You've been taken away, a person that I loved dearly, my life will
change forever and that burden is one I will have to bear forever.
All I ask is that someone take good care of you and to help those of
us still here to understand why you were taken. I know that you are
going to be with me every step of the way, that's when I will think
of you and continue on and be strong I will try my best even though
it all seems completely wrong, I now know that the healing process
will be slow. Yes I will have my good days and bad days when people
ask how I am doing? I don't know what to say. Yes the tears are still
here. Only because I have lost someone whom I carried and really
cared for.

I begin to realize that you are not very far, your where you've
always been in my heart and you must know on-one could ever fill you
shoes or replace you, the pain is becoming less and less with knowing
you are looking down on me I feel truly blessed. Yes I will always
miss you and that is very true. Today is the day I try to move on I
am stepping into a new world, I know things will get hard that is
when I must stand my ground, I have had every ones support along this
never ending road of sorrow, tears running down my cheeks thinking
this is so tough, me saying how much I miss you will never be enough.
I miss you, I love you, I wish you were here with me so I could watch
you grow. All these thoughts are truly sincere, one day happy the
next I frown my heart pounds my body shakes.

A mothers love you'll always know for through the years it continues
to grow, yet the strength I endure sees me through all the sad times,
often words can not describe the love that touches my heart, its
depth is so deep that it sets me apart. Your soft sweet hand that
held my finger so, was my strength and comfort so long ago. Let the
rain of my tears cleanse my anger and sorrow that you have be taken
from me, I know as life continues I well feel your presence here. I
will listen in the breeze and feel the spirit of your soul, a whisper
in the wind will encourage my brokenness to become whole, in the
stars every night their sparkle will remind me your pain is now gone
your spirit is now free, your love will forever be a blessing to me I
love you sweet Declan forever and always your short life will be
remembered through out my eternity. Yes Declan, a mother's love
you'll always know and my love for you will last for years to come
and continue to grow.
All My Love Declan Mummy Loves You XXOO