...>
wrote:
>
> Just taking a moment to say hey to everyone.
> I've been around, just lurking you might say.
>
> I,m in deep trouble, & I haven't done anything wrong.
> Actually, I've handled things quite well.
>
> I've contact with the police 9 times in the last 2 months & when
you're on parole that is not a good thing.
>
> I had a creature staying with me & when I came home 1 morning my
Lil buddy Pepe was laying the back yard dead. It was obvious that
he'd been kicked, like he only weighed 4 lbs.
>
> So I told her I was going down by the river to bury my dog & not
to make the mistake of being around when I got back.
>
> She went straight to the police crying I was gonna kill her &
seeing my history of violence, it was on. It was the start of a
nightmare that included my other 2 dogs winding up dead.
>
> Talking about a nutcase, she has no idea who I used to be, &
what I was once capable of.
>
> Even though it's been over 14 years since I acted out, that old
history is still there.
>
> The parole board down here is terrified of having another
parolee hurt a woman.
>
> She keeps telling them I'm gonna get her & they listen.
>
> I have no intention of harming anyone & with the drugs out of
the quotient, I won't lose control. Still I might be locked up over
all this. I walked away from a life sentence over hurting a
policeman, beat the case on a appeal, but police never let go. I
still have 22 years left from a previous case, which they're talking
about revoking.
>
> I've sold my place in the country so I can have money to fight
this with. It doesn't look good.
>
> The only thing I've got in my favor is that everything down here
is overcrowded.
>
> Never mind that I've been on the street coming up on 13 years,
stayed clean & had no contact with the law, what so ever. I've held
the same job & worked my way up the ladder.
>
> I got re certified as a Clinical Physiologist & do pro bono work
with people who can't afford therapy.
>
> I've been a poster boy for rehabilitation, yet still, when the
police run a check on me it pops up to approach me with extreme
caution.
>
> I haven't used though.
>
> I'll try to keep you all up to date, but if I just disappear,
it's not that I've gone back out, only back in.
>
> Jim
>
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