Ashley -

I just read your message and my heart breaks for you.  I'm so sorry that you had to go through this as well.  I also went full-term with my Sarah, and it was truly bittersweet.  All I can say is to let the tears flow when they will, write when you need someone to talk with and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. 

Take care of yourself (and if you haven't heard this, when/if your milk comes in, cold cabbage leaves or frozen peas in small ziplock bags in your bra will help relieve the pressure - a girlfriend shared that with me when I became engorged and it was truly a life-saver).

Sabrina
Mommy to Matthew, Sarah in heaven, and Emma

Ashley James wrote:

hello everyone its me Ashley James Dier. i just wanted everyone to know that at 2:15 this morning I gave birth to the world's newest angel Jacob Matthew Dier. He weighed 3 lbs 1 oz , and was 14 inches long. Unfortunately he was stillborn, but everybit of the miracle I had hoped. My water bag broke at 5:00 pm on September 27,2005. After a long 37 weeks of pregnancy. It was time. about 30 hours later I he was here. I just wanted to tell everyone that he is in heaven now , and just needed some one to talk to. Thanks you guys, Ashley James Dier. Jacob's mom.